But how long could the trust in drinking last? Or was it a real trust?
Ma Yingjie didn't think about it.
This time, Ma Ying Jie wasn't actually drunk. He just drank a lot and felt a little sad. It was Xiao Jiang who sent Ma Yingjie back to the hotel. But after Xiao Jiang left, he couldn't help but call Situ Lan. This time, Situ Lan picked up his call. When she heard that Ma Yingjie was drunk, she was tongue-tied. Before he could say much, she hung up the phone. Ma Yingjie sobered up a lot. He stared at his phone and broke out in a cold sweat again.
This time, Ma Yingjie didn't dare to call Situ Lan again. He had already made Situ Lan angry, and she was sulking. In the past, when she was angry, as long as he coaxed her, or as long as they had a consensual passionate battle, her anger would disappear. She would still rely on him like a little bird, and she would still be his woman. Yes, at that time, she was his woman. But now? She was the boss's wife in name. This change was an infinitely wide gap. The more Ma Yingjie didn't have the strength, or the more he couldn't cross it.
The more impossible it was, the more people would think about it. Ma Yingjie didn't know why, but he really missed Situ Lan. He missed her, and he missed her body. It was a kind of all-pervasive desire, even a kind of desire that scratched his heart and dug out his liver. But he couldn't think about it, and he didn't dare to seduce her. He probably didn't have that kind of helplessness. He couldn't touch the woman in front of him, and he couldn't think about it.
After taking a bath, Ma Yingjie lay down on the spacious bed, but his mind was filled with Situ Lan's body, and all the scenes of pleasure he had with her one after another. He really missed women. He was so drunk that he started having sex. Especially when the bedside lamp in the bedroom was on, the soft light was full of ambiguity, full of desire for a woman. Ma Yingjie really imagined that at this moment, on this spacious bed, under this white blanket, there would be a head and two big eyes, just like Sisi's eyes, blinking at him, so pure.
Sisi, Ma Yingjie couldn't help but shout this name in his heart. Sisi, the girl that Ma Yingjie thought he could let go of, occupied him again at this moment.
At that moment, someone knocked on the door. Ma Yingjie thought it was Xiao Jiang, so he got up to open the door. When the door opened, Ma Yingjie was stunned. There was a girl standing outside.
Seeing that Ma Yingjie looked like a fool, the girl smiled and said, "Brother Jiang asked me to come."
Ma Yingjie seemed to have understood everything. He wanted to reject, he really wanted to reject. However, he didn't know why, he made way for her, and the girl slipped into the room.
The door quietly closed behind him.
Ma Yingjie didn't stop her, and the girl said, "I'm going to take a shower."
Ma Yingjie still didn't say anything. Silence was a tacit agreement. His mind was blank now, as if he didn't listen to anything. Besides, this girl really had some charm of Sisi. The same body, the same hairstyle, especially the way she walked, it was almost no different from Sisi.
Sisi, Sisi, Ma Yingjie fell on the bed again, thinking about Sisi again. What was in the wine? Why were they all women? Ma Yingjie's mind was full of women.
Ma Yingjie went to bed and got under the quilt. It was very warm under the quilt, just like Situ Lan's body, which used to surround him so warmly.
After the girl took a shower, she saw that Ma Yingjie had already got under the quilt, so she also got under the quilt. But there was a smell on her body that was very similar to Sisi, which floated into Ma Yingjie's nostrils. Ma Yingjie still couldn't help but stretch out his arms to hold the girl.
Ma Yingjie's whole body trembled. His will was telling him that he couldn't do this, but his hands didn't listen to him and held the girl tighter and tighter. The girl's body also began to tremble, and her breathing became rapid and panicked.
"What do you do?" Ma Yingjie couldn't help but ask.
"I, I'm studying." The girl's voice was trembling. Obviously, she was not a woman who did that kind of work. But how did Xiao Jiang know her? He actually gave her to him.
"Brother Jiang and I are from the same hometown. My tuition fees are all paid by him. I'm willing to do anything he asks me to do." The girl added.
"Oh." Ma Yingjie was a little relieved. When he spoke, his physiological instincts unconsciously began to surge with the tide of desire. He couldn't help but hold the girl tighter, and then lowered his head to kiss her. The girl's hot and tender lips welcomed Ma Yingjie, and also catered to Ma Yingjie.
Obviously, the girl had been trained by a man. But was this man Xiao Jiang?
Was this girl Xiao Jiang's girlfriend? Or was she his lover? Or was she given to him by Xiao Jiang? Or was this girl a gift when other leaders came?
Gift, this girl was just a gift. Ma Yingjie's hand that was teasing the girl drooped down powerlessly. His distracting thoughts quickly receded like the ebbing tide of the sea.
Ma Yingjie suddenly sat up from the bed. He really, really wanted to smoke, so he got up to look for clothes. The girl's eyes were wide open as she looked at him. Ma Yingjie suddenly felt that he had become very ugly and extremely disgusted with himself. He said to the girl, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. You can go."
The girl didn't say anything, but two streams of tears rolled down from her eyes. The more the girl acted like this, the more Ma Yingjie felt that he had committed a great crime.
"You can go." Ma Yingjie said again.
The girl didn't move, and cried even more sadly. Ma Yingjie quickly put on his clothes. He sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the girl. He stuttered a little, "You, this, didn't I already apologize?"
The girl finally stopped crying. She raised her head and looked at Ma Yingjie with an especially firm gaze. "Secretary, just take me. I just hope that Brother Jiang can get a position in the government. I don't have any other intentions. I will never pester you, and I will never tell anyone about this. "
Ma Yingjie didn't know why he suddenly felt especially sad. When he wanted to be promoted in the past, didn't he also use Luan Xiaoxue to make this kind of deal? He didn't expect that one day, he would also face someone else using another girl to make this kind of deal for him. At this moment, he didn't feel any sense of accomplishment. Even though he yearned for more power as Situ Lan said, and behind that power was greater benefits, he didn't really want to own these benefits. He needed a proof, a realization of his ideals. Even though his ideals were ridiculous, at least in Situ Lan's eyes, he really didn't want to own these benefits. Just like ten minutes ago, he desperately needed this girl. He needed her body, and he needed to vent his physiological needs after drinking. But now, he really didn't want to have sex with her. It wasn't because she was beautiful. It was because he suddenly saw his own past. It was an extremely humble past. It was the most difficult and helpless past for every small figure on their way up.
"Girl, you should go. I know what to do with Xiaojiang. "Ma Yingjie didn't look at the girl anymore. The girl asked Ma Yingjie with uncertainty," Really? "
"Really." Ma Yingjie looked at the girl and nodded very firmly.
The girl's face was now red. She kept saying to Ma Yingjie, "Thank you, Secretary. Thank you, Secretary. But can you not say this to Brother Jiang? He just asked me to accompany you. He didn't ask me to beg you or anything. "
Another silly and cute girl like Luan Xiaoxue. Ma Yingjie sighed in his heart. He turned his back to the girl and said, "I know. Put on your clothes and go. "
Behind him, Ying Jie heard the sound of a girl putting on her clothes. In Ying Jie's ears, the sound became a sensual song that teased him, stimulated him, and even seduced him. His body had another impulse, but at this moment, he was very clear and understood that he could not touch this girl.
After the girl put on her clothes, she said to Ma Yingjie, "Secretary, I'm leaving."
Ma Yingjie didn't look back. He didn't say anything. He let the girl open the door and float away. Until now, Ma Yingjie walked out of his nervousness, desire, and sadness of seeing his yesterday's self.
Ma Yingjie felt extremely tired. His desire to smoke faded. He laid his whole body on the bed and fell asleep in a daze.
The next day, Xiaojiang came. Ma Yingjie didn't mention what happened last night. Xiaojiang also acted as if nothing had happened. But both of them knew in their hearts that a girl had appeared on this bed last night. Even though Ma Yingjie didn't know the girl's name, he knew very well that the girl loved Xiaojiang.
That day, Ma Yingjie and Xiaojiang still didn't find anything. However, Xiaojiang seemed to have something to say. Ma Yingjie didn't ask. He thought that Xiaojiang wanted to mention the girl. He had already been embarrassed, so he didn't want to talk about it. Even though he didn't have sex with the girl, that situation and his eagerness was no different from entering the girl's body.
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