This uncontrollable feeling only made Cymbidium Japonicum think that everything in her hands was just a bubble. She couldn't help but think of how it felt when she "didn't have a personality." She didn't fit in, but she pretended to be calm. She felt sad and inferior, but she acted like it didn't matter.
After the age of 12, the surprise of obtaining a strong "personality" and the huge improvement in the process of breaking in, as well as the pride of successfully obtaining the Hero's Recommended Student quota, made his fragile outer skin inflate. He felt that everything was under his control and that everything would turn out well.
But after entering Xiongying, everyone else was working hard to expand their abilities and explore the potential of their personality. She, on the other hand, was starting from scratch and had to adapt to a new ability. She even had to undergo a shameful transformation before she could use it. Moreover, the renewal of her "ability" was more frequent than before. She had a faint premonition that this wasn't a good thing.
She worked hard to break into the third round of the Sports Festival. The deepest impression she left on the audience and the media was the fresh label of "transforming into a hero."
Cymbidium Japonicum always felt that professional heroes had to abide by the bottom line of law and discipline. They had to work hard to protect society and the people. It was a kind of strength that could bring peace of mind. But in her first workplace experience, her "ability" made a big mistake. Although everyone comforted her and exonerated her, nothing could compare to seeing the enemy disappear under her own attack.
Things piled up one after another. Cymbidium Japonicum felt strange again.
She prepared for the worst and fell into self-doubt.
Can I really be a good hero? What's wrong with my personality? Could there be an even worse accident?
What she feared and doubted was not the past, but the unknown future.
Cymbidium Japonicum, who was in low spirits, and Bombardment Jelly, who was deep in thought, walked absent-mindedly. Cymbidium Japonicum realized that they were getting closer and closer to her home. Only then did she realize that their destination might be the same.
This discovery surprised her a little. If her home was so close, but she didn't realize it for an entire semester, it would be very strange. Cymbidium Japonicum saw that they were getting closer and closer to her home, so she asked carefully, "Student Bombardment, did you think about the consequences when you fought with the" hero killer "?"
He was sent to the hospital and was almost punished.
Bombardment Jelly was slightly taken aback. "Consequences? At that time, he only wanted to do his best to protect the others and didn't have the time to think so much. Saving others is the duty of a hero. "
"What if you accidentally kill the criminal?"
Bombardment Jelly's gaze was firm, and he said in a steady voice, "Stein is very strong. I want to defeat him, not only to protect my companions, but also to survive. There aren't so many reasons and pros and cons on the battlefield. You can't leave someone in the lurch just because you want to abide by the law. You can't not do your best because you're afraid of breaking the rules. "
"You …" Cymbidium Japonicum looked at Bombardment Jelly's expression. Her deepest understanding of him was that he was as cold and direct as if he were killing gods when he met them during the entrance exam for the guaranteed admission students. However, after a few interactions with him, she realized that he was serious to the point of being a little cute. But just like the other girls in the class, the most common impression of Bombardment Jelly was that he was a silent, cold, handsome guy.
But he didn't expect that under the icy exterior, there was a fiery heart.
But probably everyone who really wanted to become a professional hero had a similar belief.
Cymbidium Japonicum pressed her finger on the red and swollen wound on her palm. The faint pain made her extremely aware of her existence. Her heart, which had been splashed with a bucket of cold water, started to beat enthusiastically again.
"I don't regret it either." If she had to choose again and knew that using "Corona Of The Moon" would cause such chaos, she would have used it decisively. No matter what the police's final result was, no matter whether she would be punished or punished, she would accept it calmly. The choice on the battlefield was the best solution at that time. Since she had done it, she had to face the results after the battle.
When Bombardment Jelly heard Cymbidium Japonicum's words, he was slightly stunned. Then, he thought of the missing criminal in the "commercial street incident." The police were still looking for the criminal.
"Thank you," Cymbidium Japonicum said hurriedly when she realized that they were about to reach home. "Bombardment Student gives off a very reliable feeling."
Maybe it was because he didn't like to talk, but he was a good person to talk to. His expression was always calm. It felt like she was talking to a Buddha statue in a temple.
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What kind of strange illusion suddenly appeared?
Cymbidium Japonicum couldn't wait to knock on her own head and beat out her wandering thoughts.
"We're at my house," Cymbidium Japonicum pointed to the door plate of "Kizuki Residence." "Bombardment Student, is your house still inside?"
Bombardment Jelly nodded. "It's on the other side." After the two of them said goodbye, Bombardment Jelly walked deeper into the path unhurriedly.
When Cymbidium Japonicum walked through the courtyard, she heard a slight sound of friction. She looked up and saw a delicate puppet holding a plate of snacks steadily walking towards her.
"Grandpa —" Cymbidium Japonicum bent down and held the snacks in her hands. Then, she picked up the puppet from the ground and pulled back the almost transparent thread that covered the puppet.
Hideki Watsuki. Personality: Thread. Flexible threads grow from his fingertips. Can control objects or humans like a puppeteer.
Hideki Watsuki often used his personality to make Cymbidium Japonicum happy. Recently, he found that his granddaughter's mentality was abnormal. He thought that she should face setbacks and learn how to guide herself, so he didn't talk to her about it.
But every day, he felt like a cat was scratching his heart. His sternness didn't last for more than a few days before he couldn't help but pamper his granddaughter. She was like a flower in a greenhouse. Even if she had to face the storm one day, as an elder, he wanted to resist it for her for a while longer.
Cymbidium Japonicum had lived a good life since she was young. Her grandfather, a professional hero, had taught her personally. Apart from her personality flaw, she could be said to be a proud daughter of heaven. But Hideki Watsuki also knew that her heart was weak. Because of her personality problem in elementary school, she often hid and cried secretly. She didn't want her family to know that she cried. She thought that no one would find out if she wiped her tears and smiled.
Every time he saw Cymbidium Japonicum's small body with her head raised and her red and swollen eyes smiling, Hideki Watsuki thought that even if his granddaughter's personality was trash, he would protect her dreams and make her a professional hero.
"Xiao Kui —" Hideki Watsuki patted the wooden floor beside him and said to Cymbidium Japonicum.
When Cymbidium Japonicum heard her grandfather's drawn-out call, she knew that he wanted to have a love conversation with her. She sat next to her grandfather obediently and pricked up her ears.
"Did you know that during the second to third generations, there was an extreme view in society that believed that heroes had the right and duty to directly execute criminals?" Hideki Watsuki used a fairytale tone to talk about the cruel reality. "If you want to eliminate crime, you have to start by erasing the criminals. They believe that this kind of strong pressure can effectively curb the high crime rate."
"But for heroes, fighting crime is just a way to maintain social peace. If justice is abused, there is no difference between justice and evil. Any hero's actions on the battlefield are based on their judgment of the battle situation and the enemy, and not a prediction of the outcome. Grandpa has also made mistakes in his career, but after receiving the punishment he deserves, he still has to shoulder the responsibility of being a hero. If your starting point is right, then you have a clear conscience. "
"I understand, and I don't regret it." Cymbidium Japonicum said seriously. "Grandpa, did you know? I have a classmate called Explode. His personality is very strong, but he clearly knows the consequences of using his personality, which direction to attack, and how much he uses to avoid causing harm. Bombardment Jelly also knows which degree of ice he creates to control the enemy's behavior and which degree of ice he creates to harm the enemy. "
Even Midoriya Idehisa has gradually mastered the use of his personality.
Cymbidium Japonicum looked at Hideki Watsuki's expression. "But I don't know. I only know how to use the ability I get, but I don't know what the consequences will be after using it. I didn't know before, so I used it blindly. This time, when I use a new ability on the enemy, I don't know if it will make him disappear or die. I also don't know what the next ability will be, when it will appear, and when it will disappear. "
"This feeling of not being able to control one's personality is very scary."
Hideki Watsuki rubbed Cymbidium Japonicum's hair. "When my personality first awakened, I didn't know how to use it. I didn't even know what it was used for. But it was during my constant exploration that I discovered how to use my personality and its limits. Your two classmates must have gone through a long period of exploration before they learned how to control it. It's just that your personality needs to be explored more because of the short amount of time. Think about it. Since your personality awakened until now, hasn't your understanding of it been constantly changing and deepening? "
Cymbidium Japonicum was slightly surprised, but then nodded.
"People are greedy. When they don't have a personality, they want a personality; when they have a mediocre personality, they want a strong personality; when they have a strong personality, they feel that they can't use it well enough, and that they are inferior to others." Hideki Watsuki's tone carried a hint of self-mockery. "Actually, it's not easy to control what you have. Your personality is only scary because it has no precedent. But you can't give up on it just because it's uncontrollable once. "
"I don't want to give up." Cymbidium Japonicum retorted. When her grandfather glanced at her, she puffed up her cheeks and looked away.
Alright, there was just a little bit of self-doubt, but only a little bit.
"You can work harder to explore its application and potential. Just like what you said when you were young: Although I don't have a personality, I can also become an outstanding hero through auxiliary equipment and other skills."
Cymbidium Japonicum blushed a little. She felt that she might be able to go back in time. She nodded to show that she had listened to her grandfather's words.
But even if she understood the principles, there were still obstacles to truly integrating it into action.
However, Cymbidium Japonicum wasn't in the mood to care about the secrets of her personality. When she heard that the actual combat part of the final exam was against the battle robots, she relaxed half of her heart.
Then, for the other half of the written exam, she had to help Chako Hikari consolidate her homework. The little girl's face as she looked at her textbook every day was too miserable, miserable and cute.
After school, Cymbidium Japonicum and Chako Hikari agreed to go to a fast food restaurant near the school for tutoring. When they opened the door of the restaurant, before they were attracted by the tempting smell of the food in the restaurant, they heard a deafening roar.
"Is your brain filled with stones too? Why don't you understand? "
This was followed by the sound of a few knocks on the head.
"Don't use your personality to harden your brain!"
Explode and Sharo Sejima's tutoring room was filled with the smell of perfume, making the two girls flinch. They looked at each other and saw the desire to escape in each other's eyes.
"Kizuki! Hikari! "Sharo Sejima shouted their names as if he had seen hope.
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