I'm begging you, cry it out!
"Shaochen, our child is fine, right?"
Qiao Qiao's voice was very weak, like the sound of a mosquito, but He Shaochen, who was hugging Qiao Qiao, froze like a statue because of those words.
The first thing she said was to ask about the child.
He Shaochen's hands instinctively hugged Qiao Qiao's body tightly. His heart felt like it was being cut into pieces. He opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to answer her.
His silence made Qiao Qiao panic for no reason.
"Shaochen, where's the child?"
He Shaochen wished he was deaf right now.
That's right, where's the child?
Where's the little life they were so looking forward to?
No matter how many times they asked this question, it was meaningless because that child would never come back to life.
He got up and held Qiao Qiao's cold hands tightly. He didn't answer the question, "Qiao Qiao, it's good that you're awake, it's good that you're awake …"
Qiao Qiao shook her head desperately. She didn't want to hear these words right now. She grabbed He Shaochen's arm tightly and asked, "Where's the child? Answer me! "
Her voice was trembling badly.
This made He Shaochen feel even worse. He didn't even dare to look her in the eyes. He could only force out a smile and gently said, "Qiao Qiao, you need to rest now. Be good and listen to me. I'll get the doctor to check on you again."
"He Shaochen, can you look me in the eyes! Where's the child! "
Qiao Qiao used all her strength to shout at He Shaochen. She wasn't an idiot. She knew better than anyone that something was missing in her body.
But she didn't dare to think about it.
She was afraid of touching the bloody truth.
"Qiao Qiao, are you hungry? Someone sent porridge in just now. It's still hot. Do you want to eat some? Or do you want to eat something else? I'll get someone to buy it for you … "
He didn't answer the question!
The question and the answer were completely different!
He Shaochen didn't dare to mention the child, but this action was more like a confession. It made Qiao Qiao's heart sink into despair.
She wanted to touch her abdomen, but He Shaochen held her hand tightly and she couldn't move it.
He naively thought that this would delay Qiao Qiao knowing the truth.
A little later, a little later.
Qiaoqiao slowly raised her head, a layer of mist condensed in her eyes. Her slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and tears overflowed from her eyes, sliding down her cheeks.
Drop by drop.
Dripping on the sheets.
Qiaoqiao's heart was clearly in so much pain that it was twitching, but she still laughed. However, her laughter was even more heartbreaking than her crying.
"Shaochen, is it so hard to tell me the truth?"
"Hiss!"
Her heart was easily torn apart.
He Shaochen hugged Qiao Qiao. His voice was choked with sobs. "Qiao Qiao, we will have children in the future. The timing this time is too bad. Next time, we will definitely …"
"It's my fault."
Qiao Qiao interrupted He Shaochen. She seemed to have calmed down again.
Her voice was calm. She said calmly, "It's all because I'm always willful and reckless. I do things my own way. The child must be distressed because of this willful mother, so he's angry and doesn't want to stay in this world …"
"It's not … It's not your … fault … It's not …"
He Shaochen hung his head and hugged Qiao Qiao tightly. He suppressed the urge to cry.
"No, it's my fault. It's all because I didn't take good care of my body." Qiao Qiao's voice was really weak. It was so weak that it seemed like it could disappear at any time.
She sighed softly. "Sigh, in the past, my mother-in-law told me to drink pregnancy stabilizing medicine. I always thought it was too bitter and spat it out many times. If I had been obedient and drank it every time, perhaps the outcome would have been different."
Now that she thought about it, perhaps she had been too anxious at that time.
"No, no, Qiao Qiao, it's all because I didn't protect you well. That's why you suffered so much."
There was no response.
It was expected.
"Qiao Qiao, you must take good care of your body. We will have many children in the future. When the time comes, let's go to the island together for a vacation. Let's go as a family, okay?"
He Shaochen's voice was so anxious. He looked at her tired face. Her usually bright amber eyes had completely dimmed. There were still tears hanging from the corners of her eyes.
Her gaze was fixed on a certain spot. It seemed like she was looking at something, but it also seemed like she was not looking at anything.
In the spacious ward, only a faint sigh could be heard.
"I really didn't expect that the child would pass away like this. I haven't seen what he looks like or heard his voice. Shaochen, what do you think will happen when the child calls us Mom and Dad?"
After a long silence, Qiao Qiao suddenly spoke.
She was so calm.
He Shaochen's voice was slightly hoarse. He suppressed it for a long time and said, "The child will definitely call you Mom first because you like him so much … so much …"
"Haha, actually, you like him very much too. Otherwise, why would you secretly buy a small island for the child? Ordinary fathers can't do such a thing. "
"Haha, you still remember."
"I'm not stupid. Of course, I remember." Qiao Qiao glanced at He Shaochen and smiled faintly. "We even had a big fight. The child probably heard it too. With a strict mother, he must be afraid."
"No, the child won't be afraid of you. Qiao Qiao, you are the most gentle and beautiful mother in the world. He won't be afraid of you …"
He Shaochen didn't understand why he started talking about these topics with Qiao Qiao. He realized that every sentence brought about a tearing pain.
It was so painful.
He pressed against her cheek and kissed her eyes. "Qiao Qiao, the child will definitely not blame you."
"Really?" Qiao Qiao asked. She shook her head. "No, he must hate me."
She said it very firmly.
"Qiao Qiao?"
He Shaochen was stunned. He looked at her and saw that she was trying hard to squeeze out a smile. "The child must hate me very much. Otherwise, why would he be so cruel to leave this world?"
"Don't be like this …"
His heart ached so much that he almost couldn't breathe. He Shaochen shook his head. He was really about to break down. He begged, "Qiao Qiao, please, don't say anymore."
He couldn't take it anymore.
Why did they have to face the child's death with such calm emotions?
Even if she was screaming hysterically, scolding him, blaming him, questioning him why he didn't protect her and her child, even if she said words of hatred, it would be much better than now.
"Qiaoqiao, I beg you, quickly cry out. Don't suppress your feelings anymore."
As a mother, how could she face the pain of losing a child with such a calm attitude? She was torturing herself. She was repenting for losing her child.
"I beg you, just cry it out."
Qiao Qiao was stunned. She looked at He Shaochen like an emotionless machine, as if she didn't understand his words.
He Shaochen held her face and pressed his forehead against hers. He said hoarsely, "The child is dead. We didn't expect this. His death was an accident. It has nothing to do with you. So, if you want to cry, cry out loud. Cry out loud!"
He was afraid that she would suppress it for too long.
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