"What are you laughing at?" Liu Lihai asked Sun Xiaomu.
"Lihai," Sun Xiaomu suddenly called Liu Lihai's name.
"Mm." Liu Lihai responded emotionally. At this moment, the string of love that had always been hidden in his heart seemed to be plucked by a pair of small hands, and he seemed to see that the pair of small hands belonged to Sun Xiaomu. It was her. She chased him all the way, regardless of anything, until he had nowhere to hide.
Now, Liu Lihai felt like he had returned to the beginning of their acquaintance. He listened to Sun Xiaomu's gentle voice ringing in his ear again. She said, "Lihai, in fact, we have set too many goals in our lives, but in the end, how many of them have I actually achieved? Goals are really hard to explain, and is this thing really that important? Besides, even our personal lives sometimes don't go the way we planned them to. This is like the struggle between your factions. Sometimes the implementation of the plan is very thorough, and the step by step design is also very detailed and accurate. But in the middle of the action, the plan somehow gets messed up. Just like now, you were clearly walking step by step in the plan, but after walking around, it became like this. Moreover, no one knew what the other party was thinking, whether they were really going to go back on their word, and so on.
Sometimes the officialdom is like this. After fighting for a long time, you will eventually find that nothing belongs to you. Therefore, sometimes people have to learn not to compete with life. The world is very big, and people have to learn to go with the flow and do what needs to be done. What do you think? Lihai.
Lihai, I really want to talk tonight. Just be my listener for once, and let me talk to my heart's content. Can I say it clearly?
In my opinion, with the insignificance of us humans, what could we possibly know? In fact, we don't even know. Besides, we always think that we have mastered this world, but this world has its own rules of development. The earth is like this, and the development of all things in the world is also like this. During this period of time, I had been reading books about life, philosophy, and the origin of life. After reading so many books, I started thinking, what do we want?
Lihai, I know that you won't listen to what I say now, and you think that what I bring to you is only negative energy. I just want to stop your development, your progress, and your road to officialdom. But, Lihai, do I really think that the things we are fighting for, when we reach the end of our lives, will really be all the meaning and value of our lives? Do we really need these things that badly?
Lihai, I have been thinking about these questions, heavy and unanswered. Do you understand why I'm so curious about these things? "
Sun Xiaomu had said so much in one breath. Just as she had said, she had said these words to Liu Lihai at this time. Liu Lihai didn't want to hear them, nor did he want to hear them. These words were just like how Liu Liu had advised him to quit officialdom and follow her into the business world.
Liu Lihai was a man. He had his own life, his own pursuits, and his own thoughts and desires. At this time, Sun Xiaomu would read books about life and ponder over the meaning of philosophy because she had a lot of things that he had never had in his life. These things could only be achieved by Liu Lihai giving up some things, lowering his status, throwing himself into a circle, and becoming a member of the factional struggle. Only then could he get the power he wanted, and only then could he use this power to realize the meaning and value of life he wanted. His ruling philosophy was that he wanted to do something practical for the people who lived at the lowest level of society. He needed power. Without power, everything would be f * cking empty, leaky, and fake.
How could Liu Lihai communicate with Sun Xiaomu? She, including Liu Liu, would laugh at him. His own life needed to be rewarded by others. Could he manage the people living at the lowest level? Besides, there were many people living in dire straits in China. Could he manage them all? Living a good life was the truth. Wasn't the rest nonsense?
Because of these different ideas and because of the different values of life, Liu Lihai felt that he couldn't have a real heart-to-heart talk with Sun Xiaomu, just as he wouldn't accept Liu Liu's arrangement at all. Even in her eyes, she wholeheartedly wanted the best for Liu Lihai. But such a good life was not the life he wanted, and it was not the life he was willing to pursue.
"Xiaomu, what you said is very reasonable. I will think about it seriously. As for you, the most important thing now is to take care of your health and give birth to the child. After all, this is the result that your father wants the most. At this point, most of the time, we're not living for ourselves, but for others. Don't you think so? " Liu Lihai tried to make his attitude more gentle. Since he had promised Meng Anda to persuade Sun Xiaomu, he would not believe her words. Even if he would not listen to Sun Xiaomu, at this time, he would not refute her. After all, he was not the young and rash person of the past. He had matured step by step through experience. Such maturity sometimes needed to sacrifice the various things that Sun Xiaomu said.
"Will you really think about my words?" Sun Xiaomu asked happily.
"I will. I have always valued your words. Believe me, okay? Take good care of yourself. As long as you live well, as long as you are happy, happy, and healthy, I can work and live in peace. Do you understand? "These words that Liu Lihai said were his true thoughts. No matter how many women he had slept with, the person he could not let go of the most was definitely Sun Xiaomu.
There had been no emotional impact for a long time, and the sudden happiness made Sun Xiaomu's heart lively again. But she knew that the more it was like this, the more Liu Lihai needed space to sort out and think about his path. She should hang up the phone and give him infinite space to be alone.
"Lihai, I will listen to you. Take good care of yourself and give birth to the child happily. You should rest early too. Good night. "Sun Xiaomu hung up the phone after she finished speaking.
Liu Lihai held the phone and looked at it again and again. It seemed that Sun Xiaomu's face was embedded on the phone screen.
Liu Lihai also felt tired. He forced himself not to think about anything. Sleep, sleep. That night, he actually slept very well, and that night, he did not dream. When he woke up, for a moment, he was still thinking about going to work, preparing tea and documents for Secretary Guo Baoxin, and cleaning the office. When he realized that the Secretary's office no longer needed him, his mood suddenly became particularly gloomy.
Although Sun Xiaomu advised Liu Lihai to take advantage of the situation, but was he willing? When it came to this step, how many people were willing to quit? Fortunately, he still had hope. As long as there was no disposal opinion, he still had hope. As long as he did not leave the officialdom, as long as he could return to Jingjiang according to the previous plan, and let him start again with Sister Leng, he believed that there was a possibility of turning everything around.
When Liu Lihai sat on the bed in a daze, there was a message notification sound on his phone. He picked up the phone and looked at it. He couldn't help but be surprised. The message was from Sister Leng. In the past, when she sent him messages, he was annoyed by her. He thought that she was like an old woman who was nagging and troublesome. It had only been a few days, when she ignored him and didn't even answer his calls, he was so looking forward to her calls and her messages. So much so that when he saw this incomparably familiar number again, his heart beat fiercely without stopping.
What was going on? Liu Lihai was a little confused. Why did he have such a big reaction to Sister Leng's message? Yesterday, didn't he clearly feel that the person he cherished and loved the most was Sun Xiaomu? But why did Sister Leng's message make him ecstatic as if he had fallen in love for the first time?
Liu Lihai opened the message. Leng Hongyan's message only had a few words: Wait quietly.
Did "wait quietly" and Sun Xiaomu's "take advantage of the situation" count as the same thing? Liu Lihai was a little confused. But at this point, he already knew very clearly that what he wanted was the officialdom. Apart from the officialdom, other things, including Sun Xiaomu, which he had always thought that he loved the most, could be ranked second. This was the reason why he was so surprised when he saw Sister Leng's message. Other than this, he couldn't explain his incomparable excitement when he saw Sister Leng's message.
Leng Hongyan must have an extremely important consideration and arrangement for her to send a message to Liu Lihai at this time. No matter what kind of arrangement, Liu Lihai believed that she would not leave him alone, let alone allow him to be kicked out of the officialdom. This, after receiving her message, he firmly believed. Besides, didn't Sister Leng work so hard to parachute into Jingjiang for him? Although he had been avoiding her, a woman's confusion and obsession with love were always greater than a man's rationality and reason.
Since Sister Leng had asked Liu Lihai to wait, he might as well give himself a vacation and take a good stroll in Jiangnan. Of course, he really wanted to travel to farther places, to have a trip when he wanted to, which could also be regarded as a real romantic experience. But at such a time, he didn't dare to leave Jiangnan. What if the secretary talked to him? What if Meng Anda wanted to make some kind of deal with him again? There was also Sister Leng. What if she suddenly needed him to go to Jingjiang?
Liu Lihai assumed a lot of what-ifs, each of which was related to the officialdom, and none of which included Liu Liu's plan. But at this time, Liu Liu's phone rang, and he had to answer it. She asked on the phone, "Have you decided after thinking about it all night? Xiaomu said that you would think about it seriously. Can you give me your thoughts now? "
"Sister, I can't. I haven't thought about it yet. I'm going to take a good stroll in Jiangnan. I don't want to think about work. Is that okay? " Liu Lihai said so to the phone. In fact, he wanted to say to Liu Liu directly, "I still want to stay in the officialdom, as long as there is a glimmer of hope." But he held back because Sister Leng asked him to wait quietly, so he couldn't make any more trouble.
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