"Okay." Unconsciously, this word came out of Jingwan's mouth.
After a moment, Jingwan slowly reached out and hugged Li Hongyuan's waist. She knew very well that this man was not wrong in this matter. She should not have questioned his feelings for her and hurt him. She was the one who went into a dead end. However, things like feelings could not be controlled by reason. Because she cared, she was worried about gains and losses. Because she loved deeply, she could not tolerate any flaws. Even if it was "herself", she could overturn the vinegar jar. At this moment, Jingwan also deeply realized that she was really, really, completely in love with this man. There were many things that she could no longer retreat from.
However, the malice in Li Hongyuan's eyes did not dissipate because of Jingwan's words. Instead, it became stronger. He had never been a generous person. On the contrary, he was very narrow-minded and greedy. There was no doubt that Wan Wan loved him now. But it was not enough. At least, she would love him no matter what and would not have the slightest thought of leaving him. He wanted everything, he wanted absolute.
"Wan Wan won't leave me, right?" No matter what his face was and what emotions were in his eyes, his voice was still cautious and there was a trace of grievance.
Jingwan's heart ached again. She gently stroked Li Hongyuan's back. "Of course not."
"But just now, I just started, and Wan Wan got up and wanted to leave. Did you ever care about my feelings?" "I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's my fault. I'm just very flustered and scared. I'm scared that you don't love me, and I'm scared that I'll break down if I continue to stay here. I don't want to lose my last bit of self-respect when I find out that I've never received your love. Obviously, I'm wrong. Fortunately, you pulled me back. Forgive me, okay?
I promise. "" As long as Wan Wan doesn't want to leave me, you can do anything, anything. "Li Hongyuan seemed to put himself in the lowest position.
"Silly. We are husband and wife, and you are a prince. As your princess, where can I go? Don't overthink it. "
"Could it be that in Wan Wan's eyes, you're only forced to stay because of your rebirth?" Li Hongyuan let go of Jingwan, grabbed her shoulder, and stared at her. His eyes were red, and he seemed to be very agitated.
If it was any other time, Jingwan would have secretly rolled her eyes at him and complained in her heart when she saw him acting up. But now, it was completely different. She also understood the reason why he would be neurotic from time to time. It was because the shadow left behind by his previous life was too heavy. So, even the slightest movement could make him uneasy. It was her fault. She didn't realize that he was always uneasy. It was her fault. She didn't do enough to make him calm down.
"That's not what I meant. I just wanted to tell you that I can't leave you. Ah Yuan, where you are, is where my heart belongs."
Li Hongyuan's emotions calmed down a little. He pulled Jing Wan into his arms again. "Wanwan, I've said it before. If I have a change of heart, you can take my life. But if you have a change of heart, I probably won't kill you. I'll just imprison you for the rest of your life so that I'll be the only one in your life. I don't think anyone wants that kind of life."
"My heart has been tied to you for a long time. How can I change? I know that there is no way to separate my heart. My feelings from the beginning to the end will not change because of the passage of time. I believe that no one in the world will treat me better than you. Even if there is, I only want you. "
Li Hongyuan snorted. "How can anyone treat you better than me?"
"Yes, I believe it."
From this, it could be seen that Jingwan's emotions were completely led by Li Hongyuan. Because he showed weakness, because he leaked a little bit of his emotions, Jingwan completely couldn't care about herself. She only wanted to appease him and follow his lead. It was obvious that in her heart, everything about him surpassed her. The simplest point was, did she still remember her initial emotions? Therefore, in the face of such a scheming Jin Qinwang, how could Jingwan be his opponent? In this relationship, it seemed that she was in the lead, but in reality, she had always been in the palm of his hand. How could she escape from that range?
However, although Li Hongyuan played tricks, but what tied Jingwan down was still that true feeling. Thus, even if Jingwan was "a little silly", it didn't matter.
"Wangye, Wangfei, do you want more tea?" Because there was no movement for a long time, Gong Mama timely opened her mouth.
Obviously, in their current atmosphere, having a third person to ease it was also good. At least it could calm them down a little.
Jingwan withdrew from Li Hongyuan's arms and sat to one side. She lowered her head and used a handkerchief to wipe the corners of her eyes.
And the current Li Hongyuan, other than Jingwan, no one could make him reveal any special emotions. Even if there were, eight or nine out of ten, it was just an act. At this time, there were no emotions. With an outsider, it was absolutely easy to control. "Come in."
Gong Mama came in and quickly changed the hot tea. Her gaze very obscurely swept across Li Hongyuan and Jingwan's faces. What kind of eyesight did she have? Sure enough, did they quarrel?
Before they entered the study, Li Hongyuan ordered everyone to retreat far away. Without permission, no one was allowed to approach. For more than two shichen, everything was fine. Suddenly, there was movement from behind. Because it was far away, only slight sounds could be heard. However, no one dared to approach.
"I'll take my leave."
After that, Li Hongyuan poured a cup of warm tea for Jingwan. He stood in front of Jingwan and gently wiped his fingers under her eyes. "Drink some water."
Jing Wan raised her head and looked at him. She hummed softly and took the cup. She took a sip.
"Wan Wan, you can ask me anything you want to know. I can tell you everything."
Jingwan opened her mouth. It seemed that there were many things she wanted to ask. However, at this moment, there was nothing she wanted to ask. Moreover, it seemed meaningless. From what he said just now, she already knew a lot of things. Those things were really not what she wanted to see.
She sighed at the Wu Anhou Mansion before. On the other hand, she didn't know that she had such a close relationship with that family. However, her family's love for her didn't change. Then, why did she marry into the Wu Anhou Mansion when she clearly knew what kind of situation they were in? There was also the situation of the Luo Family, especially her grandmother. Not to mention experiencing it, Jingwan's heart ached when she thought about it.
According to Jingwan's understanding of Li Hongyuan, given his narrow-mindedness, mentioning the Wu Anhou Mansion was actually a very dangerous topic. Therefore, Jingwan cleverly didn't ask.
However, Li Hongyuan's eyes were sharp. Seeing Jingwan's hesitation, he basically knew what she was thinking. His face suddenly darkened. "Do you want to know how you married into the Wu Anhou Mansion? Li Ruyu schemed to make you fall into the water at the Ding General Duke's Mansion. Fu Yunting saved you. As for the reason, it seems to have something to do with Sun Yilin. Are you satisfied? "
In one sentence, he implicated two people in his minefield. Jingwan, who was feeling sorry for him a moment ago, didn't know whether to laugh or cry now. She didn't mention it. It was he who insisted on making trouble. Moreover, according to him, at this time, she didn't have any interaction with this man, okay? How could he blame this on her now? No matter what kind of relationship she had with Fu Yunting in his memory, Fu Yunting actually had nothing to do with her. Hadn't all possibilities been cleanly cut off by this man?
"Wan Wan is very loyal. Even if she became my woman and gave birth to my son, she still refused to enter the Imperial Mausoleum because she felt sorry for Fu Yunting. She didn't even enter the Fu Family's ancestral grave." Li Hongyuan's face darkened as he spoke, and he started to become irritable again. "She still kept Fu Yunting and protected the Fu Family? This prince should have destroyed them long ago. "
Jingwan didn't respond. After all, anything she said could be wrong and make this man's illness worse. She just watched him get angry at himself. However, her expression remained gentle because she instantly understood why this man protected the Fu Family. It was because "she" had "once" wanted to protect the Fu Family.
However, "she" was someone else's wife, but she became his woman and even gave birth to his son? If this man didn't take her by force, he must have threatened her. It was fine if he didn't feel embarrassed after doing such a thing, but he still wanted to cause trouble for others. Jingwan really wanted to know how thick his skin was. Even steel couldn't compare to it.
"Wan Wan, what are you thinking? Do you think that this prince should protect the Fu Family?"
"I'm just thinking that 'I'm really too stupid to have been schemed against by someone like Li Ruyu," Jingwan said without thinking.
He naturally knew what kind of person Jingwan was. He also knew how she would react when her words didn't match her heart. What she said and what she thought were two completely different things. It wasn't the first time either, so he couldn't be bothered to make a fuss about it. What he really cared about was, "Stupid? Li Ruyu is an Imperial Princess after all. She asked someone to throw you into the water without any hesitation. Do you think you can avoid it with your small body? " He often said that Jingwan was stupid, but when Jingwan really said that to him, he was unhappy.
Therefore, he had already said everything, so it was best to remain silent.
Li Hongyuan half-knelt down and looked into her eyes. "There is one thing that I need Wan Wan to explain to your husband."
"What is it?"
"Have you ever cared about Fu Yunting?" This was actually what Li Hongyuan cared about the most.
Jingwan blinked. Should she go along with him, or … Jingwan chose to tell him the truth. "Ah Yuan, you don't make sense. How would I know?"
"When the current Emperor of Wu Anhou passed away, you married him during the mourning period. You and Fu Yunting did not consummate the marriage. More than a month later, 'today', Fu Yunting embarked on the journey to the northwest border because he had underestimated Fu Yunting. It was you who went to many places and knelt in front of the palace for several hours to beg for the provisions. Then, you personally delivered them to the border and stayed there until more than 200,000 soldiers died in the Qi Yuan. Fu Yunting was charged with treason and was escorted back to the capital. Everyone in Wu Anhou's residence was imprisoned except for you. Only you managed to escape the calamity temporarily. You secretly returned to the capital and tried to save the rest of the Wu Anhou's family. When you were at your wit's end, you came to me for help. I admit that I was despicable and shameless. I took the opportunity to take your body, but you were still a virgin at that time. So, tell me, have you ever cared about him? Even if you don't know anything, I'm sure you know the answer to your own situation. "
Jingwan was silent for a moment. She reached out and covered Li Hongyuan's face with her hand. "I can tell you very clearly that I never did." Jingwan knew very well what kind of person she was. She had always been more rational than emotional. It was impossible for her to fall in love at first sight. If what he said was true, then there was no doubt that "she" might have some very special feelings for Fu Yunting, but it was definitely not the love between a man and a woman. As a legitimate husband and wife, even if the one who insisted on not consummating the marriage was Fu Yunting, she would definitely not allow herself to remain a virgin if she fell in love with him in those days where there was no tomorrow. Moreover, it was obvious that the wars at the border were endless. Everyone might not be able to touch the ground at all. "She" and Fu Yunting must have only seen each other a few times. How could they develop feelings for each other? However, she would definitely not fall in love with him because of some hero complex. Respect was one thing, but love was another.
Li Hongyuan reached out and hugged Jingwan's waist. He buried his head in her arms. "Wan Wan, I'm very happy. Really."
Jingwan's fingers stroked his hair. She felt a little sad. Even if she did not want to experience those things in his memory, she still missed out on their first meeting. However, this kind of thing was just thinking about it. After all, if she was really someone else's wife, then no matter how good he was to her, she would not indulge herself. She would definitely restrain herself to the end. In the end, it was her current self who had the advantage. She had no burden, no hardship, and she did not need to care about the flowers and plants around him. If she did not experience his life, then even if they became husband and wife, the possibility of them falling in love in the end was extremely low. Because he was a prince. In a feudal society, men's rights were paramount. How could he not sleep with her before marriage and only stay with her after marriage?
Although there were regrets, she should be content. This man had experienced too many things that no one knew about. His heart could be said to be riddled with holes. She should cherish him and heal his pain.
Jingwan looked at the door in a daze. She suddenly thought of something. "Ah Yuan, Nurse Gong was the person you arranged to be by my side?"
"Yes." Li Hongyuan did not deny it. "She was originally indebted to the Imperial Noble Consort. She was loyal to the Imperial Noble Consort. Although she later served me, in fact, because of some of my ways of doing things, she did not like it. She just did her duty and nothing more. Look, I sent her to Qi 'an Manor to serve you for two or three years. After she came back, as her former master, I had no place in her eyes at all."
Jingwan chuckled. She wanted to say that someone deserved it, but she did not have the intention to vent her anger on Nurse Gong. Although Nurse Gong should have passed a lot of information about her to someone, she was now inseparable from this man. She could not get up from being "spied" on long ago. If she was not moved, she would be more or less angry. However, she would not be furious. After all, Nurse Gong did do her best for her and was sincerely good to her.
"What about Sister Hei and Baishao? Were you the one who sent them to me?"
"Yes. However, these two people were prepared for you from the beginning. They did not even know who was the one who trained them. There is no other master."
Jingwan nodded, "You must have meddled in my marriage. Based on your temperament, how could you allow me to be engaged to someone else?"
"Ben wang's reputation is so bad. If your reputation is not bad, can you marry me?" Li Hongyuan answered with righteousness.
"Your reputation is bad. That is also caused by you. Who is to blame?"
"Ben wang's reputation is not bad. Is it your turn to be Jin Qinwang's di fei? Jin Qinwang fu's rear courtyard has long been filled. " Li Hongyuan stared at Jingwan with an expression of 'who am I doing this for'. He was quite dissatisfied with Jingwan's' unable to differentiate good from bad '.
"So, you deliberately let me get engaged and then break off the engagement. Just to ruin my reputation?" Jingwan was convinced by his logic, "It's only two times. No matter how bad it is, can it be compared to you?"
"It was originally prepared for four times, but Chen Zhengmin and Sun Yilin both have deep feelings for you … …" Li Hongyuan's face became ferocious, his killing intent rising again.
He caused trouble himself but took his anger out on others. If she did not have an engagement with those two people, even if they had feelings for each other, it would not be deep. After all, if she did not give them hope, then perhaps they would have given up on the idea earlier. "Because of this, your plans for the next two times were put on hold?"
He was about to die from jealousy. How could it continue! "So I directly went to find your grandfather. In any case, it must be Jin Qinwang Fei's maternal family. It doesn't matter if it is dragged into the water earlier."
Jingwan facepalmed, "But you did so much. Our marriage was exchanged by me using things." It was a blow to his heart.
Regarding this point, Li Hongyuan was very happy. At the same time, it also became the black history of his black history.
Seeing that a certain person's face was almost as black as ink, she quickly lowered her head and kissed him, "The process is not important, as long as the result is satisfactory."
Li Hongyuan's expression became a little better.
He was usually such an insufferably arrogant person. He was cold, taciturn, and domineering. In front of her, he was like a child.
After that, Jingwan asked about some other things. It was about the many people and things that she cared about. However, Li Hongyuan was vague about many things. He did not "say everything he knew without reserve". Those things were basically dark and cruel. Li Hongyuan played tricks to trick Jingwan into feeling pity for him. It was one thing, but he did not want to tell her the things that were really dark.
Jingwan also understood that those were things that he was brooding about and could not forget. "I'm here, all right."
Li Hongyuan naturally understood what she meant, but, "The Qi Yuan is not settled, the world is not at peace, and the most important thing is that Wan Wan's' death calamity 'has not passed."
So, if the overall situation was not settled, his heart would not be at peace? "Then, no matter what Ah Yuan does, think about me more, okay? Moreover, Ah Yuan has done so much and changed so much. There will not be any 'death calamity'. We will all be fine and slowly grow old together. "
"Of course we will be fine." Unknowingly, Li Hongyuan's posture had changed from half-kneeling to sitting on the ground. He leaned his head on Jingwan's lap. "There is one more thing that I have to tell Wan Wan. The reason why I came back is because of the Imperial Noble Consort. What Master Liaochen said is basically true. The Imperial Noble Consort is indeed special, but her origin is unknown. Her spirit is indeed still alive, but it is not wandering. Before I came back, she was trapped in the jade pendant that was found in the Jade Essence Palace. After I came back, her spirit entered the body of Qin Shufei, who had the closest fate to her. Last time, when Qin Shufei was poisoned, she temporarily took control of Qin Shufei's body. In order to send me back, she wanted to disperse her spirit. Eighty-one altars were praying for the world's blessings, just to prolong her existence. At least, she could fulfill some of her wishes."
Although she had suffered enough today, Jingwan was still shocked. "It's a pity that the Imperial Noble Consort fell into your father's hands."
"If she didn't fall into that man's hands, I wouldn't be here." Li Hongyuan said angrily.
Jingwan choked and was speechless.
So, the only thing she could do now was to do her best and at least let her die without regrets?!
There was no room for any mishaps regarding the altars.
"I've said what I need to say. Now, isn't it your turn to speak, Wan Wan?"
Jingwan was not surprised by this. After all, when he had nothing, he was able to surpass all his brothers to ascend the throne. In addition, he had similar experiences. How could he not notice?
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