Chapter 3142
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As I cried, I said, "I regret it! I don't want to be with you anymore. I hate you. I'm tired of you. Is that enough? Su Qi, will you let me go? I don't like you, so don't force me, okay? "
I yelled at him hysterically. In despair, my body slid weakly along the wall.
I thought to myself, let me fend for myself. No one should care about me.
Besides, I really … really didn't know how to face Su Qi or Dongyu. My world was completely out of touch with theirs.
I hugged my knees and cried silently, gritting my teeth.
Su Qi, on the other hand, stood in front of me at a loss. He wanted to touch me, but when he reached out, he saw my shoulders curling up. His hand eventually froze in mid-air and slowly retracted.
After that day, Su Qi and I didn't see each other again.
He didn't look for me again, and I didn't look for him again.
Every day, I went to school alone and finished school alone. When I got home, I did my homework in silence. I felt as obedient as a walking corpse.
Until one day.
That morning, I flipped open my calendar. It was May 10, a special day.
Ever since the second half of the first semester of the first year of junior high school, my period had come on the 9th of every month as scheduled. However, it was unexpectedly absent that month.
I waited for it for a long time. Even after a long week, it still didn't appear.
I panicked.
In junior high school, although we were ignorant about the matters between men and women, we already had a vague idea.
I already knew that what was supposed to come would come. If it didn't, something must have happened.
During computer science class, I secretly went online to check for information. The reasons why my period didn't come were more or less the same. However, the biggest suspect was that I might have been pregnant.
After computer science class, I didn't know how I felt when I walked the short few hundred meters between the computer classroom and my classroom.
Pregnant?!
This word was too heavy for me to bear.
…
I didn't dare to go to the hospital for a check-up. After three days of internal struggle, I finally mustered up the courage and walked into the pharmacy after school. Under the guidance of my teacher, I bought a few pregnancy tests.
God knows how I walked in and how I left.
From the beginning to the end, I kept my head down, not daring to meet the strange gazes of those people. However, I could still hear many people whispering behind my back. They were all talking about how children nowadays were. She was so young, but she got pregnant. She had no self-respect at all.
"Kids these days are really amazing! When I was her age, I didn't even dare to hold a boy's hand! "
Like an army deserter, I ran out of the pharmacy.
I don't know.
I didn't know that such a thing would happen, and I didn't know that there would be such a thing as an accidental pregnancy.
I don't understand. After that incident, I should have taken the morning-after pill in time.
At that time, parents were very vague about the relationship between men and women. The early sex education classes only described the differences between men and women, but they didn't tell us how to deal with the aftermath of an accident.
My mother only told me not to fall in love at an early age, but she didn't say that I would get pregnant after sleeping with a boy.
The pharmacy staff said that it was best to do a pregnancy test in the morning. The first morning urine test was the most accurate.
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