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The old man smiled faintly, as if he didn't care about Old Youling's explanation. He just looked at Chu Yunsheng deeply, and then gently persuaded:
"Chu, I know what kind of sorrow and despair you have in your heart, but no one can change the past. You have tried your best, really tried your best. For them, you killed the realm messenger, broke the sky, buried your own life, and stabbed the god. You have done what you can do, and you have done what you can't do.
Before becoming a god, you and I are both ordinary people. Why should we persist in forcing ourselves to do things that we can't do at all, and torture ourselves in the endless reincarnation over and over again?
The so-called going against the heaven is just the incompetent venting of the losers and the nonsense of the ignorant. The real strong in the world is never the one who goes against the heaven, but those who dare to face themselves at any time. In ordinary times, or in desperate situations, they have the courage to look directly at their most real and cruel situation, ability and situation. Compared with the weak who deceive themselves and shout that they want to go against the heaven, those who face the reality are the real strong in the world, and they have the courage to face the reality.
Chu, you must understand what I mean, because you are a smart person, and you used to have such courage. I never think that people with high IQ are necessarily smart. In fact, it is precisely among them that there are the most stupid people, and they have done the most stupid things, and they have done more bad things. So you are stupid but also smart, it's just that others only see your stupidity, but not your intelligence.
However, now you would rather blind your own eyes, no longer see your intelligence and your courage, and only let yourself fall into depravity and suffer forever.
In fact, you and I are both poor people. We don't care what others think, we only care about what we do, and we only want our own peace of mind. I will not hide my purpose from you. Creating the Cambrian soul and freeing the Cambrian people from the cruel and endless suppression of 500 million years, even if it is to let their souls return to heaven and rest in peace, it is my lifelong wish.
So, as long as you are willing to regain this courage and walk out of the self-delineated cage, I will do everything possible to help you return to the human world! "
Chu Yunsheng didn't know when, but his eyes regained their calmness, and his eyes gradually became clear. Then he said sharply, "You want me to avenge you?"
Old man No. 1 stood up, took two steps forward, and said in a deep voice, "don't you hate them!?"
"Hate! But I don't trust you. " Chu Yunsheng turned around, walked to the window, and said calmly, "You said so much, and you said it so perfectly. Just now, there was a moment when even I was touched, and then at that moment, I completely believed it. I believed that I was dead, because I have no other way to explain it. Other than believing it, there is no other way."
Old Man No. 1 said in a deep voice, "Then why …?"
Chu Yunsheng turned his back to him and said lightly, "do you know why I sighed before Old Youling came?"
Old man No. 1 shook his head and said, "I said that I can't know your closed heart."
Chu Yunsheng pointed out the window and said quietly, "I am a rational person. Sometimes, I am so rational that even I feel bored. But at the same time, I will be crazier and bolder than you think. So I only have one last choice, which is to choose to believe. And for a rational person like me, once I believe it, it means that I really believe it. However, have you seen those fires outside? Have you seen me turn into a cloud of black gas again? No. In fact, this method is very simple, but also very stupid. It's just putting myself in a dead end, but there is nothing that can stop my judgment. "
Old man No. 1 was silent for a moment before saying, "You still don't want to believe it … I can't do anything about it, but I didn't lie to you."
"You really didn't lie, because a real liar lies with the truth." Chu Yunsheng turned around, leaned his back against the window, looked at No. 1, and continued, "And, you are also wrong. I believe it. At that moment, I believed it, and I will continue to believe it. This is the difference between you and me. We are not the same kind of people."
As he said, there was a faint sadness in his eyes, and a thin layer of mist appeared on his face. He said sadly, "Because I felt bursts of stabbing pain in my heart, pain in my soul, but I don't know where it comes from, why it hurts so much, and why there is a touch of sadness, and even a helpless sigh. So I have been looking for it for a long, long time … When you and Old Youling were arguing, I have been looking for it. I hope I can find it."
Old man No. 1's eyes moved, and he said with a slightly excited tone, "Did you find it?"
Old Youling also looked at Chu Yunsheng nervously.
"So what if you find it? So what if you can't find it? " Chu Yunsheng smiled slightly, the smile was very faint and also very sad. He turned to look out of the window and said silently, "You don't understand, you won't understand …"
After a long time, he said coldly again, "No. 1, I have also questioned how many reincarnations I have experienced in the Pseudo-Monolith. I looked at the sky and asked who I was and why I came here. Is it just for the jade pendant? I even know that my judgment just now is wrong. It sounds very hard to say, but you should understand. You can think that I know but still don't want to wake up, because I still want to try again. Whether you think I am pitiful, sad, or courageous, I don't care. I don't want courage, I don't want godhood, I don't want anything. Even if there is a bottomless abyss in front of me, even if there is an endless hell in front of me, I just want to open my eyes and try again. "
At this time, his smile was even more sad and cold.
Old man No. 1 shook his head and sighed, "Why are you doing this?"
Chu Yunsheng said lightly, "That's why I said that you don't understand. Although I am not as smart as you, I also have some of my own methods. In your eyes, they may be pitiful, but in my hands, they are very practical.
Yes, logically speaking, I should have landed on that pitiful stick before I died. I do not deny that this is the key evidence to prove that I am already dead. It is irrefutable evidence, and I happen to be such a boring and rational person. So I believe it, and I must believe it too.
But what I believe is only my despair that made me reincarnate here over and over again, but my grief made me deceive myself, and I don't believe anything else.
Prince Xiao of the Ice Race gave me a sentence, do you want to hear it? "
Old man No. 1 nodded and said, "Prince Xiao is a powerful person, I would like to hear more about her words."
Chu Yunsheng said softly, "She said that in this world, you don't need to listen to what others say. Others can tell you a lot of things, but not all of them are true. The origin of the world can only be found by yourself. There is no need to feel that others lied to you, because they don't know the truth."
Old man No. 1 smiled faintly and said, "What Prince Xiao said is right, but there should be another sentence behind it. It is impossible for people to know everything about the world by observing the world."
Chu Yunsheng shook his head and said calmly, "No matter what, I will check it out, because that stick, or that spear, is made from the fusion of Mins and even Shang, so in theory, it also has the ability to carry life. Actually … "
He paused, and infinite melancholy appeared on his face. Old man No. 1 asked, "What's wrong?"
Chu Yunsheng sighed and said, "Actually, I really hope that everything you said is true."
Old man No. 1 said strangely, "You didn't want to admit it before, why do you say that now?"
Chu Yunsheng smiled and said, "You really don't know? If I really die, the ancient book will protect her. As long as she has the godhood, she will not be summoned, and she will be alive, and I will be very happy. "
Old man No. 1 trembled slightly, "You are really a madman."
Then, No. 1 frowned slightly and asked, "If she —"
Chu Yunsheng's eyes suddenly became cold, and he said coldly, "Then I will really become a madman!"
In the end, he added, "Even if I have to kill my way to the Divine Kingdom, I will slaughter them all!"
Hearing this sentence, Old Youling shuddered inexplicably, and hurriedly said, "Boss, don't worry, this is the real world, nothing will happen."
Chu Yunsheng frowned and looked at Old Youling. His reason told him that what Old Youling said was most likely false, and even the last 10% may be because Old Youling itself was in this world. But if this world was really true … He didn't dare to think about it. A trace of excitement welled up in his heart. Aunt, Liu Li … At the same time, he also felt a little gloomy. If that was the case, the little tiger, the big insect, and Dark would no longer exist.
In any case, he had to quickly confirm the lament of the sky. The space there couldn't prove whether the world was fake or not, but it could prove whether it was real or not. Thinking of this, Chu Yunsheng suddenly asked curiously, "When did you come here?"
Old Youling's heart skipped a beat. Looking at the look on its face, it probably thought that Chu Yunsheng wanted to kill it, so it suddenly became nervous and forgot that old man No. 1 was still here. It quickly said, "Something happened, I am here to report to you, that, Song Ying, yes, Song Ying, she is missing!"
Chu Yunsheng was dazed for a moment, and then he reacted and said in shock, "Why is she missing? Isn't there someone watching her 24 hours a day? "
While speaking, his eyes had already drifted coldly to the old man No. 1. Could it be that No. 1 attracted his attention, and then did something behind his back? This was very possible. Song Ying had the ability to break the mind control of Duo Neng race, so it was reasonable for No. 1 to get rid of her.
Old man No. 1 looked at Chu Yunsheng and said with a wry smile, "Chu, you don't think I did it, do you? Well, I do have this reason, but I really didn't do it. "
Chu Yunsheng stared at him closely and said, "Who else could it be except you?"
Old man No. 1 was silent for a moment and said, "Chu, the energy of the micro robot is about to run out because of the long-distance transmission of information. There is one thing that I have to tell you after thinking about it."
Chu Yunsheng said, "Say it."
Old man No. 1 said sadly, "I really didn't do it, but you did it! You hurt her like that, humiliated her … Do you know the terrible pain in her heart? Do you think that Song Ying really doesn't have feelings for you? Do you really think that it was just because she looked at you!?
Chu, Chu, have you really forgotten? You go through endless reincarnation over and over again, who is the one who accompanied you through endless tragedy without complaint or regret? Who was the one who broke his heart in despair with you over and over again in the reincarnation cycle!?
Have you really forgotten!?
The way she looks at you is not fear, let alone fear, but love, heartache, tears that can't be filled even with the water of the four seas!
Chu, do you know … "
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