Chapter 4223
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Yun Shishi nodded solemnly. "I know that too. I also feel that he shouldn't rely on me so much. However, Yoo Yoo is already much more independent than before.
"Actually, I can understand the bond between the two of you. After all, for a very long time, at least since he was born, you have always been by his side. Hence, his dependence on you can't be replaced by anyone else. Similarly, your dependence on him can't be replaced by anyone else. But have you ever thought that he can't rely on you for the rest of his life? "
Yun Shishi hummed in acknowledgment. "I understand now. However, the most important thing now is to find out what exactly happened to him. "
"Do you want Gong Fan to come back?"
Alice asked seriously.
Yun Shishi didn't answer immediately. Instead, she looked at her hesitantly.
Alice sighed. "I can tell that you are very hesitant. On one hand, you can't bear to part with Gong Fan. On the other hand, you don't want to be a burden to Yoo Yoo, right?"
"Yes."
"Yoo Yoo only feels guilty towards Gong Fan. What about you? Apart from guilt, is there anything else? "
Alice's question made Yun Shishi fall into a daze.
In her mind, she seemed to have already imagined Gong Fan snuggling in her arms and hugging her helplessly.
She still remembered that in front of others, he had always been arrogant and unruly. Only in front of her, there was a hint of vulnerability that others couldn't detect.
"Mommy, don't ever leave me behind …"
He was afraid that she would leave him behind.
Yun Shishi understood that the choice was in her hands now.
Did Yoo Yoo really care that much about Gong Fan?
Not necessarily.
He probably felt more guilty towards Gong Fan.
However, more than that, he was afraid that she would be sad.
Yoo Yoo probably had many ways to make Gong Fan disappear and send him to the land of exile.
Even if Gong Fan was unwilling to leave, if she said, "I don't want you anymore!"
Gong Fan would definitely leave disheartened.
But …
The most contradictory thing was that she would rather Gong Fan live in her world than in Yoo Yoo's.
If it were her, she would be willing to bear all the pain.
However, if it was Yoo Yoo, she couldn't bear to let Yoo Yoo carry so much burden. She also had no right to interfere with Yoo Yoo's thoughts.
If Yoo Yoo was unwilling to coexist with Gong Fan, then it would be meaningless for her to force him.
Moreover, if she put Yoo Yoo in a difficult position, Yoo Yoo would be the one to suffer.
Thinking of this, Yun Shishi's heart ached.
Her hands fell weakly and she sighed. "Forget it, I can't make Gong Fan stay. No matter what, I just want Yoo Yoo to be fine. I can't put so much pressure on Yoo Yoo because of my own thoughts. If you must force me to make a decision, I'm willing to … "
Yun Shishi almost could not go on with her words.
She looked up and looked at Alice seriously. Holding back her tears, she choked and said, "I'm willing to give up Gong Fan."
This sentence was undoubtedly a knife to her heart.
But she had no choice!
She could not bear to see Youyou on the brink of agony.
Give up!
Yun Shishi persuaded herself.
She thought that Yoo Yoo would definitely understand her decision.
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