She had to pull herself together.
After that, Qiao Qiao became muddle-headed.
She returned to the New Testament of the Century, the villa where they first lived, because there were her best memories there.
She sat at the corner of the stairs, took out the key that He Linlang gave her, and opened the brocade box that He Shaochen left for her. There were many transfer documents and a letter inside.
Qiao Qiao was stunned, and then took out the letter.
He Shaochen had prepared it in advance.
She opened the paper, and there was only one sentence left on it: "Returning your happiness."
When she saw this sentence, Qiao Qiao had to admit that this was really like He Shaochen's style. He was straightforward and concise, without the slightest hesitation. There was no overly emotional parting, but it always went straight to the heart.
But what did he mean by returning her happiness?
Without him, how could there be any happiness?
She only wanted to be with him. Even if his life was coming to an end, she still only wanted to be with him. Whether it was now or in the future, this would never change. But why did he even cut off her only wish?
"Happiness without you is not the happiness I want at all!"
Qiao Qiao pressed the letter to her chest and cried loudly. She cried until her whole body was convulsing. She did not care about her image at all, like a crazy woman who had lost her mind.
"Shaochen …"
"Shaochen, why are you doing this to me? Why, why? Wah … "
Her chest was very hot, as if it had been burned by a soldering iron.
It was so painful that her whole body was convulsing. Qiao Qiao's cries rippled in the empty house, one after another, and even made people who heard it feel terrified.
"Why?"
"Why are you doing this to me?"
All the blood in her body seemed to be flowing in reverse, and her heart was convulsing.
"Wah … Why are you doing this to me? Wah … "
"Shaochen, Shaochen, Shaochen … Wah …"
Beautiful memories kept circling in his mind, but in an instant, they all turned into a pitch-black curtain of night. He Shaochen had already turned around and left.
Suddenly, the image shattered into pieces like a mirror image.
There was nothing left.
The beautiful memories, the sad memories, the painful memories, the sweet memories, all of them shattered into pieces.
Qiao Qiao's heart was completely dead.
Like a zombie, she stayed in the house for two days and two nights.
It did nothing but wander around the house.
Until, a phone call came.
"Hello?"
"Qiao Qiao! Do you know what you're doing? The Royal Conference is about to begin. Return to J Country immediately! "Freya's angry roar pierced Qiao Qiao's eardrums.
But she was indifferent. Qiao Qiao's hair was messy and her face was dirty. Her eyes were empty and lifeless. Sitting in the bedroom with He Shaochen, her voice was hoarse like a seventy year old woman, ethereal and illusory.
"Freya, it's over. It's all over. I don't want to fight for the throne anymore."
Freya thought she was hearing things. She was stunned for a moment before saying: "Qiao Qiao, I know He Shaochen's matter is a big blow to you. But if you give up your future for him, then you're a fool! Now, immediately, return to J Country immediately! "
"It doesn't matter …"
"What?"
Qiao Qiao pressed her head and groaned in pain. Tears rolled down drop by drop, "It doesn't matter anymore. I don't want the throne anymore!"
She didn't want the throne at all now!
"Qiao Qiao!"
"Freya, haven't you tasted the feeling of having your heart broken? Do you know what it means to live a life worse than death? Right now, I just want to die together with He Shaochen! " Qiao Qiao clutched the bedsheets tightly. Her heart was twitching, "I don't even know if my husband is alive or dead. I can't even find his whereabouts. Why would I care about the throne?! Freya, I can't take it anymore. I really can't take it anymore! "
Freya's voice suddenly rose as she roared: "Lilith Lamperdi Charlie, for a man, you're even forgetting your own responsibilities and obligations? Do you think He Shaochen wants to see you like this? "
"I …"
"Do you want so many people's hard work to go down the drain? Several families have placed their fates in your hands. If you give it up just like that, do you know what the consequences are? Hundreds and thousands of people will lose their homes because of you. They might even be assassinated! Just because you're blinded by love, you want so many people to pay with their lives? Can you bear the condemnation of so many souls? You couldn't do it from the start. Why did you agree? Just because of a moment of willfulness, how many people will you harm? Can you bear the weight of life? "
"…"
"The meeting in three days is very important. If you don't come, then don't ever return to J Country! Whether you want to commit suicide or die for love, I won't stop you. But you better think about it carefully. Does He Shaochen want you to die for love? He left without saying goodbye. Does he want you to die for him?! "
"There are many people in this world who are in more pain than you. They can live on with determination. Why can't you? Who are you trying to show this attitude of wanting to die for? Do you think He Shaochen will feel sorry for you? No, he doesn't know about your current situation. Your pain is meaningless. Even if you commit suicide, he won't come back! "
"If I don't see your figure by 12 o 'clock tonight, then don't come back!"
Freya hung up the phone.
Qiao Qiao curled up and buried her head in her knees, sobbing softly.
"Shaochen, Shaochen …"
Freya's words were right. She knew that the situation in J Country was still very chaotic. Many people had pinned all their hopes on her. She couldn't continue to be so dispirited.
She had to pull herself together.
She had to be responsible for everyone.
But who would be responsible for her?
Everyone was too cunning. Even He Shaochen was the same. Just because he didn't want her to see him die, he cruelly abandoned her and disappeared without a trace.
Everyone only thought of themselves.
Her heart was full of complaints. But Freya's words were like a curse in her mind.
The group of people who supported her in J Country, those hopeful eyes kept flashing in her mind and she couldn't get rid of them.
Her body couldn't help but stand up. Her hands uncontrollably opened the bedroom door and walked out.
Even Qiao Qiao didn't understand why she did this. But a voice in her heart said that she couldn't continue to be so dispirited. Even if others could, she couldn't. Because she was a princess and shouldered the expectations of the people. She had responsibilities and obligations that she had to fulfill.
He Shaochen would definitely despise someone who could disregard their own responsibilities and obligations.
After all, that person, even on his deathbed, still wanted to do his last bit for He Clan. Since he enjoyed special privileges, he should also fulfill his own responsibilities.
"Your Highness Lilith." The guards waiting outside the room were all excited when they saw Qiao Qiao.
Qiao Qiao tidied up her luggage. Just from her appearance alone, she was no different from her usual self.
She lowered her eyes and said with an indescribable tiredness in her voice, "It's been hard on you all these days. Let's go back to J Country."
"Yes!"
This time, Qiao Qiao only brought He Shaochen's brocade box with her.
She leaned against the window and lowered her head. Looking at the ground that was getting further and further away from her, she thought to herself that she probably wouldn't come back to this land in this lifetime.
Qiao Qiao, pull yourself together. There are still a lot of things waiting for you to do.
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