Lin Shiyu was wearing a black knitted dress that perfectly accentuated her slender figure. The hem of the dress was shorter than usual and it only covered her knees, revealing her long legs. Her legs were extremely beautiful, fair and slender. They were the type of legs that Fu Qinglun liked. Fu Qinglun's heart skipped a beat when he saw Lin Shiyu's figure.
Her black, curly hair was tied into a low ponytail, revealing her beautiful, swan-like neck. She had black hair, pale skin, and red lips. Her temperament had always been cold, and she was a high-class model.
The man asked her why she didn't bring Little Lemon to look for him?
Lin Shiyu curved her red lips and her pretty eyes landed on the man's handsome face. "I didn't think of looking for you for the past three years."
What did she say?
Fu Qinglun's breathing deepened and his chest started heaving up and down. A huge rage surged to his brain, burning his rationality. "Lin Shiyu, you stole my child and took away my daughter. How dare you still be so arrogant and presumptuous now?"
With that, he grasped her shoulders and shook them hard. "Little Lemon is my daughter. She's already three years old this year. I was absent from her life for three years. She didn't have a father for three years. Lin Shiyu, how can you be so heartless?"
This woman was so heartless. She had watched as father and daughter were separated from each other.
Little Lemon yearned for a father's love. She was still sick and he, as a Papa, had actually been late for three years in her life.
Fu Qinglun felt as though a knife had been stabbed deep into his heart. He was in so much pain.
Lin Shiyu looked at the man calmly. "You're Little Lemon's father. I've never thought of hiding this fact. As for why you asked me why I didn't bring Little Lemon to look for you, I think it's ridiculous. Why should I bring Little Lemon to look for you?
"When I found out that I was pregnant, I was already bleeding. The first thing the doctor asked me was, 'Don't you know that you habitually miscarried?'
"I was stunned then. I was only 21 years old when I was pregnant with Little Lemon. How could I habitually miscarry at such a young age?"
Fu Qinglun froze. This was an eternal pain in his heart.
He had hurt her body at the riverside when she was young. She had bled a lot to clear the palace for the miscarriage and her body was ruined. The doctor said that she would habitually miscarry in the future.
He didn't tell her, he didn't dare.
He really didn't dare.
"The doctor advised me to terminate the pregnancy because if I bleed heavily during the pregnancy, I might die with both of us. The doctor even tactfully told me that foreign countries are more advanced in their thinking and that I can adopt a child in the future. I rejected it directly. I don't understand why I should adopt a child. I'm a woman. Pregnancy and childbirth are given by God. I also have the right to be a mother."
"For the next seven months, I stayed in bed to protect the fetus. The doctor came every day to give me a shot to protect the fetus. I worked very hard to eat, sleep, and do prenatal education. I want my baby to be born safely and healthily!"
"But I was born prematurely. My water broke when I was seven months old. Little Lemon was so small when she was born, she didn't even weigh three kilograms. The doctor said that her vital signs were weak and asked me to be prepared."
"Little Lemon has been sent to the incubator. While the other pregnant women are practicing breastfeeding with their families around them, I can only look at her from outside the window every day. Then, I'll go home at night and squeeze out all the milk that's popping out.
"Little Lemon has been sent to the hospital so many times over the past three years. We've spent all our time in the hospital. I'm sorry, I've only been thinking about how to keep Little Lemon alive for the past three years. I didn't consider that I would owe you and your father three years of absence. It's my fault, I'm really sorry."
Hearing her words, especially her two 'sorry' at the end, Fu Qinglun's heart clenched in pain.
He didn't mean it that way.
He didn't mean to blame her.
She had given birth to his daughter. She had been raising her daughter alone for the past three years. It had been really tough.
His heart ached for Little Lemon, but his heart ached for her even more.
He also wanted to say a few caring words. His large palms clasped her smooth shoulders tightly. Right now, he wanted to knead this woman into his bones and blood. He wanted to hug her, kiss her, and love her. He wanted to use all of his strength to do so.
There had never been a woman who would leave such a mark in his life.
He really wasn't blaming her. He was blaming himself. Why did he miss out on her for the past three years?
He could have gone back to look for her in the past three years.
With his current status and position, he could have found her.
But he didn't.
He only left her outside of his world.
Fu Qinglun knitted his brows. His eyes had already turned bloodshot. His calloused fingers caressed her cold face and he murmured hoarsely, "Shi 'shi, I …" Lin Shiyu pushed his hand away.
Lin Shiyu pushed his hand away and said in a calm and resolute manner, "If I had known that you were acquainted with Sikong, and that you were doing so well now, and that you could give Little Lemon even better things, I would have definitely brought Little Lemon to look for you."
Was that all?
She should have known that this wasn't what he was asking.
He was asking why she didn't bring Little Lemon to look for him?
What he meant was, when she was helpless and alone, did she ever think of him?
Did she ever think of looking for him and relying on him?
It wasn't because of Little Lemon. It was just because she thought of him. She had thought of him and loved him for the past three years.
"Fu Qinglun, I know that you didn't mean to harm me when I was young. You mistook me for Lu Qi 'er and doted on her ever since then, but it was just a freak accident. You were also in pain when the baby was miscarried, and it wasn't your intention for Little Lemon to have sepsis. You're innocent, I know all of this. You're not at fault at all, but I'm sorry. I really can't forgive you." Fu Qinglun took a step back, his eyes cold and emotionless.
But I'm sorry, I really can't forgive you. "Ever since I met you when I was six and saved you, I felt like I was having a nightmare. This nightmare hasn't stopped even now."
Fu Qinglun's throat bobbed. He had so many things to say, but he couldn't say a single word at this moment.
Everyone knew that he was not at fault. In front of everyone, he was magnanimous and composed. But in front of her, he was a sinner.
If anyone in this world wanted to judge him, only she had the right to do so.
He owed her so much.
He owed her so much.
At this moment, any words would be useless.
Lin Shiyu glanced at him and turned to leave.
She pulled open the door to the staircase, wanting to go out.
"Aiya!" The door opened and a person fell in.
Grandma!
Grandma had been hiding outside and eavesdropping for a long time. She had heard everything.
Lin Shiyu froze. "Grandma, who are you?"
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