On the way out, Lin Ge kept thinking about a problem. Should he not have given Lin Yonghe any hope at all? What he did was really too despairing. Lin Ge was really desperate. How could he convince Brother Yun?
If he wanted Xu Yun to not go to that place, it would probably be more difficult than Xu Yun convincing him to forgive Lin Yonghe, right? There was no danger in forgiving Lin Yonghe, but going to Marty Frans Island was hell. There was no comparison between the two at all. Lin Ge shook his head helplessly. It was really one wave after another. Why couldn't life be peaceful?
Although it was already very late, when the taxi driver asked Lin Ge where to go, Lin Ge said without thinking, "Movie Hotel."
"Yo, little brother, that place isn't cheap. Staying there for a night costs at least this much, right?" The taxi driver stretched out three fingers and shook them, meaning that it was three thousand yuan.
Lin Ge didn't want people to say that the Movie Hotel was so expensive. If that were the case, who would dare to go if the taxi driver said that it was so expensive? "It's a little expensive, but you have to look at the class. Why don't you take a closer look at the class of this place? You can often see big stars here. If you can get an autograph from an international A-lister, one autograph can be sold for tens of thousands."
"Really?" The taxi driver was stunned. He didn't expect there to be such a thing. If he could really get an autograph from a famous person, wouldn't he be able to make a lot of money? This was more than he could make by running a taxi for a month.
Lin Ge nodded. "Of course it's true." However, he thought about it again. People who would stay at the Movie Hotel were definitely rich people. How could they care about this little money? He really didn't need to explain anything to the driver. Not many people who took a taxi would choose to stay at the Movie Hotel.
When the car arrived at the Movie and Television Hotel, Lin Ge was stunned again. He couldn't go … It was already so late, and Sister Shuang was coming again today. If he went at this time, wouldn't he be causing trouble? Maybe with Sister Shuang around, Xu Yun wouldn't be willing to throw himself into the abyss of suffering.
Forget it, forget it. Lin Ge waved his hand. "Driver, let's go. I'm not staying at the hotel. I'm going home."
"Ah?" The taxi driver was stunned. What was this kid trying to do? Soon, he came to a realization. "Oh, oh, oh, I understand now. You must have come out to ask Big Pao out. Now you're regretting it. You feel that it's not worth spending so much money on a girl, right?"
"I say, driver, isn't your imagination a little too rich? Tell me … I mean, what's good about you? " Lin Ge said, "I think that you're really not suitable to be a taxi driver. You're more suitable to write online novels. Write something like your 25-year-old female friend. You'll definitely have a lot of clicks. It won't be a problem to earn a million or eight hundred thousand a year."
The taxi driver grinned. "No, no, I don't have that ability. If I had the ability to write, who would drive? I have to run hundreds of kilometers every day. It's really tiring. But, are you sure you don't want to go? Don't regret it when you leave later. I'm thinking for you. "
"I really don't have an appointment." After Lin Ge told the taxi driver the address, he closed his eyes and stopped talking nonsense with him. The taxi driver was really good at talking. He talked about the sky, the ground, and the air. His mouth didn't stop talking all the way. However, this also allowed Lin Ge to think less about those annoying things.
Fang Ya was relieved when Lin Ge came back. This way, the burden in Lin Ge's heart could be reduced. However, she didn't know that although Lin Ge's burden was reduced, his shoulders were heavier because of Xu Yun's matter.
Of course, Lin Ge didn't want Fang Ya to know about these things. He also didn't want Fang Ya to worry about him. He just told her that everything was going smoothly.
… …
Ruan Qingshuang snuggled up to Xu Yun's shoulder. The light duvet on her body was slightly damp from their sweat, but it didn't affect their hot bodies at all. Xu Yun's hands were still wandering around Ruan Qingshuang's back, feeling every inch of her skin gently.
Ruan Qingshuang was so quiet, like a sleeping kitten, lying on his chest obediently. Xu Yun suddenly felt very reluctant to part with her.
Marty's incident in the prison on Francis Island always appeared in his mind in the dead of night. Every time this incident appeared in his mind, he became more and more restless. He became more and more impatient. He wanted to end everything more and more.
However, looking at Ruan Qingshuang beside him, Xu Yun felt that the shackles on his body were much heavier. He didn't know if he could turn back on the road ahead. If he couldn't turn back, then what should she do? Where should she go?
What about other people besides Ruan Qingshuang? Xu Yun felt that his temples were particularly swollen. If Yu Meiren knew that he would be trapped in that place, how could she persevere? There was also Zuo Meiyan. She would put all her energy into Sky Entertainment Group. In addition to repaying the debt of gratitude, it was also for him.
Xu Yun didn't dare to continue thinking. The more he thought, the heavier the shackles on his body became. These would be the reasons that would stop him from completing this matter. However, Xu Yun still couldn't completely put this matter to the back of his mind.
There was no way. There was really no way. There was no way at all.
All along, everyone had blamed Lin Yonghe for telling him the truth. He didn't feel that Lin Yonghe was torturing him at all. Until now, Xu Yun finally realized that this was really a kind of torture for him.
Mencius once said, "Fish is what I desire. Bear paws are also what I desire. If I can't have both, I will give up the fish and take the bear paws. Life is what I desire. Righteousness is also what I desire. If I can't have both, I will give up my life and take the righteousness. Life is also what I desire. If I desire more than I desire, I will not obtain it. Death is also what I hate. If I hate more than the dead, I will not avoid calamity. "
The choice Xu Yun now faced was like a fish and a bear paw. When a person was faced with this kind of choice, the choice was so difficult to make.
"What are you thinking about?" Although Ruan Qingshuang's eyes were closed, she could hear the changes in Xu Yun's heartbeat from his chest. At this moment, Xu Yun's heartbeat suddenly became violent, then returned to normal. Of course, there was something on his mind.
Xu Yun smiled faintly. "Nothing, nothing. I was just thinking … when can we just quietly lie in the room like this, not thinking about anything, not doing anything …"
"Then what's the meaning of life?" Ruan Qingshuang smiled and said, "The kind of life you are talking about is the life of a lucky person who can hold a golden spoon from birth and not starve to death for a lifetime without doing anything. But you are different. Your life should be more meaningful than theirs. Why would you want to be a walking corpse? "
Xu Yun smiled bitterly. Yes, his life was very meaningful, but this was a bit too meaningful. Every time he faced a choice, it was so heart-wrenching. If it weren't for the people around him who loved him, Xu Yun really didn't know how long he could hold on.
"Don't worry. I will unconditionally support all your decisions. It was like this in the past, and it will be like this in the future." Ruan Qingshuang said, "Because you have always been like this to me. So, you should be able to understand me. Is that so? "
Xu Yun nodded. Ruan Qingshuang was right. "But if there is something I don't want you to support me in?"
"That means … this thing, deep down in your heart, you don't think you should do it." Ruan Qingshuang said, "If you think you should do it, you won't refuse my support for you."
This sentence made Xu Yun silent. Is that so? Does he really think that this thing shouldn't be done deep down in his heart? Is he unwilling to admit it? So he didn't expect it?
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