Don't Give Up Hope
"Joe Qiao, you're still angry, right?"
He Shaochen narrowed his eyes and said with displeasure.
Hearing this, Qiaoqiao was stunned. She lowered her eyelids, then raised her head and smiled at him. "I can't say that I'm angry. I'm just a little annoyed at being kept in the dark like a fool."
"… …"
"I didn't mean to hide it from you ….." He Shaochen was now indescribably irritated. He couldn't tell her the truth, but he didn't want her to have a grudge.
Qiao Qiao had already heard these words too many times, but this was also the source of the gap between lovers. Everything is for you, I have my own difficulties.
Could it be that I can't trust the person I've spent my life with?
"Forget it, I won't force you if you don't want to say it." Qiao Qiao sighed, as if she had already given up on asking.
But her attitude of giving up on herself made He Shaochen feel an indescribable irritation. He opened his mouth and was about to say something, but Qiao Qiao's slightly tired voice rang out again, "Only ….. If your cold illness can't be cured, when your life ends, I will go with you."
He Shaochen's body suddenly froze. His calm face revealed an undisguised shock.
Qiao Qiao slowly raised her head. Her amber eyes were filled with determination as she calmly said, "I said that I won't let go of your hand, I wasn't joking."
If He Shaochen really died, she would also die with him.
He Shaochen suddenly grabbed Qiao Qiao's shoulder. He used a lot of strength, as if he wanted to crush her shoulder. His face was filled with anger as he sternly accused, "Qiao Qiao, what kind of crazy words are you saying? Calm down for me! "
"I'm very calm right now." Qiao Qiao seriously replied. Her shoulder hurt, it really hurt, but compared to the pain in her heart, it couldn't be considered anything.
"If you're really calm, you wouldn't say those words!"
"I only said those words after careful consideration. If you're not here, I won't continue to live."
Qiao Qiao said those words in a very calm and controlled tone. There was no possibility of her being emotional at all, but the more it was like this, the more pain He Shaochen's heart felt.
"How can you be so selfish? If you also die, what will happen to our child? Do you want him to be born without a father and mother? Do you want him to live in an environment without family? "
At the mention of the child, Qiao Qiao's indifferent face finally loosened up a little. Her eyes trembled slightly, and tears immediately condensed in her eyes. She said hoarsely, "Then have you ever thought about me? How long do you want to hide your cold illness from me? Until the moment of your death? When you fell in front of me without any warning and left me and our child forever, did you ever think about our feelings?! "
"… … …"
He Shaochen looked at her and didn't know how to refute her.
"Do you know how I felt when I found out that you only had a few years left to live? I'm not a strong woman who can face her husband's life and death. If you die, I will collapse! "Qiao Qiao lowered her head and her tears fell drop by drop onto the pure white sheets.
He Shaochen's eyes were filled with sorrow, almost overflowing.
"I can't imagine how I will live in a world without you … …" Qiao Qiao suppressed her painful cries.
She thought that even if she lost someone in her life, she would still be able to continue living.
But she was wrong.
Without He Shaochen's life, her time would also stop at that moment.
He Shaochen suddenly pulled Qiao Qiao's body and pulled the crying and breathless person into his embrace. His voice was very suppressed as he said, "Silly girl, even if I'm not here, you have to live well and live for me."
He Shaochen didn't lie that he would be fine, but calmly faced reality. But this farewell tone made Qiao Qiao even more difficult to accept. She tightly hugged He Shaochen and buried her head in his chest as she shook it.
"Impossible, I can't do it. If you're not here, I definitely won't live!"
"Qiao Qiao!" He Shaochen scolded.
Qiao Qiao didn't care if he was angry or not. She poked her head out of his embrace and sobbed as she asked, "You can't even work hard to live for me and the child, so why should I live for you?"
"In short, you're not allowed to die!" He Shaochen didn't tell Qiao Qiao about his cold illness because he was afraid that in this situation, this girl would take things too hard and do something stupid.
How could he watch her accompany him to his death?
He gave such a strict order, but Qiao Qiao wasn't afraid at all. Instead, she directly looked into his eyes and used a bargaining tone to stubbornly say, "If you really don't want me to die, then live with me. As long as you keep watching me, I won't die."
These words made people feel the bitter sweetness that went deep into their souls.
He Shaochen couldn't ignore the persistence in Qiao Qiao's eyes. He couldn't be cruel to Qiao Qiao anymore. His attitude softened and he said helplessly, "… You know … You know, this is impossible …"
Before he finished speaking, Qiao Qiao shook her head and retorted, "Why would you give up until the last moment? Do you really have the heart to see our unborn child without a father? "
"But …"
He had really tried everything. No matter who he asked, it was the same. The current medical technology wasn't enough to treat his cold illness. He would die without a doubt.
"There must be a way!" Qiao Qiao didn't want to hear He Shaochen give up. "The medical expertise of the Emperor of Lan is very famous! By the way, I remember Professor Xu once said that he has a friend who has done in-depth research in this field. Maybe … "
"Qiao Qiao, you know, all of this is futile." He Shaochen smiled bitterly.
Those world-renowned doctors all shook their heads. He was just a scholar. What could he do?
He didn't want to see Qiao Qiao reignite hope, only to see it shattered. That would be too cruel for her.
"You haven't even tried. Why are you saying such things?" Qiao Qiao was about to lose all hope. She shook He Shaochen, refusing to accept reality.
"…"
"I beg you. Even if there's only a one in a million chance, I don't want to give up. I beg you, Shaochen. For the child, for me, don't give up hope."
Qiao Qiao really didn't know what to do. She didn't know what to do to save He Shaochen other than piecing together hope.
If she hadn't trusted Hao Youran so much in the beginning, if she had even a little bit of doubt, none of this would have happened. It was all her fault. It was all her fault for not knowing people clearly.
Therefore, if He Shaochen died, she could only use her own life to atone for her sins.
"Qiao Qiao …"
"Shaochen, believe me one more time, okay?" Qiao Qiao begged desperately.
He Shaochen heard Qiao Qiao's desperate voice. He closed his eyes and finally relented. "Okay, I promise you."
Qiao Qiao looked at him abruptly. She was still a little uncertain. She asked, "Do you really promise me?"
You've already begged me like this. Do I still have room to refuse?
He Shaochen rubbed Qiao Qiao's head helplessly and dotingly. A faint smile appeared on his handsome face. "If I don't promise you, won't you keep crying? I don't want the child to be a little old man with a sad face when he's born. "
"Bah, our child won't become a little old man!" When Qiao Qiao heard this, her tears turned into laughter. It wasn't that what he said was funny. She was just happy to get He Shaochen's affirmation.
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