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"It, no, but …"
Chu Yunsheng's body trembled slightly, and he fell into a huge shock. His eyelids rolled violently under the scolding of the old man, as if he was about to wake up at any time. He suddenly realized that he had never considered this problem before.
Others may not know the characteristics of the black gas, but he knew it best. As long as the black gas was not completely dissipated, it would return to his consciousness. This had been proved by countless battles.
Although he didn't know what it was, it had always been closely connected with consciousness, and consciousness could not have a clone. It only existed in the zero-dimensional space, and its position should be unique at any time. Just like when he transformed from an insect to a human, it was either a human body or an insect body, and it was impossible for both to exist at the same time.
But why did it return to the spear? Why did he feel that it was late at that time? Why did it scream? And why did he feel that it had lost its master?
He seemed to see the spear buzzing again, flying down to the ground, and piercing into the top of the glacier. The black gas lingered around the spear, standing in the wind, and then disappeared …
In an instant, Chu Yunsheng's soul trembled, and his face became extremely pale.
Am I really dead? Did my consciousness really attach to the spear before I died!? Is there any other explanation? Why is this happening!?
No, it's impossible!
I am still alive, and my memory is still continuing. How can I imagine such a huge and detailed world?
This is impossible, even a dream can't be so real and clear. No.1 must be lying to me. The Pre-Cambrian beings are the creators of the Pseudo-Monolith. No.1 must have some way to affect the Pseudo-Monolith, and then affect me. It is manipulating everything!
It must be like this, I can't believe it, I have a reason to refute it, ignore it, no matter what it says, I can't believe it! I have to believe in myself!
Chu Yunsheng kept building up confidence in himself, and then frantically looked for the perfect answer to get rid of the black gas and return to the spear, but he couldn't find it at all. In a hurry, he instinctively said, "You are lying to me! This is the world of the Pseudo-Monolith, everything is the deduction of the Pseudo-Monolith, including you! "
Old man No. 1 smiled bitterly, sat down dejectedly, and said, "You still refuse to believe it? You are really too stubborn! Is that obsession of yours really that strong? Perhaps I really can't understand human feelings.
I have never told you about the Pseudo-Monolith. Calm down and think about the conversation we had in the Arctic base. I only mentioned to you that the Precambrian people once found a monolith on the earth, and then the technology and civilization entered an explosive development, until they found a trace of the secret of immortality. It was only a few thousand years before the disaster and war came. How could they have the time to build the Pseudo-Monolith that you mentioned?
Moreover, the Stone Tablet has always been on the earth, and you have seen it with your own eyes. It disappeared after the Great Darkness. In your imagination, the reason why the Pseudo-Monolith was built was because of the disappearance of the Stone Tablet. This is exactly a reflection of your subconscious in your imagination of the real event of the Stone Tablet flying into the sky in Jin Ling City. You used this to form the Pseudo-Monolith. "
Chu Yunsheng did not believe it, he said coldly, "What a joke! Why would I make a Pseudo-Monolith? Besides, there's no basis for it, so how can I fabricate it? "
Old man No. 1 looked at Chu Yunsheng calmly and said quietly, "Is there really no such thing? It is but a desolate attempt, in the depths of despair, to pin all your hopes on the most mysterious of things.
How much did the Stone Tablet in Jin Ling City shock you? Can you deny it? Although I don't know what kind of communication you had with the Stone Tablet, that is your closed inner world, and I can't enter it. But I can learn a thing or two from your imaginary world now, because only it is open to me.
That Stone Tablet must have given you a feeling of time travel, or something similar. In short, with it, you can create a Pseudo-Monolith based on it, and then through Tan Ning's mouth, give it the ability you want – to deduce the whole world using memory as a point! Relive your life!
In order to make it more realistic, you even used Tan Ning to scare yourself that you might get lost in it, go crazy and commit suicide! "
Chu Yunsheng's brows twitched, and he snorted coldly, "In your eyes, everything is just my imagination! Is there any evidence!? "
Old man No. 1 sighed and shook his head, looked at Chu Yunsheng with pity, and said, "All the evidence, you clearly saw it, but you turned a blind eye to it. What you need now is not evidence, but reason.
Have you ever thought, even if you don't think about why the sword of destruction returned to the spear instead of your body, you can also think about why a Pseudo-Monolith suddenly appeared when you needed it, and its function just happened to solve your urgent need? What's more coincidental is that the Pseudo-Monolith still has energy that can be activated, and it can only be used by one person, but Tan Ning also knows how to operate it … Don't you think everything is too coincidental? Everything is so magical? You can get whatever you want?
In fact, in these clues, in addition to the arrangement of your subconscious, there is also your "clear consciousness" that repeatedly uses these coincidences to remind yourself that all of this is just your imagination. "
Chu Yunsheng's heart was beating fast. He tried to persuade himself not to believe No. 1, but there seemed to be another voice that kept asking him: Yes, why is it so coincidental? Was it a perfect coincidence? With your luck, has there ever been such a good thing in your life?
Was the Pseudo-Monolith really imagined by himself? Was it inspired by the magical ability of the dark monolith to trace back time and space, and then made it up?
There was one thing that old man No. 1 said wrong. Chu Yunsheng was actually a rational person. He would not fool around with vague things. When he realized that he really couldn't find any reason to explain the fact that the black gas returned to the spear, he couldn't come to the conclusion that he could enter the Pseudo-Monolith. If he was in the spear, how could he talk to Tan Ning, and how could he enter the Pseudo-Monolith?
At this moment, Chu Yunsheng was shaken. His confused eyes passed the holographic image of old man No. 1 and looked out of the window, full of bleakness.
Suddenly, he said very flatly, "Can you see everything I think? What can you not see? Do you know what I have done in Nanjing and what I have seen? Have you ever understood the world of that blue-haired girl? "
When he said these words, although he was asking, it seemed that he was not asking old man No. 1, but asking himself.
Old Man No. 1 showed a relieved smile and said with emotion, "You finally remember, and you finally understand that the reason why I can appear here and have a chance to talk to you is because of your" consciousness of wanting to wake up ".
As I said just now, your heart is blocked, and no one can get in except you. I can only capture the intentions of your inner subconscious from the world you imagined.
Fortunately, there are still survivors who escaped from Nanjing with you. Perhaps it was deliberately left behind by your "consciousness". Otherwise, with your subconscious persistence, you will definitely kill them all! You will never let them know your secret.
In Nanjing, those floating transparent floating monsters are actually just your reaction to the "dream", a metaphor for the illusory and unreal dream. Do you still remember the scene of the wedding flight? In that cruel battlefield, how could there be such a brilliant and gorgeous scene? Everything is a dream that blends your reality and imagination, reflecting your infinite yearning for a normal and happy life in the age of light, but you know that it is already impossible, and it can only exist in fantasy, so you put the background in such a place of violent conflict.
What else did you see in Nanjing? I don't know, but I can speculate that there must be a place that only you can enter, and others are isolated by all kinds of restrictions that you imagined. Although I don't know what kind of world it is, it must be first uninhabited, and then lifeless, silent, and even rotten world! "Chu Yunsheng showed a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth.
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Chu Yunsheng's mouth. He was the only one who had been to the "inner world", no one else knew about it, and it eventually collapsed. Even if No. 1 asked all the surviving refugees in Nanjing, at most, he would only know about the world under the rainbow. It was impossible for him to know about the existence of the inner world, let alone that there was no one there, no life, and even rotten!
'Did No. 1 guess it?' Chu Yunsheng wanted to think so, but he was not a fool. He couldn't convince himself, because what he said just now was originally guessed by No. 1.
However, this was his last line of defense. If it was lost, he really didn't know how to face it. He must persist, even if it was a blind and pitiful persistence, he must persist, because that was hope, his hope, his daughter's hope, the only hope!
Old man No. 1 continued sadly, "If I didn't guess wrong, there must be something that can remind you there, such as a static clock, such as monotonous and unreal colors …"
When Chu Yunsheng heard what he said, he suddenly felt a stabbing pain in his heart, but he didn't know where the pain came from. He only felt that his consciousness was gradually becoming illusory, and suddenly he had a faint feeling of dust returning to dust, and he said, "You are wrong, there is indeed a clock there, but it is very slow and very far away, so far that I don't know where the future is. It's not that there is no one in there, but it can't be regarded as a person. It was probably a confused and poor person, and I killed it … Do you know who it is? "
Old man No. 1 was silent for a moment before he said, "Is that yourself?"
Chu Yunsheng smiled slightly, the smile was very ugly and illusory, but it was very serious. He turned his head to look at it and said, "Finally, there is something you don't know."
Old man No. 1 shook his head and said, "You misunderstood what I meant. I mean, the person you saw is actually yourself. It is devouring the world you created, and you need to stop it. Otherwise, the world you imagined will be destroyed by it. Let me think, in your imagination, it should be regarded as … a kind of descending character similar to an invader. "
Chu Yunsheng didn't know why, but he looked at him in despair and said silently, "Why?"
Old man No. 1 said sympathetically, "When you came back from Nanjing and saw Old Youling, the first thing you did was to ask him if he was a descender, and if he knew what the Rainbow Bridge was, but you never asked him before. Even a fool knows what happened to you in Nanjing.
I know your pain. What happened to Liu Li has left a huge psychological trauma and shadow in your heart. You hate the realm messenger for coming to her, and you want to peel off her skin and eat her flesh. You need an object to vent your anger and revenge, and you also need to do everything possible to prove that the Pseudo-Monolith is real. For this reason, you don't hesitate to give it more functions that don't exist, and try to mythologize it. This is the same as Old Youling's design, making it unable to explain itself. "
Is this really the case? Is the last position going to be lost? Then what else could he use to resist the attack? The Dragon Chapters? That was what was traced in the dark monolith, and it was normal for it to be reflected in this world. The cube? If the giant head is fake, can it still be real?
But, is there really no other excuse?
Chu Yunsheng felt a sharp pain in his heart again, and then he smiled sadly. He didn't know whether he should be desperate or helpless, or whether he should return to dust, but he still didn't understand, so he still persisted, "Did I spend so much effort to create a Pseudo-Monolith and let myself be trapped in it? What's the point? What's the point! "
The last sentence was almost shouted with all the strength in his body! Ask the sky!
Old man No. 1 looked at him with deep sympathy in his eyes. After a long time, he sighed and said,
"To be honest, Chu, I admire you very much, not because you were once the most powerful man in the world, nor because you have the status of a god's heir in the future, but what you did after your death. It shocked me and touched me. Except for the eyes of the poor mother and son that night, no one has ever shocked me like this, and no one has ever touched me like this.
You know that after you die, your daughter will also die, so you can't accept this fact, but, but what can you do? You are already dead, and you can no longer give her even a finger of protection. You are in so much pain that you want to die, and you are desperate, and you turn your last consciousness into a persistent resentment!
You refuse to admit that you are dead, because you have no other way. You can only torture yourself pitifully, imagine that you are still alive, and miserably deceive yourself, making yourself think that you are still running around to save her …
When you pretended to go to Shu Du city to find the big tree, thinking that you had found a way, I thought you were very ridiculous and naive.
Then, you found that the big tree couldn't save her, so you thought of a clever way. First, you let the god's people put the life-saving thing on the moon, and then, no one could get it. So you thought of the legacy left by the senior practitioner in the book, and then made a Pseudo-Monolith to let you go in to find the last jade pendant. To be honest, you confused me at that time, and it was even more ridiculous. Why did you make it so complicated!?
Then, you went in. Before you went in, you were very nervous, as if it was real. First, you went to the city in the sky to worship your parents and bury Liu Li, and then you took a lot of notes, which made me feel extremely ridiculous.
Later, you came in and began to do all kinds of unimaginable things. You asked me to find you before you had the strength, and then sent people to kill you. Then, you found a person who was acquainted with your ancestor and asked him to tell you that the world would undergo micro-adjustments, and that your memory might not necessarily be useful, which made you feel a great threat. Even until here, you were still not satisfied. You deliberately trapped yourself in Nanjing city, experienced a narrow escape, and almost died there. You created all kinds of monsters and opponents, and in the end, you even split into three groups of insects, two of which could hunt you down.
To be honest, at first, I thought you were crazy. It was simply self-torture, ridiculous and sad to the extreme!
Although these things that appeared were the refraction of your real memory in the imaginary world. Taking the jade pendant was to fulfill your wish before you died, worshiping your parents and burying Liu Li was because you wanted to rest in peace, asking me to hunt you down was because you were worried about me, and the insects on your back were your memories of Dark …
But you didn't have to make it difficult for you to walk in the imaginary world, and even put yourself in danger.
But when you arrived in this city, and saw the battle that almost killed you, and watched you walk out of the Howling Sound Tower step by step, I suddenly understood, I suddenly understood!
Why did you have to design such a complicated rescue plan? Why did you arrange for more and more powerful enemies to appear? Why did you want my strength to improve rapidly?
I suddenly understood it all!
Because you didn't want to get the fifth jade pendant at all! You needed people to stop you, and you needed more powerful opponents to destroy you! In short, you absolutely couldn't get the fifth jade pendant.
Because you knew that you couldn't get the fifth jade pendant at all. This was just the world of your imagination, and you had no way of knowing where it was.
Because you knew that even if you got it and found the location of the inheritance, you would already be dead, and there was no way for you to go back and save her!
Therefore, you couldn't get it, absolutely couldn't get it. Therefore, you adjusted the world at all costs, so that the strength of the enemies would rapidly increase, and they would become stronger and stronger, so that they could stop you and kill you.
On the one hand, you pretended to be actively trying to find the jade pendant, but on the other hand, you used various means to prevent yourself from finding the jade pendant!
You were only willing to go through the bitter reincarnation cycle here, endlessly sinking, year after year, over and over again, deceiving yourself: I am still working hard, still fighting for hope!
When I understood the despair in your heart, I could no longer smile. I could only be shocked and moved by you.
I don't know what kind of mood you had at that time. Through Tan Ning's mouth, you limited the time inside and outside the Pseudo-Monolith, maybe you wanted to use this to make you sink into the reincarnation cycle as much as possible. But looking at your extremely serious and pretentious look, I felt extremely sad.
I have heard the myth of Sisyphus, the son of the wind god. I thought it was just a myth, but I didn't expect it to really happen in front of me.
Sisyphus, like you, is also a person who should die. When he felt that his death was coming, he tried his best to deceive the god of death. He should die, but he refused to die. In the end, he was punished by the god in the endless reincarnation cycle. Every day, he had to push a big stone up a steep mountain, but every time he used all his strength, when the big stone was about to reach the top, the stone would slip from his hand, and he had to push it back again, doing endless labor …
Chu, do you know how many reincarnations you have gone through? Do you know how many vicissitudes you have gone through!?
But you are still holding on, desperately holding on, cruel and sad, miserable, I don't even have the heart to tell you all this, but if you continue to hold on like this, when will it end! "
Chu Yunsheng's face was already covered with tears, and he seemed to have let out a long sigh …
Speaking up to this point, Number One actually started to shed tears as well. Her eyes were moist. "If you were to really return to the human world and see your dead daughter, your deity seat that was taken away from you, all of your resentment would soar to the sky and explode. That would be the true arrival of the devil! Even the gods will be involved in this bloody revenge! "
His eyes were red, and he said word by word, as if the bitter hatred from hell, "Chu, I only ask you one thing! Do you, want, to, go, back!? "
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