It feels like you've changed.
He Shaochen did not expect Qiao Qiao to ask this question. He thought that she had misunderstood him.
He nodded and replied, "Yes, I have always loved you. Although I still have many immature areas, I will try my best to be a qualified husband and a man who will be considerate of his wife. This time, I did not do well enough. Please forgive me again, okay?"
He Shaochen's tone was so gentle, and his words were so pleasant to listen to. He was mature and steady, neither arrogant nor impatient. He washed away his previous impetuousness and settled down to calm and self-control. He Shaochen was the ideal husband in every woman's heart. Who wouldn't love such a man?
Qiao Qiao thought that she would be very happy after hearing his words, because she could have such an excellent husband. However, tears kept flowing from the corners of her eyes, and her heart was in pain. No, it shouldn't be like this. Shaochen was not like this.
He Shaochen was childish, arrogant, said one thing and meant another, and was always overbearing and willful. However, he would change his mood because of her happiness, anger, sadness, and joy. But now, He Shaochen was completely different. He was terrifyingly calm, and no one could feel his heart at all.
She held He Shaochen's hand tightly and sobbed, "Shaochen, do you really love me? But why do I feel that your heart is so far away from me? Why can't I feel where your heart is right now? Are you … really my Shaochen? "
Qiao Qiao's voice carried a sobbing tone. She became emotional and could not control herself.
He Shaochen's heart skipped a beat. He was a little surprised. He didn't expect Qiao Qiao to say something like that. A dim light flashed across his eyes, and after two seconds, he gently caressed her and nodded. "Of course I'm yours. He Shaochen. You've just given birth, so you must be tired. Don't think too much.
Qiao Qiao shook her head desperately.
She didn't want to rest. She couldn't rest. She grabbed He Shaochen's hand tightly and sobbed, "Shaochen, are you still angry because I risked my life for the child?"
"…" He Shaochen paused and did not answer the question immediately.
After a while, he lowered his eyes and said calmly, "You're thinking too much. I was very angry at you before, but now I understand. You're the child's mother. It's normal for you to want to keep the child. I was too narrow-minded and jealous of my own child. I didn't do it well. I'm sorry."
"No, no, Shaochen wouldn't say that. Shaochen would definitely be angry at me for not cherishing my own life, instead of understanding me here!" Qiao Qiao didn't know what to say, but she felt that He Shaochen shouldn't be so rational. He was so rational that she couldn't feel his true feelings.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Shaochen. I didn't do it well. It's natural for you to be sad …"
"Don't mention it again. I've already said that I won't be angry anymore!"
He Shaochen interrupted Qiao Qiao. He took a deep breath and tried to control his emotions. "You just gave birth. You shouldn't talk so much. I'll get the doctor to check on you again. Have a good rest."
With that, he got up and prepared to leave. Qiao Qiao grabbed his hand tightly and refused to let him go.
"Shaochen, can you talk to me again?" Qiao Qiao begged.
She used all her strength to hold on tightly to He Shaochen's hand. Tears kept falling from her eyes. He Shaochen couldn't help but feel sorry for her when he saw her crying. If he had to say what was his weakness, it would definitely be Qiao Qiao's tears.
He sighed and walked to Qiao Qiao's side. He gently and patiently wiped away her tears and said, "Silly girl, it's not like you won't be able to see him again. You're still very weak. Can't you have a good rest? If you have anything to say, why don't you wait until you're better? "
Qiao Qiao stared at He Shaochen's face as if she wanted to see it for the rest of her life.
"I want to make things clear now!"
He Shaochen didn't expect Qiao Qiao to be so stubborn. He had no choice but to compromise. "Okay, what do you want to say? I'm listening."
Qiao Qiao stared at He Shaochen. Her eyes were filled with his figure. She wished that time could stop this time. That way, she could look at him like this forever.
Since just now, her lower body had been in excruciating pain. She thought that it would be like this after giving birth. In addition, she had been in pain for so long that her nerves were a little numb, so she didn't pay much attention to it. But now, she felt that it was getting more and more painful. However, Qiao Qiao didn't want to call a doctor. She knew her body's condition.
If she called a doctor over, it would take a lot of time. She was afraid that there wouldn't be enough time.
So, she had to say everything she wanted to say now.
Seeing Qiao Qiao staring at him without saying anything, He Shaochen couldn't help but laugh. "Didn't you have something to say to me? Why aren't you saying anything now? Silly girl, did you become stupid after giving birth? Hmm? "
Tears fell uncontrollably.
Really, she wanted to stay with him a little longer, a little longer, a little longer …
"Shaochen." Qiao Qiao squeezed out a smile.
"Hmm?"
"I love you. The person I love the most in this life has always been you."
He Shaochen's heart tightened. The smile on his face froze. He stared blankly at Qiao Qiao, a little stunned.
"Perhaps, you think that I choose to sacrifice myself for the children because I don't love you enough, but it's not like that at all! I will do my best to protect them because they are our children. They also have your blood flowing in them. As long as there is a slight chance, I will do my best to save them because they are also your children! "
Love me, love my dog.
Because she loved He Shaochen deeply, she also loved the children who had their blood flowing in them. In her eyes, He Shaochen was the most important, so the children with him were also the most important.
"Previously, didn't you say that if only one of us could survive, you would choose me or the children? You said that you would choose me."
"…"
"Then, this question is in front of me. If you and the children are in danger, and I can only choose one of the two, I will still choose the children because they are the crystallization of our love …"
Hearing this, He Shaochen smiled bitterly in his heart. There was no doubt about this answer.
It was ridiculous that he was still hoping to hear a different answer.
But in the next second, Qiao Qiao said, "But I won't live alone. If you die, I will go with you and never let you be alone on the road to hell."
“！”
He Shaochen was stunned.
Qiao Qiao smiled again, but her smile was too bitter. "You must think that I am very selfish to abandon the children, but I am such a willful person. I don't care about other people's feelings. If you die, I won't be able to live. Last time, when your plane accident happened, everyone thought that you were dead. Even I thought so. I really wanted to go with you, but I was pregnant with the children, so I had to give birth to them. If you didn't come back alive, perhaps I would have really gone with you after giving birth to the children."
"Stop talking."
He Shaochen took a deep breath. His mind was a little confused, as if he had misunderstood something from the beginning.
Qiao Qiao continued to shake her head. "No, let me finish. I don't know why. You have become the ideal husband, but I am still not satisfied. I actually miss the old you, instead of the mature, rational, and overly considerate you now. I feel that you are so far away from me now. I really feel that you have changed, changed."
"Qiao Qiao, stop talking."
He Shaochen's voice was not as calm as before. He forced himself to control his emotions. "Take a rest first. Let me calm down, okay?"
"No, no! Shaochen, let me finish! I really can't hold on anymore! "
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