When Ma Yingjie was performing, Meng Sisi noticed that there was a natural melancholy in his eyes. At first glance, Meng Sisi fell in love. She couldn't control her eyes. On that night when he saved her life, her world was filled with Ma Yingjie. As long as she saw him, as long as she followed him, Sisi would feel at ease and happy. She would feel that the world was full of excitement and beauty.
This was the feeling of loving someone. There was no reason nor reason to it.
There were no external factors mixed in. It was purely a kind of love mentality, a kind of love fantasy, a kind of love desire.
To Meng Sisi, Ma Yingjie was a symbol of love. But she never thought that this man would have a wife and a child. Could it be that she had to kill this relationship that had just started? Could it be that she was really that stupid? Falling in love with a married woman?
Meng Sisi didn't believe it.
"You lied to me." Meng Sisi said.
"Sisi, I didn't lie to you." Ma Yingjie was anxious. Was he wrong? Should he have told Meng Sisi from the start that he had a wife? But he couldn't tell the girl, "I have a wife." Moreover, Luan Xiaoxue wasn't his wife. Then who was his wife?
Ma Yingjie was confused.
"I want to go to Qin County. I want to see her with my own eyes. Only then will I believe it." Meng Sisi suddenly said firmly. She couldn't accept it. This man, how could he have a wife?
Ma Yingjie looked at Meng Sisi in astonishment. He really didn't think that this girl would have such a thought. But it was this glance that made Meng Sisi even more determined to go to Qin County to see what was going on.
Even if he had to destroy his own relationship, he should at least destroy it willingly and justifiably. This was Sisi's theory. Since she had finally fallen in love, she had to go and see what kind of woman this man was living with. She had to let go of this relationship completely.
This time, Ma Yingjie was anxious again.
"Sisi, can you stop fooling around? I really want to go back to Qin County, and there are a lot of things to do in Qin County, how can I have time to care about you? "Ma Yingjie said fiercely.
"I don't need you to care about me. I'm just going to take a look. I'll be right back. " Meng Sisi was also anxious, her tears surged up again, held in her eyes, appearing so helpless and helpless. Ma Yingjie's heart softened and he actually said two words, "Alright."
Xiao Zhou stopped asking questions. He turned the car around and headed straight for Qin County.
Meng Sisi's heart tightened. She wanted to say something but didn't. Yes, the man beside her couldn't do anything to her. Of course, he was willing to go along with her. As Sisi thought about this, she deliberately leaned her thigh against Ma Yingjie's body. Ma Yingjie moved away and carefully kept a distance. Ma Yingjie actually needed a kind of calmness when he was doing this. It was just like the song that said, "You don't like loneliness, but you're afraid of being with someone else. This is clearly a kind of pain." Being alone with Sisi was indeed a kind of pain for Ma Yingjie. He was afraid that his love for her would deepen, and he was also afraid that his eyes would pass on the little secret in his heart to her. If Sisi knew that he actually cared about her and that he didn't have a wife, at least not now, would Meng Sisi throw herself into his arms?
Ma Yingjie didn't dare to think about it. It was also good to let Meng Sisi see Luan Xiaoxue. At least it could stop her from thinking about it. Although it was cruel for Sisi, it was better than living in a dream. Moreover, after she left China, there would be time and the new love club that would appear in her life in the future to treat all of Sisi's injuries.
Along the way, Sisi either leaned her thigh against him or pretended to be asleep. Her head was tilted on his shoulder from time to time. He originally wanted to move away, but then he thought that it was unnecessary. Based on his observation of Xiao Zhou, he was smart and didn't talk much. He just let Sisi lean on his shoulder. But he didn't dare to move, which made him look very restrained. His heart was always beating rapidly. Sometimes, he couldn't help but look at Sisi's chest, and he always wanted to put his hand into Sisi's arms. This kind of thinking was very annoying. If Xiao Zhou wasn't in the car, if she wasn't Meng Chenglin's daughter, Ma Yingjie thought, how beautiful it would be. He could explore the peaks to his heart's content. The softness was like a sponge. When he held it in his palm, it expanded and shrank, smooth and slippery. And the pair of bright red flower buds, he really wanted to put them in his mouth, like his son sucking on An Qi's flower buds with all his strength and happiness. An Qi basically didn't allow him to stay on her body for too long. She would even feel annoyed if he touched her, let alone sucking it. Slowly, the relationship between him and An Qi became a formula. On the week when his period ended, An Qi washed himself, lay on the bed, and closed his eyes. Ma Yingjie knew it was time to do that kind of thing. If this kind of thing became a formula and a procedure, it would be very boring. This was probably the state of handing in homework. But how many couples didn't hand in homework when they came and went?
Ma Ying Jie's mind was unexpectedly filled with these thoughts and scenes that were closely linked to love, making him nervous. He could even hear the sound of his own heartbeat. "Thump, thump, thump, thump." It gave him a big fright. But Sisi was still leaning on his back, looking like she was enjoying it very much. This made Ma Yingjie's inner thoughts come one after another. He wanted to put her down, press her down behind the car, and play with her to his heart's content.
"What are you thinking about?" Sisi suddenly opened her eyes and looked at Ma Yingjie.
Ma Yingjie was shocked, and his face quickly turned red, like a shy girl. "Look at you." When Sisi spoke, she was close to his ear, and the air she blew out stimulated him like tickling. There was also a young girl's body fragrance seeping out. Ma Yingjie was flustered, and he quickly turned his head to the side, not looking at Meng Sisi.
The more Ma Yingjie acted like this, the more Meng Sisi realized that Ma Yingjie loved her, but he just didn't dare to love her. If this was the case, Sisi's heart was full of sweetness. As long as Ma Yingjie was willing to love her, as long as Ma Yingjie was willing to love her, the woman that was about to face, the wife who was pregnant with the baby, became no longer important.
She only wanted his love, and only his love. In this period of time, she didn't want to think about the future. She didn't want to think about it.
The trees on both sides of the highway receded in rows, and the fields and villages passed through Sisi's eyes, sliding into an unknown distance. The sunlight outside the window became as soft as the moonlight in the blue glass of the car window. As Sisi looked at it, she unexpectedly let out a long sigh.
"What's wrong?" Ma Yingjie turned around and asked Meng Sisi with concern, "Do you regret going to Qin County with me?"
"No way. The fields and villages are so beautiful, "Meng Sisi said.
"Miss, you're really from the city. Our hometown is full of these things. When I was young, I faced them every day, and I was so worried. You, on the other hand, also want these things. It seems that we're so different. " Ma Yingjie took the opportunity to lecture Meng Sisi. He did it on purpose. He wanted to let Sisi understand that there was no intersection between him and her. Other than music, there was nothing else that he could make her feel valuable or meaningful.
However, Meng Sisi looked out the window again and didn't care about Ma Yingjie anymore. She also had her own thoughts, and she also had her own troubles. This trouble, Ma Yingjie would never understand.
After arriving in Qin County, Ma Yingjie really brought Meng Sisi to the hospital. Meng Sisi suddenly said, "Do I have fate with hospitals? I've been to the hospital three times today, and I have to face two women that I don't want to face at all. "As she said that, she sighed again.
Ma Yingjie couldn't help but look at Meng Sisi. Sisi's face was also covered with a layer of sadness. Ma Yingjie felt as if his heart was being tugged at again, and it hurt. He really wanted to hold Meng Sisi in his arms. He really wanted to tell Sisi, "We won't see anyone, let's elope."
Seeing that Ma Yingjie was looking at her strangely, Meng Sisi couldn't help but blush. She said softly, "Let's go."
When they arrived at Luan Xiaoxue's ward, Li Xiaomei was actually taking care of Luan Xiaoxue. When she saw Ma Yingjie walk in with a girl, she immediately stood up and said, "Mayor Lu, you're back. Mayor Lu, please take a seat." As she said that, she glanced at Meng Sisi.
However, Meng Sisi's gaze fell on Luan Xiaoxue's face. When Luan Xiaoxue received Mo Zhengnan's call, she was both surprised and touched. Although she had angrily spilled the money Mo Zhengnan gave her on the floor, she actually didn't blame him at all when she bent down to pick up the money. Yes, he was too busy, so busy that he had to carefully calculate the time he had for doing things between men and women. How could he have time to eat with her? He only used money to alleviate his guilt, but she couldn't accept it at the time. It was as if he had nothing else to say to her other than money. Now, she had just fallen. Li Hongmei had brought a doctor to check on her, and the doctor said that it wasn't a big problem. She just needed to rest for a while. Then, she received a call from him. Although his tone was accusatory, she knew that he cared about her and loved her.
After Mo Zhengnan hung up the phone, Luan Xiaoxue kept thinking about the first word he said. She was always like this. As soon as she left him, she would sit down and think about all the details of him over and over again. Every time she thought about it, she would feel happier and happier. Just as she was reminiscing about his happiness, Li Xiaomei came from work. She wanted Li Xiaomei to go home, but Li Xiaomei insisted on staying to take care of her. She put away her memories of his happiness and leaned against the headboard, chatting with Li Xiaomei.
Now that Ma Yingjie was back, Luan Xiaoxue knew that Ma Yingjie had seen him. Seeing Ma Yingjie, she felt the same happiness as seeing him. Meng Sisi saw the happiness on her face.
So, Ma Yingjie had a wife, and his wife was so beautiful. There were many kinds of women, but it was rare to see a beautiful woman who could be so quiet and unostentatious. Luan Xiaoxue's beauty was so quiet and clean that it deeply attracted Meng Sisi's gaze.
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