Although he did it clumsily, Luan Xiaoxue was touched. However, more and more tears fell. Luo Tianyun panicked and hugged her. As he wiped her tears, he tried to make his tone as gentle as possible. He looked into Luan Xiaoxue's eyes and said, "Girl, I didn't mean it that way. I'm afraid that you'll be used. There are traps everywhere. I'm afraid that you'll be tricked. I'm afraid that you'll learn bad things. I'm even more afraid that others will hurt you. Do you know? Girl, I'm worried about you … "
Luan Xiaoxue was furious when she heard Luo Tianyun's words. She anxiously pushed Luo Tianyun away and said with extreme grievance, "You're all afraid that I'll be used. Who will be using me? Ma Yingjie is afraid that I'll be used by Bing Bing. You're afraid that I'll be used by Ma Yingjie. You all say that you're doing this for me. You all say that you care about me and love me. But, have you ever really thought about me? I'm a person. I'm an adult in my twenties. I'm not being used. I don't need to be used. No one has ever used me. If I'm being used, it's because I'm willing to be used. I don't blame anyone. I don't hate anyone. I'm the one who's willing to bear your child. I'm the one who's willing to watch over you without a name or a role. What does this have to do with Ma Yingjie? Other than being careful in front of me every day, Ma Yingjie doesn't even dare to breathe loudly. He's afraid that he'll hurt me or offend me. The more he acts like this, the more pressure I feel. Do you know? He doesn't even dare to watch TV with me. He doesn't even dare to look at me normally. What does he dare to teach me? Does he dare to watch these kinds of sexy movies with me? He cares about me. He's taking care of me. But this kind of relationship makes me very awkward. It makes me owe Ma Yingjie favors. It makes me keep telling myself that I have to return the favor. Do you know? I think about it every day. After the child is born, I want to work, I want to earn money. I want to return everything I owe Ma Yingjie. But what about you? First, he suspected that I had some motive with him. He hadn't seen you for a few months, and the moment he saw you, he was afraid that I would be used. With you around, who would dare to use me? I'm just watching porn. I'm an adult. Why can't I watch it? There are videos like this everywhere on the Internet. Who do I need to teach me? I'm not a fool. Do you think I can't understand? I just want you to relax, to be comfortable, to be happy. I don't want you to be so tired. I don't want you to be under so much pressure. But you, but you think of Ma Yingjie's kindness. You think I want something from you. What do I want from you? Tell me, what do I want from you? The child is about to be born, and I still have to call another man daddy. Do you think I am so magnanimous? Do you think I was born to be so cheap? I carry everything on my own. I don't want to make things difficult for you. I try my best to think about you. Why can't you think about me? Why did he always think of others in this way? There aren't so many traps and people who are taken advantage of in this world. "
Luan Xiaoxue had never exploded like this before. She had never dared to think that she would explode like this in front of Luo Tianyun one day.
Luo Tianyun was stunned. Luan Xiaoxue's words were like a sharp knife that cut him, and also like a bomb that blew him up. Only then did he realize how wrong he was compared to Luan Xiaoxue. Ma Yingjie followed him wholeheartedly and took care of his woman and child for him wholeheartedly. But he actually thought of Ma Yingjie in such a wretched way. At the same time, he doubted the woman who was pregnant with his child, the woman who broke her own body for him. Was he still human? He suddenly felt that he had become so small in front of Luan Xiaoxue. He had become nothing. He wanted to pull Luan Xiaoxue's hand, but it fell down powerlessly. He seemed to have been hit by something, and his tears flowed out. He turned around and quickly walked out.
Luan Xiaoxue stood still, but behind Luo Tianyun, Luan Xiaoxue's singing voice sounded:
It's hard to meet, it's hard to say goodbye.
The east wind is powerless, and the flowers are fading.
The spring silkworm is at death's end.
The wax torch turns to ashes, and the tears start to dry.
Luo Tianyun's footsteps stopped. He really wanted to turn around and rush over to hug Luan Xiaoxue and cry bitterly. But what should he do after crying? He was the mayor of a city. Could he cry like this? He could tell Luan Xiaoxue to give him more time. Time would solve all problems. Could he say it? How long would it take? He himself wasn't sure. What did he dare to say to Luan Xiaoxue? What could he say clearly to this silly girl? She was too silly, too silly.
Luo Tianyun made up his mind. He hurried to the living room, opened the door, and rushed downstairs as if he was escaping.
Ma Yingjie was waiting downstairs. His eyes were fixed on the corridor of the house. He was afraid that he would miss Luo Tianyun coming downstairs. Of course, he couldn't go upstairs to call the boss. He could only wait like a fool.
As soon as Ma Yingjie saw Luo Tianyun coming out of the corridor, he quickly got out of the car and greeted Luo Tianyun. Luo Tianyun ignored him. He walked straight to the side of the car, opened the door of the back seat and sat in.
Ma Yingjie got in the car quickly. After starting the car, he asked Luo Tianyun, "Mayor Luo, shall we go back to Apartment No.1?"
"Let's go." Luo Tianyun said these words. His voice sounded very tired. He didn't have the excitement and satisfaction of seeing Luan Xiaoxue at all. Ma Yingjie was nervous while driving. What happened to them? Did they quarrel? According to his understanding of Luan Xiaoxue, Luan Xiaoxue wouldn't dare to quarrel with Luo Tianyun even if she had a hundred guts. But why did the boss's voice sound so heavy and tired in Ma Yingjie's ears?
What happened on earth? Ma Yingjie wanted to know very much. But he didn't dare to ask, and he didn't dare to say anything.
The silence made Ma Yingjie and Luo Tianyun feel the pressure in the car. But when Luo Tianyun didn't say anything, Ma Yingjie absolutely didn't dare to ask. Although he had countless doubts and worries at this moment, he didn't dare and couldn't ask anything in this night. He knew that the less he knew about the boss's private affairs, the better. But the boss's behavior made him worry about Luan Xiaoxue at this moment.
They arrived at Apartment No.1 of the Government Guest House. After Ma Yingjie parked the car, he went to the back seat to open the door for Luo Tianyun. Luo Tianyun got out of the car. Ma Yingjie didn't know whether he should follow the boss to Apartment No.1. For a moment, he was stunned on the spot.
Luo Tianyun walked for two steps. He probably realized that Ma Yingjie didn't follow him, so he couldn't help but turn his head to look at Ma Yingjie. In the dark, Ma Yingjie's eyes were shining, and he looked energetic. He was a young man after all. No matter what time it was, he was always so energetic. Luo Tianyun was a little envious. No wonder he couldn't understand Luan Xiaoxue and couldn't keep up with Luan Xiaoxue's way of thinking. Maybe he was really old.
Luo Tianyun was a little shocked, and his voice sounded a little old. He said to Ma Yingjie, "I have something to talk to you about."
Ma Yingjie hurriedly closed the car door and followed Luo Tianyun into Apartment No.1. Ma Yingjie was no longer unfamiliar with everything in Apartment No.1. As soon as he entered, he went to the washroom and boiled the water for Luo Tianyun. After washing Luo Tianyun's cup, he put some tea leaves in it and waited for the water to boil. After he was done, he walked outside. Luo Tianyun was sitting on the sofa smoking. He was obviously smoking one cigarette after another.
What exactly happened? Ma Yingjie's doubts were getting stronger. But if Luo Tianyun didn't mention it, he didn't dare to ask. He didn't know how to ask either. How could an outsider ask about something like this?
The air was a little stuffy and heavy like in the car. Ma Yingjie could hear their heartbeats. The boss's heartbeat was a little heavy. He felt himself getting more and more nervous, and his heart was beating faster and faster. This made Ma Yingjie a little passive. He tried to find a topic to talk to Luo Tianyun, "Mayor Luo, do you want to take a shower? I'll go fill the water."
Luo Tianyun seemed to have just woken up. For the past few months in this room, he and Luan Xiaoxue were so passionate and happy. But what was going on tonight? Was he really hit by Luan Xiaoxue? Or did Luan Xiaoxue finally say what was on her mind? Did she finally take out her grievances and true feelings? He had indeed ignored her for a long, long time.
Last time in this Apartment No.1, Luo Tianyun and Luan Xiaoxue were talking nonsense. It seemed like it was yesterday. He asked Luan Xiaoxue, "You don't have to go to work. What do you do every day?"
That day, Luan Xiaoxue told him mysteriously, "I'm doing something very interesting. When I'm done, I'll tell you. But I can't tell you now. " At that time, Luan Xiaoxue looked very cute and mysterious. The key was that her big eyes were blinking at him, making him feel very impulsive.
That day, Luo Tianyun's heart trembled. In the small space of the bathroom, Luan Xiaoxue's cute eyes were almost seductive to him. He really couldn't wait to pull Luan Xiaoxue into his arms and kiss her without restraint. But that didn't fit the atmosphere. After all, he was the mayor of a city and a mature man. That day, he tried his best to create an atmosphere that belonged to the two of them. He teased Luan Xiaoxue, "My words are not as poetic as yours. Because of some things, I prefer to express my love with action. Isn't there a saying? Love is done, not said! "
Luan Xiaoxue blushed and said, "You're annoying."
"Haha, there's another saying. If a woman says she's annoying, it means she likes you." Luo Tianyun had a wicked smile on his face that day. He was determined to tease her to the end. He quickly reached out to hug Luan Xiaoxue and continued, "Right? Tell me, how much do you like me? Yes, let's talk about this moment. "
Luan Xiaoxue asked, "What about you? How much do you like me right now? "
"I can't answer that."
"Why? You don't like me? "
"No, because I like you every moment. You want me to answer this moment, how should I answer?"
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