She didn't want anything anymore. She just wanted Little Lemon to live well.
Fu Qinglun curved his thin lips and said in a hoarse voice, "You don't want me anymore because of Little Lemon?"
Lin Shiyu took a few steps back. "Every time Little Lemon suffers, I would always wonder if I shouldn't have given birth to her three years ago. At that time, the doctor advised me to have an abortion. I was selfish. Mommy passed away and I was left alone. I felt so lonely and I wanted to give birth to her so that she could accompany me." Lin Shiyu took a few steps back.
"But Little Lemon didn't have a good life with me. She was always sick, and because of her septicemia, she couldn't play like a normal child. She couldn't laugh under the sun and play like a normal child. She matured and became sensitive too early, and she became like this.
"I want to save her. I really want to save her. It hurts so much here that I can't breathe …"
Lin Shiyu's luscious lashes quivered. She reached out and grabbed her chest. She wanted to dig her heart out so that she wouldn't feel any pain.
Her fair eyes were red and there was a layer of tears in them. In the cold winter wind, her body was cold and she looked like she would fall from the slightest gust of wind.
Fu Qinglun felt his heart wrench. Every breath he took hurt too. After knowing Shi 'shi for so many years, this was the first time he saw the cold, stubborn and aloof Shi' shi reveal such a weak side.
At the end of the day, it was all his fault.
If it wasn't for him, she wouldn't have hurt her body and suffered from this chronic abortion problem.
His throat was dry. He stretched out his large palm and took a step forward, wanting to hug her. "Shi 'shi …"
"Don't touch me!"
Lin Shiyu retreated and looked at him warily. "Fu Qinglun, don't touch me. I'm begging you. Every time you come near me, I feel even more pain here. It's not the most painful, it's even more painful. Don't force me …"
Fu Qinglun froze in his tracks. He couldn't take another step forward. Her words echoed in his ears.
Now, every inch he came near was forcing her.
He knew very well that her love for him.
In the past, she had once said that even if she had to die, she would never let him have a child with another woman.
Now, it wasn't her death, but Little Lemon's life.
On one side was him, and on the other side was Little Lemon. She couldn't breathe.
Her heart was bleeding to give up on him.
Now, no one was more miserable than she was.
His love had become her deepest pain.
Fu Qinglun slowly retracted his hand in mid-air. His eyes were red and his lips curved upwards. He knew that he shouldn't be like this anymore.
He should do something to stop her pain.
He would protect his woman and daughter.
"Alright, Shi 'shi, I'll call Si Kong and prepare to look for a surrogate. I'll give birth to a child with another woman. I'll definitely save Little Lemon," Fu Qinglun said softly.
Hearing his promise, Lin Shiyu could hear the sound of her heart relaxing. He had agreed, he had agreed.
However, her heart fell to the ground, broken, broken all over the ground.
She heard the sound of her heart breaking.
Lowering her head, she looked at her toes. Her voice was emotionless, as though she was giving instructions. "Mm, the sooner the better. Little Lemon can't wait any longer."
"Shi 'shi, I'll send you home."
Lin Shiyu shook her head. "It's okay, you can go back by yourself. Also, I want to move out of Castle Guding. I want to rent an apartment near the hospital so that I can take care of Little Lemon more easily."
Fu Qinglun's eyes narrowed. "You want to move out?"
She actually wanted to separate from him.
She said that she couldn't tolerate having a single grain of sand in her heart, but he didn't expect her to go this far.
He had always known that she was ruthless, but he didn't expect her to be this ruthless.
"Shi 'shi …"
"You can go back first. I'm leaving."
Without waiting for him to speak, Lin Shiyu turned around and walked in the opposite direction.
"Shi 'shi!"
"Fu Qinglun, don't follow me. Let me take a breather."
Fu Qinglun wanted to chase after her, but he stopped in his tracks. His feet felt heavy and he could only watch as her elegant figure disappeared from his line of sight.
She had left.
She walked further and further away.
Fu Qinglun clenched his fists by his side and his eyes were red. He used all his strength to not chase after her.
Let her go.
Let her go so that she wouldn't be so upset.
Let her take a breather.
Give her some privacy and let her be free.
Fu Qinglun lifted his eyes to look at the bustling neon lights on the opposite side of the road. His dark red lips curved into a sarcastic smile. These five months of marriage was just like a beautiful dream, and now he had woken up from it.
He turned around and walked in the opposite direction.
After getting into the Maybach, he started the engine and sped along the road.
In the car, he hung the Bluetooth by his ear and dialed Sikong's number.
Soon after, Sikong picked up the call. "Hello, Ah Sen."
Fu Qinglun placed both hands on the steering wheel. The neon lights outside shone through the car windows and shone on his handsome facial features. He moved his thin lips expressionlessly. "I'll leave the matter of surrogacy to you. Choose the best eggs and find a good surrogate. I don't wish for any complications to arise."
Sikong remained silent for a few seconds. "Ah Sen, have you really decided?"
Fu Qinglun snorted. "Mm."
"Alright, leave it to me." Sikong hung up the call.
Fu Qinglun removed the Bluetooth by his ear and threw it on the passenger's seat. The car was very quiet, so quiet that it made him panic.
It was as though there was a piece of emptiness in his heart, and this piece of emptiness was getting bigger and bigger. Gradually, it was unbearable.
There was a screeching sound of brakes. The Maybach had stopped by the roadside.
Fu Qinglun turned the steering wheel and the Maybach made a turn and sped away.
He wanted to look for her.
He wanted to look for her.
He was afraid that once he let go, she would really leave.
Be it selfish or greedy, he wanted Little Lemon's health. Other than that, he also craved the tenderness that she gave him.
The Maybach turned around. Fu Qinglun's cold eyes looked through the shiny window, searching for that familiar pretty figure on the street.
He wanted to find her.
But he couldn't find her.
She had left and shouldn't be that fast. Why couldn't he find her?
Fu Qinglun dialed that familiar number.
The melodious ringtone sounded once and the call was picked up. Lin Shiyu's pretty voice was heard. "Where are you?"
"Where are you?"
Both of them spoke at the same time.
Fu Qinglun's heart skipped a beat. He lifted his eyes and looked back through the rearview mirror. On the streets behind him, the crowd had dispersed, revealing a slender and pretty figure. Lin Shiyu was standing by the streets, holding onto her cell phone and standing on her tiptoes to look around.
Fu Qinglun promptly stopped the car and opened the driver's door. "Shi 'shi."
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