Chapter 4220
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"Do you let your thoughts run wild every night before you go to bed?"
"Yes."
"What do you think about?"
Yoo Yoo closed his eyes. He answered Alice's questions without holding anything back.
"I think about Gong Fan and our future."
Yun Shishi sat down at the side and quietly listened to the exchange of questions and answers between the two.
It was in such a relaxed state that Yoo Yoo was completely unguarded. Instead, he was able to tell her everything that was on his mind.
"Do you like Gong Fan?"
"So-so."
"Do you hate him?"
"I don't."
"Then what kind of feelings do you have for him?"
Yoo Yoo pondered for a moment and finally let out a long sigh. "I owe him. I feel guilty."
"Why?"
"Because … I was the one who forced him out. It's just that in the past, I've been chasing him away, trying to get him out of my body."
Yoo Yoo's eyelashes suddenly twitched violently. The frequency of the monitoring on the screen was getting faster and faster.
"He suffered pain that he shouldn't have to suffer, but I was so cowardly that I avoided all of it. He suffered so much for me, but I saw him as an evil person. Actually, he's not a bad person. It's just that he has always received negative and repressed emotions. That's why he developed a dark personality. But not only did I not understand, I even … "
When Yun Shishi heard this, she couldn't help but feel her heart ache. She covered her mouth tightly and felt extremely guilty.
She didn't want Yoo Yoo to hear her sobbing.
She felt heartache, powerless, and uneasy.
She knew what kind of childhood Yoo Yoo had had. Back then, she had kept Yoo Yoo by her side out of selfishness. However, she hadn't given him a peaceful childhood.
She should have known.
She didn't have the ability to give him a good childhood, but she had kept him by her side out of selfishness.
It was all her fault.
Yun Shishi felt lonely, but then she heard Alice ask, "Did you create him?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because …"
Yoo Yoo's calm brows furrowed slightly as a tear rolled down from the corner of her eye.
"I feel lonely."
"…"
Yun Shishi widened her eyes in shock.
"Lonely? Why do I feel lonely?"
"When I was young, everyone had parents, brothers, sisters, and so many friends. But I felt that I couldn't get along well with those children."
"Why? Why can't we get along well? "
"Because I keep feeling that their world is different from mine. Their parents would send them to school, and after school, someone would send them home. When they got home, they would have a warm dinner, but I didn't. I also want to have a father and a brother. I fantasize about having such a family, but I know that Mommy is also very lonely. I shouldn't force so much. "
"So …"
"So, I always imagined that I had an older brother, until one day, I felt that he had appeared."
"Do you remember what day it was?"
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