Old Chief Physician Pan was full of interest. He kept talking about how there were not so many people when he first came, and what it was like now.
However, the old chief was old after all. After walking for more than an hour, he could tell that he was tired. Su Yun suggested that they take the cable car up the mountain. Zheng Ren looked at the tall cable car and immediately thought of the roller coaster.
Zheng Ren still remembered the experience of riding the roller coaster with her. It was really scary. Zheng Ren could already imagine how scared he would be when he sat on the cable car.
His hands and feet were cold, and he trembled as he held her hand. This did not seem to be good. It did not seem like he was sick. It was better to keep this cowardly appearance in the deepest part of his memory.
In the end, after struggling for a long time, Zheng Ren decided to stay alone amidst everyone's mocking laughter.
There was no other way. Boss Zheng, who was invulnerable, also had weaknesses. For example, he was afraid of heights, his vestibular nerves were underdeveloped, he was unwilling to socialize, and … he was unwilling to eat.
Zheng Ren sat on a stone bench in boredom. Looking at the tourists, he felt that this place was much worse than the desert in the north.
The experience of looking at the stars in the desert was still unique in Zheng Ren's heart. After all, there were few people. One of the criteria for Boss Zheng to evaluate a scenic spot was that there were few people.
Moreover, in the empty Gobi Desert, lying side by side on the sand dune and looking at the stars in the sky as if there were no other people or things in the universe. The feeling was really great.
Zheng Ren watched everyone take the cable car up the mountain alone. Old Chief Physician Pan seemed to be talking to Su Yun about climbing the mountain back then. The person was not afraid at all. She seemed a little excited as she took selfies with the Chang and Chu sisters.
Lao He was a little afraid, but he was still pulled up. Feng Xuhui sat on a cable car with Liu Xiaojie, his footsteps thudding against the ground. He took care of Liu Xiaojie carefully. It seemed that their relationship had also made progress.
Chu and Chu sat together. Zheng Ren smiled slightly. He recalled that when he was performing the surgery, the two of them straightened their bodies at the same time. Their graceful arcs merged into one and they gave him a thumbs up at the same time.
It was really good to have them around.
As he watched the group of people gradually disappear into the distance, even with Zheng Ren's eyesight, a pair of cold hands slowly covered Zheng Ren's eyes.
Zheng Ren did not hide. Which brat was joking with him?
Dry fingers, erythema, chapped, indurated fingers … Was this hand and foot syndrome caused by chemotherapy? Zheng Ren immediately said, "Little Rock, is that you?"
"Wow, you even guessed it?" Shi Jian jumped in front of Zheng Ren, panting.
"Why are you guys here?" Zheng Ren smiled and patted Little Rock's head.
"Dr. Zheng, you're here too." Wen Xiaonuan walked over and said, "Originally, I wanted to take Little Shitou to Xishan Park. There are fewer people there. But I went the wrong way and ended up here. "
Zheng Ren looked at Little Rock's System panel. The red color was gradually fading. It was a small miracle that he was able to persevere and come here.
'This is the child's last dream. There's still this thought in his heart supporting him,' Zheng Ren thought to himself.
The left side of Little Shitou's neck was very thick, and there was a large tumor on his thin shoulder. It was the one that was pressing against his airway.
Zheng Ren immediately recalled the imaging data. The thyroid tumor had invaded the external carotid artery and the fourth cervical vertebra. Little Rock should feel numbness in his limbs. It was possible that the nerves in his cervical vertebra had been invaded before his airway was completely blocked.
This was an unsolvable problem. Zheng Ren tried to smile, not wanting to leave a heavy impression on the child.
Little Rock was beyond cure and Zheng Ren did not have a good solution. It was good enough that he could walk safely.
"Dr. Zheng, I only found out yesterday that you won the Nobel Prize." Wen Xiaonuan did not expect the young doctor who had sent a QQ message to Little Rock to ask about it to be such an important person.
Especially when she thought of her previous experience with Zheng Ren, Wen Xiaonuan felt even more uneasy.
"Hehe." Zheng Ren laughed dryly. He was not used to people looking at him with such envy and admiration. Especially from an ordinary person like Wen Xiaonuan, who was not a clinician.
"Uncle, you're amazing!" Little Rock said.
"Call me big brother," Zheng Ren said seriously. "I remember the first time we met, you called me Big Brother. Why are you calling me Uncle now?" Zheng Ren said very seriously.
"Didn't I ask you to help me look after my mother when we first met? I want to play games for a while," Little Rock said. "I think calling you uncle is more formal."
"I'll still call you big brother," Zheng Ren insisted.
Little Rock chuckled. "Brother, you're amazing. I even said that I wanted to win the Nobel Prize in the future. I didn't expect you to win it first. "
Zheng Ren looked at his bright and clear eyes and his uncoordinated limbs. He felt endless regret in his heart.
Just as Su Yun had said, Little Rock was suffering while he was alive.
"Unfortunately, I don't have time," Little Rock muttered softly.
Wen Xiaonuan's eyes instantly turned red. She did not wait for her tears to fall. She immediately turned around and said in a trembling voice, "I'll go buy some water. What do you want to drink, Dr. Zheng?"
"I'm not thirsty, thank you," Zheng Ren said with some disappointment.
"Brother, you know what illness I have, don't you?" Little Stone sat beside Zheng Ren like an adult and asked softly.
"Yes, I know." Zheng Ren nodded.
"Actually, I didn't want to receive treatment a long time ago. It's too tiring and uncomfortable." Little Rock raised his hand and faced the sun. "Look at my hand. Every time I finish chemotherapy, the skin will burst layer by layer. I feel uncomfortable all over and feel nauseous. I'm hungry and feel disgusted when I see food. Every time I eat, it's like taking medicine. I have to eat it with a smile, or my mother will cry. "
"Thank you for your hard work," Zheng Ren said very seriously.
"It's not hard. I feel uncomfortable, but I want to live. I don't want to receive treatment but I want to live. Is there a contradiction? "
"Is it because of your mother?"
"That's only one aspect. A long time ago, about half a year ago, my mother told me once. She didn't want me to leave, but the doctor said there was no hope. She was very vague, but I knew what she meant. "
"She didn't want me to leave, but the treatment was too painful, so she let me choose."
"What happened after that?" Zheng Ren asked.
"I didn't want to die. I still had so many paths to take. There were so many people I hadn't met, so many games I hadn't played, so many movies I hadn't watched. If I left, I wouldn't be able to do anything. But it's hard to live, really hard. "
Little Rock did not look like a ten-year-old child, but more like an adult. He did not enjoy the carefree life of his age. Instead, he had matured prematurely because of life.
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