Chapter 1440
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My parents probably saw my brother's shadow in me, so their attitude towards me changed 360 degrees.
They no longer said unpleasant things, and even seemed to care about me and care about my situation at school.
This feeling was very strange. It wasn't that I couldn't feel the warmth, but that this warmth came too late.
It was a bit … .fake.
But I … .wanted to accept it.
People who grew up in darkness yearned for sunlight. As long as it was a light that could shine into my heart, I wanted to have it.
Luo Qingchen was that light.
When I met her, it was already the sixth or seventh year since I changed from a rebellious youth to a gentle youth.
My first impression of her wasn't good, because I felt like I could see a shadow of myself in her.
I hated myself at that time, because if it wasn't for that terrible self, my brother wouldn't have died.
But on the other hand, my personality already made up for my stubbornness. Once I got into a fight, I would fight to the death.
Normal people say that you won't turn back until you hit the wall. I was probably the kind of person that would bleed even if I hit my head, I would still walk forward with my own blood.
Therefore, I went to wait for her.
The time was the same as when she waited for me, a full 30 days.
When we met again, she gave me a different feeling, like a butterfly breaking out of its cocoon.
At that moment, I felt that she and I were the same kind of person.
At least, we were the kind of people that changed from 'bad children' to 'good children'.
The way we interacted with each other was very strange, and we made a bet for the so-called 'love test'.
Who would fall in love with who first in the future!
I always thought that someone like me who looked gentle on the outside, but was actually cold and heartless, would definitely win.
But what I didn't expect was that I actually lost so badly.
Every time I saw Su Nian talking to her in school, my heart would feel especially restless. It was a feeling of burning desire.
This feeling gradually swallowed up all of my reason, making me filled with hostility towards Su Nian.
What was funny was that his hostility towards me was far greater than my hostility towards him. He hated me and all the people in the An Family to the bone.
At first, I didn't know about this hatred, because all of my thoughts were on how to make Luo Qingchen fall in love with me.
Efforts to fever, efforts to let her worry, efforts to keep her in my side.
I found that I had unknowingly changed. I was no longer that gentle and elegant young man. I was no longer like an older brother.
Instead … I'm a bit like myself.
The original nature of the little devil that had been restrained in his body for a long time gave Su Nian no chance.
However, after doing so much, I didn't think that … it was related to Su Nian's identity.
I didn't expect that he would work with Liang Bingbing to harm her and make me think that she had abandoned me.
In this world, I'm not afraid of anything. The only thing I'm afraid of is being abandoned by her.
For many days after that, whenever he thought of that feeling, his heart would unconsciously twitch.
But at that time, the pain was a million times worse than before, coupled with the suffocation in his heart.
I vaguely remember that when I was lying on the operating table, I only thought of one thing: I don't want to live without her. I don't want to live at all. Just let me die … Let me get away from this pain that is beyond what a human can bear.
Just as I felt my body start to feel light, Xia Qing Rou's voice entered my ears — —
She said, "Brother, brother — Qingchen said she only likes you!"
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