Chu Yang suddenly felt that he was somewhat ashamed of himself.
Tie Bu Tian's words weren't wrong. Her rhetorical questions made him even more speechless.
Did he like her? Did he love her? Was it just a responsibility? Was there love between a man and a woman?
Tie Butian's lips were trembling. "I like you. Chu Yang: I love you too! I like you so much that I almost have no sense of self. Every night, you appear in my dreams … I can do anything for you and I'm willing for you to do anything for me! But … I don't want you to treat me as your responsibility, do you understand? I don't want to be any burden to you, do you understand? I don't want to be a tool for you to vent your desires! Do you understand? "
"I want to be a complete woman! Even if you don't like me, my love is still complete! I just don't want you to trample on it. "
Chu Yang's face was pale.
"That's all I have to say." Tie Butian exhaled and said apologetically, "I'm sorry. Chu Yang: I shouldn't have spoken to you like this. I don't want the man I like to feel bad for me.
She paused for a moment and said, "I'm done. Chu Yang, it's true that I like you and love you, but it's also true that you don't like me and love me. That's all I have to say. If you still want to do something to me, I won't resist you either. If you insist on wanting me, I'll give it to you. I'll do my best to make you happy. But this is because I like you, not because you like me. "
She closed her eyes and said, "Chu Yang, if you want to do something, then what are you waiting for?"
Chu Yang staggered backward and said in a trembling voice, "Don't force me.
Tie Butian closed her eyes and stood upright. Two streams of tears flowed down from the corners of her eyes.
"I admit that I've never seen you before. After I found out about what happened to you, I felt guilty toward you. Even if there was love, it was also out of guilt. I did this to you because, as you said, we already have a child together. I didn't think it was wrong, but I didn't think that this would hurt you deeply."
"I went overboard with what happened today!" Chu Yang said solemnly, "I apologize to you."
"I've never loved you before, and I don't have any romantic feelings for you. I admit it! Right now, I only have a man's desire to conquer you. I admit it! "
Following Chu Yang's narration, Tie Butian closed her eyes in despair, her heart as cold as ice.
"But …" Chu Yang raised his head and looked at her with clear eyes, "No matter what you say, we are already inseparable. This is also a fact. You are my woman, that is unchangeable; we have children together, that is undeniable. "
"Bu Tian, I will try my best to make myself like you, any bit of you, and make myself love you!" Chu Yang walked forward slowly and gently held Tie Butian in his arms. He said softly, "I will make you a happy woman. I will also make you feel that your feelings for me are not in vain. At that time, you will naturally be able to tell whether my feelings for you are sincere or not, and whether they come from my own heart, or because of the child and my responsibility. "
"If I can't do that, I won't touch a single strand of your hair. So, please give me a little time. " Chu Yang hugged her gently and said in her ear, "I, Chu Yang, am not a good person either. But … would you believe me if I were to be a complete hooligan?"
Tie Butian smiled with tears in her eyes and said softly, "I believe you."
She raised her head and opened her eyes. Looking at Chu Yang, she asked, "Aren't you a hooligan?"
Chu Yang smiled. "When I fall in love with you, you will realize that my hooliganism is something you can't handle."
Tie Butian's face flushed red at once. She lowered her head in shame and embarrassment.
The conversation between the two was very serious, but when it came to the last two sentences, the two of them coincidentally adopted a relaxed way of talking, uniformly and tacitly alleviating the tense atmosphere between them …
Both of them were smart people. They would never let the situation between them become irreparable. Just as Chu Yang had said, what had already happened would never change. The existence of the child made the two of them even more inseparable.
Since that was the case, why not face it together and work hard together to change this situation?
"It's just that, I'm very sorry." Chu Yang's voice was very pained. "You are not the only one in my heart. There are others as well. So … "
Tie Butian smiled softly and said, "The one who should be sorry is me, right? You only have one heart from the beginning to the end. It's just that since you know about this matter, you can't possibly abandon it. So you want to force yourself to divide your heart? "
Chu Yang took a deep breath and nodded. "You can say that."
"I didn't want you to know about it previously precisely because of this." Tie Butian smiled and said gently, "It would be best if I could keep it a secret forever. Even if you didn't know, you wouldn't be worse than a pig or a dog. You wouldn't feel guilty either. Therefore, your state of mind would still be perfect."
"But since you know about it, I won't ask you to abandon us either. That would also be a kind of cruelty to you." Tie Butian smiled lightly. "With my status, I can't be a good wife for you either."
She deliberately sighed. "Besides … a playboy like you hasn't taken a fancy to me yet.
Chu Yang couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly.
At this moment, he truly realized Tie Butian's good points. This woman was usually decisive in killing, controlling the world and ruling over the world. But she was extremely considerate towards him. She knew all his feelings like the back of her hand. Every word she said was to avoid making things difficult for him.
Chu Yang sighed and said emotionally, "Butian, if only you weren't the Emperor, how good would … you be!"
The depths of Tie Butian's eyes lit up. She clearly received the pity in Chu Yang's words. She murmured, "Chu Yang, you're already starting to like me a little."
Chu Yang chuckled and the two of them parted ways. Chu Yang looked at Tie Butian sincerely and said softly, "I hope you can forgive me for what happened today.
Tie Butian raised her head and looked at Chu Yang. Her face was a little red but she said calmly and softly, "Do you know, the greatest good thing about you is that unless you don't do anything wrong, once you're really in the wrong, you'll never deny it, shirk responsibility or defend yourself. I like it very much."
After a pause, she said solemnly, "I forgive you!"
Chu Yang heaved a sigh of relief and said softly, "Thank you. You know, we need to start afresh. I don't want to leave any … bad impression in your heart. "
Tie Butian's eyes moved and she said with a smile, "But us women only love one person in our lives. If we don't cherish it and force ourselves to leave a knot in our hearts … "Isn't that very stupid?"
She smiled softly. "As a woman, we have to cherish ourselves. We have to cherish what we have."
She said softly, "Life is short."
Chu Yang chuckled and found another good thing about this intelligent woman — she was open-minded!
Chu Yang suddenly thought of something. "Oh right, how did you know that I'm the Tribulation Sword Master?"
Tie Butian smiled mischievously. "I've already consumed the heavy elixir that you left for me."
She sighed a little despondently. "It's a pity … that although there's a Tribulation Sword Master in this world, there's still a gap of a year after all. If father … could hold on for a little longer …"
Chu Yang also nodded heavily. Tie Butian's words were right. When Tie Shi Cheng died, Chu Yang hadn't obtained any of the great elixirs. He only needed a little more than half a year to get them. But he ultimately couldn't hold on for another half a year. Especially now, Chu Yang sighed even more.
Tie Butian was a woman and also his woman. If Tie Shi Cheng could live … then, how wonderful would it be for his family to reunite and return to the Upper Three Heavens peacefully and happily?
All the mess in the Lower Three Heavens could be left to his father-in-law to deal with.
But now … it's too late to say anything.
"So you knew that it was a heavy elixir? And confirmed my identity as the Tribulation Sword Master? "Chu Yang's eyes flashed.
"No." It was when the child was born that my master confirmed the heavy pill. But … "Tie Butian smiled faintly," Since I know that you are the Master of Calamity Sword, how could I leak this information? That's why I'm the only one who knows about your identity. And I've never told anyone about the person who gave me the heavy elixir. "
Chu Yang was startled. "Your master?"
Tie Butian smiled. "My father's name is Lan Meixian." She paused and said softly and slowly, "He's from the Lan Clan of the Upper Three Heavens."
Chu Yang made an "uh" sound and was momentarily stunned. Then, he broke out in cold sweat.
He really didn't expect this. Tie Butian's master was actually Lan Meixian! And he even kept the heavy elixir back then. If not for Tie Butian's meticulous thinking, perhaps … his identity would have been known by all the Heavens by now.
Thinking of how Lan Meixian's life was uncertain under his sword, Chu Yang felt a little guilty. "She doesn't know, right?"
"Am I such an ignorant person?" Tie Butian rolled her eyes at him.
Then, Tie Butian seemed to have thought of something and her pretty face turned red.
"Why are you blushing?" Chu Yang asked curiously.
"Erm … It seems, seems like your mother is my Senior Sister." Tie Butian said hesitantly.
"Ah!?" Chu Yang was really shocked.
He had never thought about this in the past. He had always thought that Yang Ruolan came from a family. Moreover, Yang Ruolan had never revealed her cultivation in front of him, so he really didn't know who his mother's master was.
He didn't expect it to be Lan Meixian!
Chu Yang was a little dizzy. The two people who were closest to him were both Lan Meixian's disciples. And Lan Meixian's life-threatening sword move … was created by him?
Uh … This matter seemed a little troublesome.
"In that case, do I still have to call you Junior Martial Aunt?" Chu Yang's eyes widened.
Tie Butian blushed and pouted. "If you want to call me Junior Martial Aunt, that's up to you."
Chu Yang sighed. "No wonder the ancients said that if you want to learn, you have to sleep with your Junior Martial Aunt …"
The next moment, Minister Chu was engulfed by a wave of angry punches. Then, he was kicked in the stomach. He grimaced in pain as he was thrown out of the room …
This woman was truly worthy of being an emperor. She was so violent …
Can I say that the two chapters of the push-and-tumble play that I've written are all wasted today? Sigh … I was originally complacent about having two chapters saved. Damn it. Looks like I'm not the kind of person who can save chapters!
That time, I ended up sleeping for two days and used it. That time, I ended up catching a cold and used it. Another time, my computer broke down and both computers were scrapped at the same time … Then this time, the plot changed and it was gone.
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