Chapter 3139
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I saw his face stiffen. His eyes froze.
"Why?"
"… Dirty … Dirty …"
I hugged my arms, not wanting him to touch me. I just didn't want to dirty his hands.
I felt dirty. There were stains all over my body that couldn't be washed clean. In my heart, Dongyu was so inviolable that I didn't want to dirty his hands.
But he seemed to have misunderstood me. When he heard the word coming out of my mouth, he slowly retracted his hand in midair.
I saw his eyes darken. There was no longer any light in them. There was even … an indescribable sense of loss.
It was as if he was asking, "How did you become like this?"
I couldn't stand the look in his eyes. I lowered my head and squatted down helplessly.
I didn't know how long he stood there, nor did I know how long he had been scrutinizing me.
I only saw him suddenly turn around and leave. Despite Han Xiao's repeated attempts to persuade him to stay, he left without looking back.
Han Xiao chased after him out the door. After some time, she returned resentfully. She looked at me helplessly.
"Xiachun, what's wrong with you?! You didn't say a word. You didn't even mention a word. What exactly happened that night?! "
I didn't say anything. I only knew that Dongyu had left. But I thought to myself, "Go, go as far as you can. Don't … look back again."
I didn't need him to care about me anymore.
That night, I still didn't eat. Han Xiao couldn't persuade me otherwise. My indifference almost made her break down!
Just as she was at a loss, her mother shouted outside the door, "Xiaoxiao, someone's looking for you!"
Han Xiao went out. A few minutes later, the door was pushed open again. However, I sensed that the footsteps coming in were different.
I finally looked up and saw Su Qi walk into the room with a pale face. When he saw me, he stood there in a daze for a long time before he walked up to me and squatted down.
He reached out and wanted to hug me.
Surprisingly, I didn't push him away like I had pushed Dongyu away.
I only remember that when he was about to hug me, my mind was blank. I couldn't think of anything and didn't dare to think of anything.
But later, I realized that perhaps at that time, I needed a warm embrace too much.
The warmth I wanted, Su Qi couldn't give me.
However, I didn't dare to hope for the warmth that Dongyu could give me.
Other than Su Qi, I didn't know anyone else who could give me such warmth.
When he hugged me, my tears flowed out of my eyes like a broken dam. I couldn't hold them back any longer.
Perhaps it was my tears or my suppressed sobs that made him feel as if a knife was being twisted in his heart.
He hugged me tightly and sobbed, "It's my fault. Don't cry!"
The more I heard this, the more I cried.
I asked him, "Why did you leave me behind yesterday?"
He asked almost impulsively.
His entire body froze, as if all the blood in his body had frozen!
To him, these words were undoubtedly a knife that pierced his heart.
He rubbed my shoulder guiltily, his voice trembling badly. "It's my fault … I shouldn't have left you behind yesterday!"
I asked him repeatedly in despair, "Why did you abandon me?"
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"Why?"
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"Why did you leave me behind?"
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"Su Qi … I didn't toy with you. I really didn't."
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