Princess Jia Luo was so frightened by Xuan Ying's shout that her legs gave way and she almost collapsed onto the carpet.
She was doomed. She was doomed.
Xuan Ying's handsome features were so dark that they looked like they were about to drip water. He clenched his fists tightly by his sides and his ink-black eyes were bloodshot as he charged towards Princess Jia Luo.
Princess Jia Luo had actually told Lingling about him castrating himself. Xuan Ying even wanted to kill her.
At this moment, a soft hand reached over and grasped his large palm. "Xuan Ying."
Xuan Ying stopped in his tracks. He slowly turned his head and looked at Xia Ling.
Xia Ling's delicate face was completely pale. She looked at Xuan Ying in shock. "Is what Princess Jia Luo said true? Three years ago, you … you castrated yourself?"
Xuan Ying pursed his lips into a firm line. After a long while, he nodded. "Mm."
He didn't want her to know about this, but since Princess Jia Luo had already said it, he couldn't hide it anymore.
"Why?" Xia Ling asked.
Xuan Ying furrowed his handsome brows and said in a low voice, "Three years ago, Mu Mu was kidnapped and I was forced to get married. On our wedding night, I was forced to drink a strong aphrodisiac. Only a woman can relieve the effects, so I …"
"So you castrated yourself? Xuan Ying, are you crazy? "
Xuan Ying furrowed his brows and gave a self-deprecating smile. "Lingling, I know I've let you down. When you left, I chased after you to the airport and wanted to give you a gilded black card, but you didn't accept it. Lingling, it's been so many years. You gave birth to Mu Mu for me, but I've never given you anything. I think the only thing I can give you is that … I've never betrayed you. I've only ever had you as my woman."
His body was clean, his heart was also clean. No matter how dark and twisted he was in the past, he had never betrayed her.
Xia Ling's eyes reddened and a layer of tears formed in her eyes. "Xuan Ying, you castrated yourself, you crippled yourself. Do you know what that means? I don't need you to do that, I'd rather you …"
"Lingling," Xuan Ying interrupted her. "You don't have to blame yourself. This is my decision, it has nothing to do with you."
Xia Ling raised her hand to cover her red lips. No wonder his body wasn't responding. He couldn't take it anymore.
He had hugged and kissed her and she had even seduced him, but he hadn't responded at all. He really couldn't take it anymore.
Xia Ling didn't know what this meant for a man.
Seeing that she was about to burst into tears, Xuan Ying lifted his large hand to caress her face. "Lingling, don't cry. Don't cry for me in the future."
Xia Ling held his hand slowly, holding it tightly. She looked at him with teary eyes. "Xuan Ying, I … I can …"
"Lingling." Xuan Ying promptly retracted his hand. "Don't pity me. Don't choose to be with me just because of my body. Please leave me some dignity. I don't need this kind of charity."
He didn't tell her about how he had castrated himself because he didn't want to show her that side of himself. He still had a little bit of dignity left, he didn't need her charity.
"Xuan Ying …"
Xia Ling wanted to say something, but an underling ran over. "Silver Mask King, the private yacht has reached the shore. We need to leave now."
They had reached the shore.
They had already reached Country A.
Xuan Ying said in a low voice, "I understand."
The underling retreated.
"Lingling, I'll leave first. Don't run around after reaching the shore. I'll send two people to protect you."
With that, Xuan Ying turned around and left.
Xia Ling stood on the spot, watching as the man's handsome figure gradually disappeared from her sight.
…
Xuan Ying gave some instructions and returned to his room to take some things.
He wore a black trench coat and stood by the side of the bed, holstering a gun at his waist.
At this moment, he suddenly heard a series of light footsteps. Someone had entered his room.
He didn't need to turn around to know who it was. It was Lingling.
Xia Ling walked in and stood behind him. She wrapped her arms around his trim waist, hugging him tightly from behind.
Feeling her soft body and the warmth of her body, Xuan Ying's tall body froze.
"Lingling, you really don't have to do this."
Xia Ling pressed her face against his strong back, nuzzling against him like a kitten. "Xuan Ying, let's be together. I want to be with you."
Xuan Ying held onto her hand, wanting to push it away. He knew that he couldn't indulge in her gentleness, but his calloused fingertips caressed her smooth skin and he couldn't bear to move away.
"Lingling, don't seduce me like this. You should know that I won't be able to resist your seduction.
"I'm just a normal man. Facing the woman I love, I want to make you mine. I'm already a crippled man, but even in this state, you don't despise me and want to be with me. This is just too beautiful, like a dream. Besides, we still have Mu Mu. She's the continuation of our bloodline. Hugging you is like hugging the entire world."
"But I can't. I can't be so selfish. You're still young, you're only 24 years old. I …"
Xia Ling turned him around so that they were facing each other. "Xuan Ying, I don't mind. If you can't do it, then let's not do it. It's not like I have to do it."
"Lingling …"
Xia Ling tiptoed, kissing his thin lips. "Xuan Ying, don't you want me?"
She hooked her arms around his neck. "In ancient times, eunuchs always had to find partners. We can … we can do it in other ways. No matter what, I'm willing to be with you."
The moment she said that, Xuan Ying's breathing deepened and he reached out to hold her svelte waist. "Lingling, stop seducing me!"
Xia Ling's delicate face gradually blushed. "Xuan Ying, you've said it yourself. I'm young and beautiful now. There are many men who like me. I've already said that I don't mind and I'm willing to be with you. I'll be yours in the future. Why are you still being so stubborn? Do you think you can find someone better than me?
"Xuan Ying, this is the last chance I'm giving you. Do you want me or not? If you don't want me, I'll be with another man … Mmm!"
Xuan Ying bent down, kissing her red lips forcefully, turning all her words into moans.
Babies, the last update is here. Ni Shang has something to do outside today, so the update is a little late. Let's meet again tomorrow morning. Happy Valentine's Day. You're all Ni Shang's little lovers.
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