I'm too selfish!
When Qiao Qiao heard He Shaochen's words, she was still in a daze.
She raised her head sluggishly and saw his red eyes glaring fiercely at her, looking hurt. Her heart ached as she realised what nonsense she had just said. But the truth was just as she had said, at every critical moment, it was always Adam who stayed by her side …
The only time was when Andol kidnapped her, Adam had not appeared and the person who saved her was not He Shaochen, but her own mother.
He Shaochen saw that she did not make a sound and had a dazed look on her face and his heart ached. She did not refute him immediately, but was stunned herself!
Suppressing the urge to strangle this woman, he asked coldly, "Qiao Qiao, I'll ask you one more time, is it that in your heart, Adam is much more important than me? You feel wronged when you're with me right? You're always worried that I'll hurt you again?"
Qiao Qiao opened her mouth, "I didn't …"
"You're happy when you're with Adam right? It's always a relaxing memory. That man has given his all to you, you're touched right? You feel that he's much better than me right? "He Shaochen's questions hammered into the depths of Qiao Qiao's heart.
Even Qiaoqiao was at a loss when she saw that he was putting on a brave front but cowardly at heart.
Was it happier when she was with He Shaochen or Adam? The answer was definitely the latter. Adam was never willing to do anything to hurt her, always accommodating her willfulness time and time again. Just as Adam said, his existence was to protect her, and all of his actions were set out with her as the center.
On the other hand, He Shaochen was different. He had too many responsibilities on his shoulders. He had too many things that he couldn't control. Even if it wasn't his original intention, he could still do things that would hurt her. Purely speaking, it was definitely Adam who she would be happier with. There was no doubt about it. But did she fall in love with whoever she was happier with?
Wasn't this reasoning too hasty?
"It's not like that. Although I'm happy when I'm with Adam, it's not like that … I don't love Adam, I just feel … feel …"
Qiao Qiao spoke for a long time, but she did not know what she wanted to say.
"Feel what? Haha … "
He Shaochen's heart skipped a beat as he laughed bitterly, "What do you feel? Qiao Qiao, we had a quarrel because of Adam, but because of various reasons, the quarrel ended in the end. Now the problem has appeared again, Adam is gone and you've completely exploded, right? "
When had Qiao Qiao been so hesitant about her feelings?
Back then, she still had a crush on Xu Anting, and he slowly occupied her heart. She felt that her feelings had changed, and after she decided to be with him, she did not have any thoughts about Xu Anting anymore. Her feelings for him were not sloppy at all. But now?
She was hesitant when she answered his question, and her words were incoherent.
Her heart was in a mess.
Perhaps, even she herself did not know what kind of feelings she had for Adam.
He Shaochen was extremely disappointed and angry. He was not angry at Qiao Qiao's hesitation, but he was annoyed with himself. Although Qiao Qiao's words were not pleasant to hear, it was the truth!
Every time she was in a life and death situation, every time she was in trouble, he was not the one who stayed by her side. He was never the one who stayed by her side!
If she was not saving herself, she was saved by others, but not once did he pull her out of the mire. As a husband, he was really a failure!
This conflict was also because of the difficulties that Qiao Qiao might encounter when she returned to A Country. Adam's reaction was to help Qiao Qiao solve the problem, but he was thinking about how to avoid the trouble. He had too many concerns, and could not risk everything like Adam.
If he had to choose, he would probably choose Adam, who was reassuring, instead of him, who was tied down by various responsibilities.
"Forget it, I pushed you too hard today. I'm sorry …"
He Shaochen lowered his head, and his face was mixed with extreme pain and sadness. It was heartbreaking to see. Qiao Qiao's heart tightened when she saw it. Before she opened her mouth, He Shaochen said, "Calm down first. I'll find a way to get Adam back. Don't worry, I'll definitely find him and send him back to you …"
Qiao Qiao saw that he was about to leave, and hurriedly grabbed him. "Shaochen, don't think too much about what I said just now. I didn't mean anything else …"
"Yes, I know. This is the truth. I'm not good enough as a husband. Compared to Adam, I'm still a far cry." He Shaochen gently pushed Qiao Qiao's hand away, and forced a smile on his face. "I'm sorry, I'm too selfish."
With that, he staggered away.
Qiao Qiao looked at He Shaochen's dispirited back and sighed in her heart. What had she done? Why did she hurt the person who loved her?
He Shaochen did everything because he loved her. Her words just now had hurt him.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I didn't want to hurt you …" Qiao Qiao knelt on the ground, lowered her head, and covered her mouth with her hand. Her eyes were wide open, and tears fell down her face. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry … Shaochen, I'm sorry …"
She had no right to explain to him now.
Because even she was confused.
What kind of feelings did she have for Adam? Was it like He Shaochen said, that in her heart, he was more important than He Shaochen?
Adam didn't know that his departure didn't make Qiao Qiao and He Shaochen reconcile. Instead, it made the conflict between the two of them worse, almost to the point of being irreconcilable.
This matter had caused problems for both of them.
The crisis of love was more fatal than the crisis brought by the outside world.
He had prepared a road map and was about to leave by plane. Who knew that he would see someone unexpected at the airport.
"Princess, why are you here?"
Adam asked in surprise.
Freya had been waiting here for several days. Even she thought that she had missed him. She didn't expect that God would listen to her request and let her wait for Adam.
She saw that Adam was confused. Obviously, he didn't know what had happened in the Holy Light Palace.
She let out a low sigh and felt that she shouldn't blame this child. Although the conflict between He Shaochen and Qiao Qiao was caused by him, but Adam's feelings for Qiao Qiao were worthy of respect. She walked over and gently hugged Adam and said: "Great, I've been waiting for you for so long."
Adam was surprised. He didn't expect that the last person to see him off would be Freya.
He said gratefully, "Princess, thank you for coming to see me off."
Freya released him and looked at him strangely. "See you off? No, I'm not here to see you off. "
Adam, "Huh?"
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