Qin Yanan shook her head. She realized that Liu Changan really liked to tease Zhou Dongdong. Children were good-looking and cute. Even if they were a little silly, they would occasionally be clever and make people smile.
Qin Yanan looked at Liu Changan carefully. He was so young that he didn't look like a father.
A caring man would always give people a better impression. Qin Yanan thought that when she first met him, he was teasing Zhou Dongdong. Maybe her first impression of him would be better.
Of course, these were just meaningless thoughts, but how could a woman not think and create countless "what ifs"? "I went back to see my great-grandfather.
He was not in the capital. He was still staying in the old house. He was healthy and in good spirits. He still listened to a few chapters of Xianxia novels every day. He said that many young people nowadays are too hostile. Immortals are not like this. Immortals should be like this … "Qin Yanan spoke a little longer, but it gave people a feeling that she was talking. Her tone was clean and soft. There was no noise of saliva or mouth movements. It was very comfortable to listen to.
"That's good." Liu Changan nodded.
"But I could also hear that although great-grandfather was reluctant to leave the world, there was a feeling of quietly looking forward to the end of his life. I don't quite understand the spirit and psychology of the elderly. Isn't it said that the older one is, the more they want to live longer? "Qin Yanan said doubtfully.
"The psychological state and spiritual state of a person are determined by the physical condition most of the time. When the body is healthy for a long time, the secretion of various hormones is in a relatively peak state. It is difficult for the psychological state of an old person to show the lethargy of an old person. " Liu Changan thought for a moment. "I really don't know this problem. I have never been old … But the revolutionaries of your great-grandfather's generation have seen too many deaths and may have seen too many strange things. They are not afraid of death."
Liu Changan sent this piece of calligraphy to Qin Peng because he wanted to prolong Qin Peng's life. This was the signal of the previous agreement, but Qin Peng did not mention it. As he said in the past, when the end of his life was near, he would naturally die. At that time, when Qin Yanan was sent, Liu Changan naturally understood that Qin Peng exchanged the promise that Liu Changan gave to Qin Yanan.
It was just that when one did not know that one's life could be extended, one calmly waited for death. This was different from knowing that one's life could be extended but still gave up and waited for death.
"I asked him why Liu Changan still wanted me to stay in Jun Sha to take care of him when he already had a girlfriend. Liu Changan is used to living alone. He also has the ability to live alone and take care of himself. Why must I take care of him like a little sister?" Qin Yanan frowned slightly. Before coming to Jun Sha, her life seemed to be very ordinary, but after coming to Jun Sha, it was surprisingly not boring. However, doubts were still doubts. They would not disappear because of the change in her perception.
"What did he say?" Liu Changan also felt that this was a problem.
A person like Qin Peng would almost never act recklessly or willfully. He would do whatever he wanted. His actions must have been carefully thought out and targeted.
He was more serious and devoted than his peers since he was a child. Liu Changan felt that this was a good quality that a boy should have when he grew up.
"He said that you and I were destined to be married in a previous life." Qin Yanan's delicate lips became even redder from the hot pufferfish soup, but the blush on her cheeks was much less intense. It was as if the two sides of a spring river were filled with peach blossoms, dyed red by the falling peach blossoms.
"He began to believe in reincarnation?" Liu Changan smiled. "Even if you look more and more like Ye Sijin, I would rather believe that you are a clone than believe in reincarnation."
Qin Yanan's expression changed slightly, and the chopsticks in her fingers trembled for a moment. "You suspect that I am a clone?"
Liu Changan couldn't help laughing. "Are you suspecting that you are a clone?"
"Don't I look like Ye Sijin today?"
Qin Yanan was clearly panicking. She had even started to call her great-grandmother by her name. She stood up and spun around. Her breathing was a little ragged, but she still pressed her hand against her chest out of habit. The split at the bottom of the qipao wasn't too high, but it was still like seeing a snow-white, moist, and tender ice cream under the scorching sun in the desert.
"Although we look alike, you can even say that you are exactly the same. Um … I mean the picture." Liu Changan scrutinized Qin Yanan. When it came to looking at a beautiful woman, it had nothing to do with intimacy or the affairs between a man and a woman. It was always pleasing to the eye.
"Then isn't it normal for me to suspect that I am a clone?" Qin Yanan sat down anxiously.
"You're from 1992. In the eyes of many people born in the 90s and 100s, you're already an auntie. Even people born in the 90s think that you're old … But it's 1992. If we want to clone you, we have to start relevant research and experiments even earlier." Liu Changan waved his hand confidently. "As far as I know, our country did not have the ability to help a person casually at that time, even if it was a leader."
Qin Yanan's anxiety only eased a little, but her doubts did not disappear. She said a little shyly, "Maybe my age is also fake. Maybe I am only 18 years old?"
"What do you think?" The woman was imagining herself when she was young. It seemed that this kind of fantasy was very effective in convincing herself. Liu Changan continued to eat the dumplings. "If you are only 18 years old, then you are the same age as Zhu Juntang. But in your memory, don't you have a childhood when you are obviously older than Zhu Juntang?"
Qin Yanan thought about it. Zhu Juntang, this little fairy, was really the standard to prove that she was old. It was really annoying.
"I am not a clone … But I am too much like my great-grandmother. Is this the effect of intergenerational inheritance? "Qin Yanan gave up the fantasy of being 18 years old.
"Then you can think of yourself as the reincarnation of Ye Sijin. The old man thinks this way, but it is also a wish. Let him be. Why do you have to expose his obsession?" Liu Changan shook his head and moved the dumplings to Zhou Dongdong.
The food that was about to her mouth made Zhou Dongdong temporarily open the barrier. She found the food and began to eat the dumplings.
"But I am not reconciled. I am me. Why do I have such a strong label of others? Even if she is my great-grandmother, I should also be a completely independent personality. "Qin Yanan was no longer in the mood to eat.
"You are afraid that one day you will really become Ye Sijin, right?" Liu Changan saw the fear behind Qin Yanan's eyes.
Qin Yanan looked at Liu Changan in a daze. The tears in her eyes made her cold eyes stained with a lot of hot tears. There was no doubt that Liu Changan's straightforward question poked at the demon in her heart during this period.
"Let me analyze it. Your sleepwalking is actually very serious, and the situation is very strange. It is not what you have explained. Even after you watched the video, you felt that it was not you, but Ye Sijin." Liu Changan looked at Qin Yanan calmly. "Your great-grandfather's incomprehensible obsession also made you involuntarily associate yourself with Ye Sijin. Even after you intentionally or unintentionally imitated Ye Sijin's words and deeds, you became more and more afraid … The more afraid you were, the more you tried to find the difference between yourself and Ye Sijin in the process of observation and imitation, but you tried your best to imitate her in a masochistic way … This psychological situation is very common. Just like hypochondriasis, the more afraid you are of being sick, the more you try to prove that you are sick from your physical symptoms."
"Your fear, this kind of self-abuse proof, finally aggravated your sleepwalking situation. I guess during the time you were away, in addition to asking your great-grandfather, you did a lot of things … such as seeing a psychiatrist? Checking your mental status? "
Qin Yanan looked at Liu Changan in a daze. Everything he said was right. How could he know so clearly? Was the man who frequently appeared in her dreams also him?
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