It had been a day of heavy rain. There was an endless stream of people and cars in front of the traffic lights. Feng Sinan stood in the rain, one hand on the window of the front passenger seat. He looked at her and told her — -Su Xiaoying, I like you.
Su Xiaoying heard the pitter-patter of rain outside. The cool autumn rain inexplicably made people feel cold and sentimental.
Su Xiaoying lifted her eyes and looked at Feng Sinan. "It wasn't you, was it?"
Feng Sinan's deep and narrow eyes instantly darkened. He knew that she had found out his secret.
Actually, he knew that he couldn't hide it.
Feng Sinan gazed deeply at Su Xiaoying's beautiful face and slowly curved his thin lips. "Su Xiaoying, it doesn't matter whether it was me or not. What's important is that the man you've loved for so many years has always been me. Although you loved the wrong person, love is love.
"Xiao Ying, I love you too. If you ask me how much I love you, my love is for you to turn back, for you to be reborn."
Su Xiaoying shook her head. "Perhaps it's not important to you, but it's very important to me. Feng Sinan, you should go back. I still stand by what I said, there's no way between us."
"Why? Just because I've had so many women? Just because I cheated? "Feng Sinan lowered his voice." Alright, I'll apologize to you. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. "
Feng Sinan also had times when he was at a loss for words. Apart from apologizing, he didn't know what else he could say.
He knew that she was calculative. It was normal. He had had many women and she should be calculative. But he didn't know how to make up for it.
It was all in the past. There was no medicine for regret in this world.
"Feng Sinan, that's enough. Our relationship ends here. I've taken the wrong path and I don't want to continue down it. From now on, you are you and I am me. We have nothing to do with each other anymore."
Su Xiaoying reached out her small hand and pried his fingers off the car window one by one. Then, she slid her hand up the car window.
At this moment, the red light turned green. Su Xiaoying looked at Feng Chen. "Dr. Feng, let's go."
Feng Chen glanced at Feng Sinan. "Xiao Ying, are you sure you want to leave? Sinan seems to be injured."
Su Xiaoying raised her eyes to look at the rearview mirror. There was a large pool of blood where Feng Sinan had been standing.
She didn't notice it earlier, but now she realized that the wound on his chest had torn open and was bleeding profusely.
He did not leave. Standing in the rain like this, it was easy for the wound to become infected and inflamed.
Su Xiaoying withdrew her gaze. "Let's go."
Feng Chen nodded. "Okay, I'll call Secretary Jin."
The Maybach sped away.
…
The car drove off, and so did Su Xiaoying. Feng Sinan stood rooted to the spot as he watched their disappearing figures.
Clenching his fists tightly by his sides, Feng Sinan felt a sharp pain in his heart.
It was as if a large palm had drilled in and taken away his heart. That feeling of emptiness was accompanied by a heart-wrenching pain that was almost unbearable.
He had never felt anything like this before.
Was this … love?
Feng Sinan's thin lips curled into a silly smile. He was right. He couldn't afford to play around with things like relationships.
If he had known that his heart was in so much pain, he wouldn't have played.
He was dumped.
Ha.
At this moment, a luxurious limousine stopped and Secretary Jin ran over with a black umbrella. "President."
Secretary Jin had worked for this man for so many years, but this was the first time he had seen him so out of control.
"President, it's time for us to go back. You abandoned everything and wanted this day's time. I don't know what happened between you and Miss Su today, but I'm deeply shocked by your decision. You actually chose to give up everything for Miss Su.
"But in such a high position, everyone has no choice. President, you have made too many enemies. Once you fall, it won't be just Feng Hao and the other political enemies who will pounce on you in a frenzy.
"President, forget about this day. This is the craziest, most romantic, and most tragic day of your life."
…
Luo Shui Wan villa.
Feng Sinan returned in the wee hours of the morning. He took off his wet clothes and the doctor came to treat his wound. However, Feng Sinan's wound was already infected and soon, he had a high fever.
Feng Sinan's fever had only subsided last night. Tonight, his fever had returned.
Feng Sinan lay on the soft bed in the room. Waves of heat washed over him. His body was boiling, his temperature reaching 42 degrees Celsius.
It was unbearable.
"Su Xiaoying … Su Xiaoying …"
Feng Sinan, who was in a daze from the fever, moved his dry lips. The room was dark and there was no light at all. In the darkness, he murmured Su Xiaoying's name hoarsely.
"Su Xiaoying … I want a hug …"
He said he wanted a hug.
Feng Sinan stretched out his hand and groped around him. He wanted to feel that small, warm, and jade-like body.
But there was nothing. It was empty beside him.
Feng Sinan hugged the pillow that Su Xiaoying usually used. The pillow was soft and still smelled of her body fragrance.
He buried his handsome face deep into the pillow.
He couldn't sleep.
Feng Sinan's body was so weak that he wanted to sleep. But without Su Xiaoying by his side, he couldn't sleep.
In the darkness, Feng Sinan slowly opened his eyes. The loneliness beside him made him unable to sleep. His mind and heart were filled with Su Xiaoying.
Feng Sinan reached out, opened the drawer beside the bed, and took out the bottle of sleeping pills.
He poured out a few sleeping pills. Without any water, he popped them into his mouth and swallowed them.
As his consciousness gradually returned to silence and darkness, Feng Sinan closed his eyes.
…
Footsteps could be heard in the corridor outside the room. Jin Zhe had rushed over with the doctor.
Jin Zhe pushed open the door to the room. It was so dark inside that one couldn't see their fingers in front of them. The curtains were drawn tightly, blocking out the light. In short, the atmosphere in the room was oppressive and suffocating.
"President."
Jin Zhe called out and reached out to turn on the wall lights in the room.
The warm yellow light shone down. Jin Zhe looked up and saw Feng Sinan sleeping on the bed with his eyes closed.
"President."
Jin Zhe walked to the bed and called out a few times, but Feng Sinan didn't wake up.
Jin Zhe's heart sank. Feng Sinan had always been a light sleeper. The slightest movement would wake him up. There was no way he would sleep so deeply.
At this moment, he stepped on something. Jin Zhe looked down and saw that a bottle of sleeping pills had fallen onto the carpet. The pills inside had all spilled out.
President had taken sleeping pills!
"President, wake up!"
Jin Zhe reached out to touch Feng Sinan. Only then did he realize that Feng Sinan's hands and feet were cold.
Jin Zhe's eyes widened in horror. He didn't seem to be able to breathe. "Doctor, doctor, come quickly!"
In the wee hours of the morning, the Luo Shui Wan villa was brightly lit. Feng Sinan had swallowed more than ten sleeping pills and was pushed to the operating table for emergency treatment. Mobile users, please browse and read. For a better reading experience, please visit IAI.
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