Translator: Henyee Translations Editor: Henyee Translations
I've thought a lot about our future, but I've never thought of losing you.
It's said that after going through a storm, you'll see a rainbow. We've gone through what we should go through, but why is the result like this?
Lin Su had never thought that one day, the man in front of her, whom she loved dearly, would say something like this to her. She thought that they would get married and spend the rest of their lives together. She thought that their hair would turn black until it turned white. It turned out that this was all what she had thought.
Why?
Lin Su wanted to ask why, but she knew that it was meaningless. Qin Sheng was not the kind of man who would make trouble for no reason, nor would he make such a joke. When Qin Sheng said this, it meant that he had made up his mind.
Lin Su was at a loss. Her heart ached as if it was being sliced by a knife. She did not know what to say. At this moment, she finally understood what it meant to be helpless.
Qin Sheng saw all of Lin Su's reactions, from the disappearing smile to the pain in her eyes. Qin Sheng knew what Lin Su was going through. As a man, seeing his beloved woman in such a state, Qin Sheng felt that he was so useless at the moment. However, he could do nothing about it. Since he had said such words, there was no turning back. He could not give Lin Su any more hope, because everything would be disappointing in the end.
At this moment, Lin Su's face was covered with tears. Qin Sheng's eyes were also red. He stretched out his trembling hand to wipe away Lin Su's tears and said guiltily, "I'm sorry."
Lin Su had already come back to her senses. She laughed at herself and shook her head. Fortunately, she did not say anything in the end. Since it had come to this, Lin Su did not want to say anything more. She would not let go of all her pride to ask him to stay, because she also knew what kind of man Qin Sheng was.
"I may be getting married. She is a woman who can change the fate of our Qin Family. I don't have the right to choose. This is a result that everyone wants. I'm sorry, Lin Su, I've let you down. If there's a chance, I'm willing to use the rest of my life to make up for this. I know you're in a lot of pain. If beating and scolding me can make you feel better, just do it, "Qin Sheng said, gritting his teeth. This was a step that he had to take. No matter how painful it was, he had to go on.
Lin Su suddenly smiled brightly and said gently, "How can I bear to?"
I love you so much, how can I bear to part with you? This was the real Lin Su. When she really fell in love with a man, she would only think about this man first, because this was the person she loved.
The more Lin Su behaved this way, the more painful it was for Qin Sheng. He did not want Lin Su to hide all her grievances in her heart. He hoped that Lin Su could let it all out, but he also knew that Lin Su was not such a person.
Lin Su wiped away her tears and still looked at Qin Sheng so tenderly. After she calmed down, she no longer thought about what would happen now. Instead, she thought that when Qin Sheng made this decision, he might have been in so much more pain than she was right now. Because she believed that Qin Sheng did not fall in love with another woman because he had no other choice. If there were other ways, Qin Sheng would not have said such words to her.
"Qin Sheng, do you still love me?" Lin Su asked softly.
Without any hesitation, Qin Sheng replied directly, "Yes, you are the woman I love the most."
Hearing this, Lin Su was satisfied. She smiled brightly and said, "That's enough.
Thank you, Qin Sheng. Thank you for staying with me for so long. I wish you happiness. Well, I will be happy too. "
Unknowingly, tears had blurred Qin Sheng's eyes. The most painful thing in the world was this. You loved someone deeply, but you had to let him go with your own hands. How painful was this?
However, Qin Sheng did not know what to say. What should he say? How could he make him not feel pain? How could he make Lin Su not feel pain?
Lin Su did not want to give Qin Sheng too much pressure. This should be the reason why Qin Sheng returned to Shanghai this time. Fortunately, he did not just say that they broke up over the phone. Fortunately, he could come to see her for the last time. Since Qin Sheng had said what he should say, he should also leave. The temporary happiness ended like this, and it ended forever. Although Lin Su was very reluctant and heartbroken, she also knew to bear it in silence.
Time was the best medicine. No matter how unforgettable people and things were, they would eventually be dissolved by time. It was just that some people needed three to five years, and some needed a lifetime.
"I'm sleepy, I'm going to take a shower." Lin Su did not want the atmosphere to be so awkward. Since they were so happy when they were together, there was no need to be so sad when they were separated.
Qin Sheng seemed to think of something and said quickly, "Don't you have something to tell me?"
"No." Lin Su smiled bitterly. It should be said that there was no need, because it was meaningless.
When Lin Su walked into the bathroom, Qin Sheng was hesitating whether he should leave like this. If he did not leave, staying would only make Lin Su feel uncomfortable. If he left, it might make Lin Su feel even more uncomfortable. So Qin Sheng finally chose to stay.
In the bathroom, Lin Su felt that everything tonight was too unreal. She did not know whether it was a dream or an illusion, because she had never thought that there would be such an outcome. Weren't they already preparing to get married? Moreover, she was already pregnant with his child.
She really wanted to tell him that he was going to be a father, but he did not give her a chance. In the end, this sentence was kept in her stomach, not knowing when to say it again.
Lin Su did not cry. She told herself to be strong. Without Qin Sheng, she was still the same Lin Su. She had her pride. She just forced herself to be calm. Only by being calm would she not think too much.
When Lin Su came out of the bathroom, she had already guessed that Qin Sheng might be leaving, but she did not expect that Qin Sheng did not leave at all. Instead, he was already lying on the bed, looking out of the window and thinking about something.
Lin Su hesitated for a moment, and finally lay down next to Qin Sheng, but with her back facing him. The two did not say anything, just like a quarreling couple in a cold war. Although they had never quarreled before, how much Lin Su hoped that they were quarreling.
Not knowing how long it had been, Qin Sheng took the initiative to turn around and hug Lin Su from behind. Lin Su did not struggle, but very obediently nestled in Qin Sheng's arms. It was still the familiar smell and temperature, but it would be rare in the future. This might be the last time.
Still nothing said. Be it Qin Sheng or Lin Su, they were not the kind of people who were pretentious. They had said what they needed to say, at this moment, they just needed to accompany each other.
Lin Su originally thought that she would have a sleepless night, but she did not know when she fell asleep. Perhaps it was because she was in Qin Sheng's arms, which was the most peaceful place for her soul to go.
However, this night, Qin Sheng could not fall asleep no matter how hard he tried. Lin Su was not Qing 'er, nor was she anyone else. It was very difficult for her to accept other results. Moreover, even if Lin Su was willing, would Song Ruyu be willing? Would the Song family be willing?
Therefore, Qin Sheng knew that he was really going to lose Lin Su, the woman he loved the most. In the future, whenever he thought of this moment, he would be filled with guilt.
This night was very long. Qin Sheng hoped that it would be as long as possible, so that he could accompany Lin Su for a longer time. However, he also hoped that it would be over soon, because then he would not have to suffer.
The sky finally turned bright. Qin Sheng quietly got up. Lin Su was still sleeping soundly. Qin Sheng could not bear to disturb her, so he quietly went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for Lin Su and cleaned the house. When everything was done, Qin Sheng walked into the bedroom again. Looking at Lin Su who was sleeping soundly, Qin Sheng really could not bear to leave. He gently touched Lin Su's cheek, and finally lowered his head to kiss Lin Su's lips. Then he gritted his teeth and turned around to leave.
Once he left, it might be for the rest of his life. Although they might meet again in the future, their relationship would not be like before.
Bang …
When she heard the sound of the door closing, Lin Su, who had been awake for a long time, opened her eyes. In fact, she had been awake for a long time, but she did not dare to wake up. She was afraid of losing everything, as if as long as she closed her eyes, she would have the whole world.
However, she had to face it calmly. She had lost him.
At this moment, Lin Su could not bear it anymore. She hid under the quilt and cried her heart out. Her voice was so depressed …
Outside the door, Qin Sheng did not leave. He leaned his back against the door and cried silently. He had so many regrets in this life, and his heart was muddy.
In the end, Qin Sheng still left. He did not stay in Shanghai. He did not have time to stay. Since he had made a choice, he should stride forward without hesitation. When everything was done, he would think of ways to make it up to Lin Su. Even if Lin Su did not need it, he would make it up to the Lin family. It seemed that this would make him feel better. Hehehe, he was also a hypocrite.
After returning to Beijing, Qin Sheng did not go back to the Qin family, nor did he contact anyone. He directly drove to the residential area where his grandmother lived. The others were all at the door. After Qin Sheng confirmed his identity, he drove in alone.
This was the first time that Qin Sheng had been to such a high-class place. However, he was not nervous. After all, he was going to find his grandmother. Even when he walked to the door of the single-family building where his grandmother lived and saw the guards on duty, Qin Sheng still did not feel anything.
In the living room of the small building, Zhu Jiayou was chatting with the old lady to relieve boredom. The old lady's two granddaughters-in-law said that they would bring their children over at noon. Zhu Qingwen had already returned to Shanghai. After all, school had started these two days, and there were still many things to deal with at school.
Qin Sheng's face was pale and he looked very tired. He walked slowly to the old lady and said in a low voice, "Grandma."
During this period, Qin Sheng did not call the old lady, nor did he come to see her. Now that he suddenly appeared in such a state, the old lady naturally knew what was going on. She asked directly, "Have you thought it through?"
Qin Sheng nodded heavily and said, "Yes."
"No regrets?" The old lady continued to ask.
Qin Sheng squinted and shook his head firmly. "No regrets."
"Then what's your choice?" The old lady did not know the result, so she asked directly.
Qin Sheng laughed bitterly at himself. "I broke up with Lin Su."
After saying this, the old lady sighed. Naturally, she knew what Qin Sheng's final choice was.
On the other side, Zhu Jiayou looked confused …
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