Qin Sheng needed time to think about it, so did Song Ruyu. Qin Sheng had come to see Song Ruyu today, which was a bit impulsive. He should not have come to see Song Ruyu. What was the point of asking her these questions? Qin Sheng was not strong enough to make Song Ruyu, a proud girl, choose him without hesitation. Didn't he know what he was doing? Was he qualified to do so? If Song Hesheng were here, he would probably give Qin Sheng two punches directly.
Both Qin Sheng and Song Ruyu felt pressured. Qin Sheng felt pressured because if he chose Song Ruyu, he would feel sorry for Lin Su, who had done so much for him. From then on, he would feel guilty for the rest of his life. This would become a scar that he would never want to open. What would others think of him? The whole Lin family would probably turn against him again. Last time, the Lin family was blind, but this time, he asked for it.
Compared with Qin Sheng, Song Ruyu was under more pressure. She had to face everyone's gaze. Perhaps everyone would think that Qin Sheng was not worthy of her, even if the Qin Family was prosperous. Her teacher had introduced many peers with prominent family backgrounds to her. However, Song Ruyu was not interested in them at all, because she only liked what she liked.
If she could not meet the right person, it would be the same no matter who she chose. She admitted that she liked Qin Sheng, but that was all in her childhood. Qin Sheng was not the Qin Sheng of the past. But he was still a person after all. So she still had a good impression of Qin Sheng, but it was limited to a good impression, not love.
Most importantly, it was the engagement.
It was a promise made by Grandpa and Old Master Qin, which was also a promise that the Song family would repay the Qin family. Grandpa had never owed anyone anything in his life, but he always remembered the Qin family's kindness. However, Grandpa always had his own principles and bottom line. The Party and the country were above everything else, so he did not help the Qin family even when it was falling.
In fact, Song Ruyu knew that when Qin Sheng had returned to the Qin Family, her grandfather had talked about it with Uncle Qin. Her grandfather still wanted the two families to be closer. Otherwise, he would not have taken the initiative to invite Qin Sheng to visit the Song Family during the Spring Festival. However, her grandfather did not take the initiative to ask her. Because of this, Song Ruyu took the initiative to contact Qin Sheng. However, she did not know that Qin Sheng had a girlfriend.
During this period of time, Song Ruyu felt that Qin Sheng was not bad. However, he was not too outstanding. Because she had seen more outstanding peers, she just regarded Qin Sheng as a friend, not as Song Hesheng thought. After all, Song Ruyu, Song Ruyu, was qualified to be arrogant. Qin Sheng's eyes lit up.
But this time, Song Ruyu had to think about it. She knew that when her grandfather said that, he actually hoped that they could be together. Otherwise, her grandfather wouldn't have said that. Therefore, all the pressure was on Song Ruyu's side.
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After Qin Sheng left the Summer Palace, he did not go back to the siheyuan of the Qin family. Instead, he went to the West Mountain Villa of the Qin family. His aunt and sister were not there. Only Qin Jing, the silly girl, was there. He remembered that when Yaya first came back, she was always smiling like a cute fairy, always bringing joy to everyone.
But during this time, the smile on Yaya's face had gradually disappeared. How could Yaya not know that such a big thing had happened at home? Although she was simple and pure, she was not stupid. It was just that Zhao Anzhi had been protecting her, so she did not have to think about these things.
The atmosphere in the Qin family became more and more serious. In the past, Yaya would play coquettish and tease Qin Sheng and Qin Ran. Now, seeing that her brother and sister were so tired, Yaya did not dare to do that anymore. Moreover, her mother had told her several times in private.
"Brother, you are back," Yaya said in a low voice when she saw Qin Sheng.
If it was before, Qin Sheng might directly go to his room or study. However, today, Qin Sheng wanted to spend more time with his family. He pulled Yaya to sit in the living room and asked, "Yaya, do you think it's better to go back to China or Canada?"
Yaya did not quite understand. She looked up and stared at Qin Sheng blankly. She seemed to have guessed something. Suddenly, she said in a panic, "Brother, are you sending me back to Canada? I don't want to go back to Canada. I want to be with you. I know I can't help you with anything, but I will be good and will not bother you or make you angry. Please don't send me back, I don't want to go back."
As she spoke, Yaya began to cry. Qin Sheng was a little surprised. He did not expect that a casual question would make Yaya think this way. It could be seen that Yaya was also suffering in her heart during this time.
In fact, thinking about it carefully, they seemed to have neglected Yaya. They did not care about her as much as before. After all, they did not have so much energy. They felt that as long as everything was handled well, it would be enough for Yaya not to worry about these things and personal affairs. However, Yaya only felt that she could not help with anything. After all, she was also a member of the Qin family.
It could be seen that this storm had exhausted the Qin family.
After Qin Sheng came to his senses, he quickly comforted Yaya and said, "Yaya, be good. Who said I would send you back to Canada? I'm reluctant to let you go. No, no, our family will be together forever. "
Yaya asked with tears in her eyes, "Brother, really?"
Qin Sheng replied firmly, "Yes, really. I swear."
"Okay." Yaya hugged Qin Sheng tightly and did not dare to separate for a moment, for fear that she would lose him if they separated.
At dinner time, Zhao Anzhi and Qin Ran came back. Zhao Anzhi looked much older than when she had just returned to China. She did not have time to dye her hair. The white hair made people feel sad. After all, she was no longer young. In fact, she could have taken Yaya to enjoy her old age in Canada. There was no need for her to come back and get involved in the affairs of the Qin family. However, she always felt that she was the daughter-in-law of the Qin family and should come back without hesitation. Who knew that after coming back, she would fall into such an abyss.
The same was true for Qin Ran. She was busy every day, but she did not gain anything. Both her mind and body were under pressure. However, no matter in front of her family or outsiders, she had to show that she was full of energy. No one could see anything wrong with her. In fact, even she did not know how long she could hold on.
At dinner time, everyone was as usual. Zhao Anzhi took the initiative to ask, "Ran Ran, Sheng 'er, did your grandmother come back this time for the affairs of our Qin family?"
At this time, the Qin family did not have any reinforcements. Obviously, the old lady's return to the capital gave Zhao Anzhi hope. Although she also had a problem with the Zhu family and always felt that the Zhu family was too vengeful, the Qin family had no way out. If the Zhu family could help them regardless of the past, she would also bow to the Zhu family.
"I don't know. I don't dare to ask. If grandma really wanted to help, she would not have waited until now, right?" Qin Ran was not sure about these things. She could only say casually, for fear that she gave the old lady too much hope and would be disappointed in the end.
Qin Sheng did not dare to say that. He just said, "Auntie, we'd better deal with our family affairs by ourselves. Grandma's identity is different, and the scope involved is too wide. Even if they help, we don't have too much hope. Anyway, we'll do our best and accept the result calmly."
"I'm just asking. Don't think too much." Zhao Anzhi smiled bitterly.
However, Zhao Anzhi then said, "Although we know some things, many people still don't know.
Now many people know that the old lady returned to the capital and went to the Qin family. They are guessing in private whether the Zhu family is going to help us, which also gives us a chance to breathe. Maybe there will be a turning point. At least on the Chang 'an side, some shareholders who ignored us before have taken the initiative to contact me. "
This made Qin Sheng and Qin Ran's eyes light up. Qin Ran could not wait to say, "If that's the case, there may be a turning point for the Chang 'an side. At that time, there may be a way to solve the problem of the old man."
Zhao Anzhi shook her head and said, "Don't have too much hope. Although they only contacted us, who knows what the final result will be. These people are smart."
Qin Ran and Qin Sheng looked at each other. They also thought so. Let's wait and see.
After dinner, Qin Sheng accompanied his sister for a walk outside. Qin Sheng seemed to ask casually, "Sister, are you tired these days?"
"No, I'm not tired," Qin Ran replied with a bitter smile.
Qin Sheng continued to ask, "Sister, I want to hear the truth."
"Do you need to ask me? Ask yourself if you are tired. "Qin Ran asked.
Qin Sheng replied honestly, "Yes, how can I not be tired?"
"That's it." Qin Ran laughed. But after a moment of silence, she asked Qin Sheng, "Qin Sheng, do you regret coming back?"
Qin Sheng wanted to say that he did not regret it, but there were more and more things that made him feel helpless. He more or less regretted it. If he was just an ordinary Qin Sheng, perhaps he would not have these troubles now. He could just accompany Lin Su and live an ordinary life. But if he was just an ordinary Qin Sheng, maybe he would not have such a life, let alone meet Su Qin, Lin Su and the others. So life was not as smooth as it should be.
Qin Sheng smiled and said, "Sister, you have waited for me for so many years. Do you think I dare to regret it?"
Qin Ran stared at him and said, "That's more like it."
They did not walk far and chatted in the yard. The moon was a little round tonight, but people were not round. Qin Sheng asked casually, "Sister, do you have someone you like?"
"Yes, there are many, such as you," Qin Ran joked.
Qin Sheng said impatiently, "Sister, you know what I'm asking."
"Oh, I used to have someone, but not now." Qin Ran sighed.
Qin Sheng did not ask about the past, but said, "Sister, are you not going to get married?"
"Of course, if anyone can help our Qin family, I will marry him immediately," Qin Ran said half-jokingly.
Qin Ran was stunned for a moment, and then she said, "Sister, don't joke."
Qin Ran looked back at Qin Sheng and said, "I am not joking. If someone can really help our family, I will definitely marry him. Compared with you, marriage is nothing. What a pity, who is willing? "
Qin Ran's words shocked Qin Sheng. He did not expect that his sister would think so, but what about him?
"Sister, I know," Qin Sheng replied calmly.
The next day, when Qin Sheng got up, his aunt and sister were gone again. Qin Sheng was used to this kind of life. Maybe he got up too late today. After all, last night he thought about it again. The choice was gradually clear. Qin Sheng did not want to face it, but he had to face it.
Therefore, after lunch, Qin Sheng did not tell anyone. He only took Chang Baji and a few attendants and quietly embarked on the journey to Shanghai.
Some pain, let him bear it alone …
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