Li Rui continued, "When I saw how hard my dad was working, I really wanted to help him, but I couldn't. Other than going to school, I couldn't do anything else at that time. My dad always tells me that I have to study hard and get good grades so that I can get into a good university and find a good job after graduation. That would be the biggest help to him and change our family's life. So, before you transferred to our class and became my deskmate, I had been studying very hard. "Ding Yijing snorted," I know. Weren't you always in the top ten in class? But what does that have to do with fighting with me? " Li Rui said, "You just admitted that we had a good time. You don't care if it was puppy love or a buddy relationship, we had a good time. You may think of me as a brother, but I think of you as a lover. "
Ding Yijing sneered but didn't say anything. Li Rui continued, "Don't laugh. That's how I saw you. Anyway, at that time, whether it was in class or after school, my mind was filled with your shadow. I didn't want to leave school every day, I just wanted to be with you. When I got home at night, I would look forward to the next morning so that I could laugh and play with you again … "Ding Yijing seemed to be fascinated by his words, her eyes shining with a strange light. Li Rui continued, "We were together for almost a semester. Later, the class teacher couldn't stand it anymore and thought that we were in a puppy love, so we separated. But it was too late because my grades had plummeted because of you. "Ding Yijing snorted," Don't blame it on me! "
Li Rui smiled bleakly and sighed, "When the next semester came, I thought that I couldn't continue like this. If I continued like this, my studies would be wasted. I wouldn't be able to get into a good high school or a good university. If I couldn't get into a good university, how could I find a good job? How could I be filial to my dad and improve my family's conditions? Was I going to be poor for the rest of my life? At that time, I felt that the main culprit that affected my concentration was you, so after thinking about it for a few days, I finally made up my mind to separate from you. But your personality is so lively and cheerful. Even if I ignore you, you will take the initiative to talk to me. I have no choice but to find a reason to quarrel with you … "Ding Yijing was still silent. Li Rui's eyes turned red as he said, "I also know that you're magnanimous and you don't hide things in your heart. You'll forget everything the next day. In order to prevent you from taking the initiative to talk to me after we quarreled, I didn't look at you the whole day after we quarreled because I was afraid to give you a chance to talk … "Ding Yijing gritted her teeth and said," You're so cruel! "
Li Rui's tears rolled down his cheeks as he continued, "After that, I couldn't help but want to apologize to you and make up with you several times. But when I thought about our family's future, I could only grit my teeth and give up. I also know that you wanted to take the initiative to talk to me several times. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to control myself, so when I saw you looking over, I quickly turned my face away … "Ding Yijing sneered and said," All this scheming was to get into a good high school. In the end, you got what you wanted, humph. "Li Rui said," Yes, that's right, I got what I wanted. After that, I got what I wanted, but I lost my favorite female classmate. "Ding Yijing angrily said," You're shameless! " Li Rui cried and laughed, "Yes, I'm shameless. For my own future, in order to help my dad share the responsibility of raising the family, I shamelessly gave up the girl I liked …" Ding Yijing interrupted, "Fine, since you can give up the person you like for yourself, that proves that you're heartless. What else do you have to say to me? You can go now, I'm going back to sleep. "After saying that, she walked away.
Li Rui stood there and didn't leave. He licked his tears. It was salty, very similar to the bitter feelings he had for Ding Yijing. Watching Ding Yijing's back disappear from his sight, he laughed and said to himself, "Okay, I've made it clear. She's even angrier now, haha." After being stunned for a while, he turned around and weakly sat on the stone bench.
After a while, his phone suddenly rang. Li Rui could tell that it was his personal phone. He guessed that it wasn't an emergency call, so he ignored it and continued to be in a daze in the night. The tears on his face had dried, but the scar in his heart was even bigger. Ding Yijing's words of "You're so cruel" still echoed in his ears. From her tone, he could tell that she hated him. Since she hated him, then there must be love. Thinking that she might have really liked him in the past, he regretted it so much that his intestines turned green.
"Why didn't you pick up the phone? What are you pretending to be in my house for? "Ding Yijing's cold voice suddenly sounded in his ears.
Li Rui looked up and found that Ding Yijing had walked back and was standing in front of him questioning him. He shook his head and said, "You don't have to care, just go back to your house. I'll leave in a bit." Ding Yijing coldly laughed and said, "Why? You didn't cherish me in the past, and now you're acting like you're suffering? Do you think I'll be moved by you? "Li Rui lightly said," Do whatever you want. I'm just going to explain the reason for the fight to you. After I'm done, I'm relieved. "Ding Yijing angrily said," If you're relieved, then leave. Don't bother me in front of me. "Li Rui coldly laughed and said," I'm sitting in the garden, not bothering you in front of me. "Ding Yijing snorted and said," You can't do anything in my neighborhood, I'm annoyed! "Li Rui said," Why are you so unreasonable? "Ding Yijing said," Is this the first day you know I'm unreasonable? "
Li Rui heard this and looked up at her. Their eyes met in the night, but there were no sparks.
Li Rui stood up and said, "Fine, I'll leave. I promise, I won't appear in front of you again, and I won't bother you. I'll delete your phone number and forget you. "After he finished speaking, he started to walk away. Ding Yijing followed behind him and coldly laughed, "Delete, delete as much as you want. Tsk, you're still threatening me."
The two walked out of the garden and walked along the road to the entrance of the neighborhood.
When they were near the second building, Li Rui said to himself, "Actually, what if we didn't fight back then?" Ding Yijing curiously asked, "What do you mean?" Li Rui said, "Even if we didn't fight and I focused on pursuing you, your family is so rich and my family is so poor, I'm not good enough for you. Instead, I'll abandon my studies and have no way out. " Ding Yijing ridiculed him and said, "Someone just said that he would forget me, why are you talking about it now?" Li Rui sighed and said, "Liking someone is similar to forgetting someone. It's not something that can be done in a day." Ding Yijing said, "I heard that after the class reunion, you got drunk because of me and even cried?" Li Rui was shocked and said, "Who told you?" Ding Yijing said, "Don't worry about who told me first, is there such a thing?" Li Rui thought for a while and said, "It must be Jia Yuanyuan, she must have told you." Ding Yijing laughed, "So that means there is? Hmm, you're really promising, you can get drunk because of me. " Li Rui said hatefully, "Jia Yuanyuan, just you wait, see how I'll deal with you when I have time."
Ding Yijing said, "Let me ask you something, after that you can go back to sleep, it's late." Li Rui said, "Ask away." Ding Yijing said, "If I gave you a chance to do it again, would you still choose to quarrel with me?" Li Rui said, "I've asked myself this question for many years, I already have the answer, but I'm afraid that you'll be unhappy if I say it." Ding Yijing laughed coldly and said, "What relationship do you have with me that I'll be unhappy for you?" Li Rui said, "Hmm, fine, if you say so, I'll tell you the truth. If I were to do it again, if I was alone, I'd choose to be with you and not care about anything else; if I was still living with my father, I'd choose to quarrel with you without hesitation. "Ding Yijing said desolately," In your eyes, family and parents are more important than anything else. "
Li Rui knew that she had already given him a chance just now, no matter what kind of relationship this opportunity represented, he had once again heartlessly broken her heart. Ai, he really didn't know how to woo a woman, he didn't even know how to coax her. If it was someone else, if he followed her words and said that he would choose her, he might be able to regain the beauty's heart. Hmm, this should be his fate, he was destined to be with this woman in this life, but not fated to be with her!
Thinking of this, he felt very sad, tears flowed out again, he didn't say anything, he turned around and walked out.
After meeting with Ding Yijing, he didn't make any progress, but instead made himself more embarrassed and sad. Li Ruixin's mood was extremely bad, he thought for a while and called Li Yulan, telling her that it wasn't convenient for him to meet her tonight.
Li Yulan told him that there was no need to rush to meet her, she came to the city to participate in the city's sixth Section Cadre Training Course, it would last for a month, there would be plenty of time for them to meet.
Li Rui took a taxi home, he didn't expect that when he got out of the car, he would see Dong Jieyu coming out of the garage. Both of them were stunned when they saw each other face to face.
Dong Jieyu took the initiative to walk over and asked, "Are you free? Li Rui bitterly smiled and shook his head, saying, "I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood." Dong Jieyu asked, "Why?" Li Rui said, "It's hard to explain in a few words." Dong Jieyu said, "What's hard to explain, it depends on whether you want to say it or not, if you don't want to say it, then forget it." After saying that, he turned around and walked away. Li Rui hurriedly said, "Dong Jieyu …" Dong Jieyu stopped and asked, "What?" Li Rui thought for a while and said, "Alright, I'll go find you after I'm done showering, we'll talk." Dong Jieyu said, "Hmm, I'm going to take a shower too, see you later."
Half an hour later, Li Rui came out of the shower, wearing a singlet and underpants, and went to find Dong Jieyu. Dong Jieyu had also just finished showering and welcomed him into the house.
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