Xiao Qin entered the room and saw Liu Lihai staring at his phone in a daze. She couldn't help but ask, "Brother, what's wrong?"
Liu Lihai was shocked and hurriedly said, "Nothing, nothing."
Xiao Qin didn't stand on ceremony. She sat directly beside Liu Lihai's bed, as if they were already very familiar with each other.
Liu Lihai didn't drive Xiao Qin away, but let her sit so close to him. His current mood was somewhat indescribable. Because of the existence of this and that kind of rules, and because of his own powerlessness.
"Brother, say it. You must have something on your mind. It's better to say it than to keep it in your heart. Besides, you need to relax and recuperate now, so that the wound can heal better. "Xiao Qin enlightened Liu Lihai like an elder sister.
"Xiao Qin, you're still young. There are some things you don't understand, and it's best not to understand anything. A muddled life is happier than a smart life. At least I think so now. Especially for women, a muddled life will definitely be a happy life, because silly people have their own blessings. And working hard is a man's business. It's best for women not to get involved. " Liu Lihai looked at Xiao Qin's pink face, which was still full of childish colors. He had to say that Xiao Qin's pink and tender face really made him want to touch it. Even Liu Lihai's age had this desire, let alone an older man. If she continued to stay in the special care industry, sooner or later she would become the prey of some uncle or old man. Just like Zi Di, if she didn't have such a sweet appearance, if she didn't have such a charming voice, would she become the prey of Liu Liu's capital? Would she become a gift to Chief Steward Guo? Therefore, it was said that a woman's excessive beauty was sometimes a disaster. But these, Liu Lihai couldn't say it directly to Xiao Qin.
"Brother, men always say that a woman's career is to marry a good man, but where do you think the good men are now? My sisters had come in through connections of one sort or another, and were married to people who lived a common life. I don't want to live like them, but I also don't want to rely on a man. Since the day I entered the medical school, I had been working hard to learn all kinds of skills. When I didn't dare to take an injection, I forced myself to do it. Moreover, I used my hands as a training ground. Time and time again, I forced myself to watch myself take an injection. My body was a mess of needles, but I endured it because I wanted to rely on my skills to make a living one day. But I didn't expect to go back to my own city to be a nurse, I still needed all kinds of connections. Girls without connections had to rely on their connections to get this job. I had to rely on my luck to get a job. So, most girls or doctors left their hometown and went to a big city. Because such unspoken rules are much less in the big city. I also wanted to leave. I. but I wanted to.. I wanted to. I. Qin and I, my parents, he. We are the only child of this generation. It can be said that we have all the doting from our parents, but at the same time, all the responsibilities are also gathered on us.
Sometimes I wish I was a man. At least I could work hard for my career. Why is it so difficult for women to work hard for their career? Even you think so, not to mention other men. It's because you men think that the sky belongs to you, and you have to support it. You don't need women to support it, so women become your playthings. " When Xiao Qin said these words, the childish color in her eyes disappeared, and it was replaced by more melancholy than an adult.
Liu Lihai realized that he was too superficial in his view of women. Just like how he thought Zi Di was a simple girl, a woman who needed to be fed by love. However, she still threw herself into Butler Guo's arms as fast as possible and said that Liuliu forced her. If she really didn't want to, she could call him. He didn't have the ability to help her completely, but at least he had the ability to stop this matter from being delayed. But she didn't call him. Probably in her mind, he was just a small secretary.
At least, Liu Lihai was surprised that such a childish Xiao Qin would say such a thing. In fact, he really regarded Xiao Qin as a little girl, but from what she said, he understood that she was no longer a child, and she could not live a muddle-headed life.
Liu Lihai was even sadder. He looked at Xiao Qin and didn't know what to say for a long time. As an independent child, Xiao Qin's responsibility was also the responsibility he had been suppressing himself. The unspoken rules in Xiao Qin's eyes were too childish for him. But when such childish rules were everywhere, he still felt sorry for these girls. At least now he has a feeling of desolation, as if all the good cabbages have been taken by pigs. Although he has taken Zi Di's first time, in a sense, he has also joined the ranks of those who have taken the cabbages. But when he hears Little Qin say these things so realistically, he is still angry for himself and for more rules that exist in this kind of trade.
"Xiao Qin, if you don't want to be a special care nurse, go back to a normal ward and be a nurse. At the very least, you will be able to help more people by practicing the technique of injecting. At the very least, you can choose a man who is similar to you and live a simple life together with your husband and children. Although you don't think a muddled life is a kind of happiness for a woman, at least you don't have to be involved in the unspoken rules. I don't want to talk about the unspoken rules with you because in my eyes, you are still a girl who hasn't grown up. There is no need to put too many bad things in your heart. The heart is a place for us to store happiness, to store positive energy, to store yearning and ideals, not to store these messy things, don't you think? " Liu Lihai stared at Xiao Qin, and at this time, he didn't have the slightest idea of playing with this girl.
As soon as Liu Lihai's words fell, Xiao Qin stared back at him tightly, as if he had suddenly become an unfamiliar person, and a bad person who would not do anything.
"Xiao Qin, don't look at me like this, okay?" Liu Lihai was uncomfortable being stared at by Xiao Qin, so he looked away and said so.
"Brother, why do I feel that you are a great man more and more, and more and more I feel that it is right to take care of you, and my painstaking efforts are also right." Xiao Qin said so.
Liu Lihai was a little uncomfortable. It turned out that he just wanted to use Xiao Qin to flirt with the boring days in the doctor, but he didn't expect that this girl, who was heartless in his eyes, had been working hard to trap him, just to become a formal nurse in this hospital.
Liu Lihai didn't want to talk anymore, and silently picked up the phone again.
Seeing Liu Lihai like this, Xiao Qin couldn't help but ask, "Brother, did I say something wrong?"
"No." Liu Lihai said a word sullenly. He now found that he really didn't understand women.
"Brother, I must have said something wrong. I've really put in a lot of effort for you. I personally went to the market to pick out the freshest vegetables, and the rice you eat was also specially bought by my father from the countryside. There are too many genetically modified foods nowadays, and you can't tell which ones are and which ones are not. In order to choose a real organic food, you really need to put in a lot of effort. I take care of you so painstakingly. First, you look really handsome. I know I can't match up to you, but to be able to keep you in my dream, to be able to change your medicine, to be able to personally prepare this kind of food for you, and even to be able to feed you the food I prepared, I think it is a very beautiful memory, a memory that is worth keeping. This memory has nothing to do with whether you can help me or not, although I know that as long as I take care of you with care, you will definitely help me in the end. But when I take care of you, I don't want to make a deal with you. No matter how muddle-headed a woman needs to be, a truly muddle-headed woman has no future and no happiness to speak of. Now is no longer the era when a woman only stays at home to teach her husband and son. I have no intention of becoming a strong woman or a tough woman, but I need to take care of my parents and bear all the responsibilities that you men have. This responsibility also requires me to work hard like you.
I also know that I can solve my job by relying on unspoken rules, but unspoken rules are only useful when we are young. What about when we are older? Should we just wait for death? Should we live by looking at a man's face? If that's the case, I'd rather not get married. I'd rather concentrate on being a good nurse and rely on my parents. "Xiao Qin's words fell into Liu Lihai's heart, and he realized that he had misunderstood her.
"Xiao Qin, I'm sorry. I misunderstood you just now. "Liu Lihai hurriedly explained.
"What did I say that made you misunderstand?" Xiao Qin laughed. With this laugh, there seemed to be a kind of gluing force between the two of them, pulling her very, very close to him.
"I thought when you said that you have good intentions for me, you meant unspoken rules or something." Liu Lihai also laughed.
"Hmph, you men really think differently from women. If I wanted unspoken rules, I would have already found an uncle. "Xiao Qin laughed heartlessly at this time. "In fact, women are also lustful. When you came, I thought you were so handsome, so I rushed to take care of you. Of course, they were also willing to let me take care of them. Not many people are willing to take care of others. "
"Haha. It seems that being handsome also has the upper hand. "Liu Lihai's mood suddenly became cheerful again, and he joked with Xiao Qin.
"Of course. You men like beautiful women, and when you walk on the street, you want to see this kind of women everywhere. Aren't we women allowed to admire handsome men? Lustful hearts, everyone has it. We love to watch Korean dramas because there are so many handsome guys in them, and they are so handsome that they make us yearn for them infinitely. "With a joke, both of them suddenly relaxed. And as long as they could joke, there was no need to be so fake between the two of them.
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