Li Hongyuan was a complete tyrant in his previous life, and this was not without reason.
In fact, Jingwan's death was a huge blow to him. It could be said that he had a mental problem at one point, but he did not realize it himself. At the worst time, he was in power, and his murderous nature worsened. It could be said that if it was not for Jingwan's child, he might have really gone on like that. The result could be imagined.
Even so, Li Hongyuan spent a considerable amount of time to control his emotions and temper, so that he could barely be considered a normal person. However, because of the early impact, it could not be erased. He was decisive and wise in handling political affairs, but once a court official committed a crime, his methods were quite ruthless. It could be said that he would seize the property and exterminate the family at the slightest provocation. Therefore, although he was a tyrant, his reputation among the people was actually very high.
Therefore, Li Hongyuan's current temperament was actually accumulated at that time. Compared to that time, it was actually much better now. Of course, it was also possible that he had hidden it deeper.
The reason for this was probably because he was the Emperor at that time, and he did not have any fetters or concerns. Even if he restrained his temperament, it was still limited. It was different after his rebirth. However, it was precisely because of his rebirth that his obsession with Jingwan deepened. Because she was still fine, he had the opportunity to have her. Jingwan's death in his previous life was a huge blow to him, but he was also very clear that she was gone. He also knew that the dead could not be brought back to life. Although he missed her deeply in his bones, he did not do anything morbid. If he did, it would be the ultimate insult to her. Moreover, they were only husband and wife for one night, so it was not legitimate.
Perhaps it was because of this that he would occasionally indulge himself, even though he knew that Jingwan actually hated men hugging women. This was because he did not even have the right to protect her body.
She was the mother of his only son, but before she died, she had specially instructed him not to enter the Imperial Mausoleum or the Fu family's ancestral grave. She was not a member of the royal family, so how could she enter the Imperial Mausoleum? Furthermore, as Fu Yunting's wife, she had slept with another man and even had a child. No matter the reason, even if they were only husband and wife in name, it was still a real betrayal. After betrayal, how could she still have the face to occupy the position by her husband's side?
She was strict with others, and was equally strict with herself.
In fact, Li Hongyuan was very jealous of Fu Yunting. It was not only because of Jingwan's sacrifice for the Fu family, Fu Yunting, and her loyalty to Fu Yunting. Therefore, even though he had taken another man's wife in his previous life and even had a child with her, and in this life, Jingwan and Fu Yunting did not have any interaction at all, he still could not resolve the thorn in his heart.
Because …
Even if they chose another place to bury her, she would still carry the title of Madam Wu Anhou. Because of Fu Yunting's overturning of the case, everything that she had done was known by everyone. Everyone respected her and worshipped her. However, she was also firmly linked to Fu Yunting. At that time, Li Hongyuan's heart was not completely black. He cared about Jingwan's reputation and did not want her to be condemned by everyone. Therefore, he could only watch on helplessly.
Other than Li Hongyuan himself, no one knew who his son's biological mother was. Even the Luo family did not know. Even the guards who followed him to see her for the last time and brought his son back did not know that she was actually the daughter of the Luo family and Madam Wu Anhou.
Later, he did mention his mother to his son, even with a bit of malice.
In the end, his son told him that he knew everything. He had accidentally seen the portrait that his Imperial Father gave his mother and heard his Imperial Father's drunken words. He knew that it was Madam Wu Anhou. He did not know where his mother's grave was and had never paid respects to it. However, he had always worshipped a nameless memorial tablet. This was something that many people in the palace knew, except for Emperor Li Hongyuan. The palace servants knew that the Crown Prince valued that memorial tablet very much and no one could touch it. They also vaguely understood that the memorial tablet represented the Crown Prince's biological mother. The Crown Prince also knew that his Imperial Father did not like him. Even the palace servants said that before he was one year old, his Imperial Father had personally taken care of him. He was bestowed the title of Crown Prince before he was one year old. He did not have any other siblings. He had many knowledgeable teachers. He enjoyed the best of everything in the world.
At that time, Li Hongyuan was unusually silent. He did not like his son and was not close to him. However, he never guarded against him. Otherwise, he would not have let him see his drunken state. His son was not even ten years old, but he was as steady as a small adult. He enjoyed the best of everything, but he did not become arrogant. He had been taught well. He was outstanding, considerate, and outstanding.
"You are like your mother," Li Hongyuan said.
The Crown Prince gave a rare shy smile. "They all said that she was very good." He knew that the world did not tolerate his parents' relationship. However, he did not feel ashamed of his mother. On the contrary, he had heard a lot about his mother. He yearned for her and admired her. He wondered what it would be like if she were still alive.
"She was very good." Then, Li Hongyuan told him the location of Jingwan's grave.
Li Hongyuan felt that he did not have the right to pay respects to her, but their son definitely did. No one in the world was more qualified than this child.
Since then, the Crown Prince would pay respects to her at least twice a year, rain or shine.
Perhaps after that time, the father and son were still not close. However, Li Hongyuan began to teach him how to be an emperor. He did not just leave him to the imperial tutors. After all, those people were still officials.
Of course, this was something that people were happy to see. However, the officials were secretly worried that Li Hongyuan's extreme ideas would affect the Crown Prince. They did not dare to say anything to Li Hongyuan. They could only teach the Crown Prince some things in secret.
The Crown Prince was well aware of this. However, he never pointed it out. He just learned seriously.
Therefore, when Li Hongyuan felt that his son was not like him and that he might be bullied after his death, the officials felt that the Crown Prince was benevolent, generous, wise, and decisive. The Crown Prince, who was gradually growing up, was actually proficient in the study of the emperor and the thick black theory. Moreover, Li Hongyuan introduced him to political affairs at an early age. He even handed over some unimportant matters to him. This was real practice, not an armchair strategist.
Therefore, it was a typical white bun stuffed with black sesame seeds.
In this way, Li Hongyuan left a lot of trump cards for his son to ensure his stability. It was actually a little redundant. Those things were just icing on the cake, even though the Crown Prince was not even seventeen years old when he ascended the throne.
There was another thing that Li Hongyuan did not know. After his death, his son buried him with Jingwan. The coffin in the Imperial Mausoleum was actually empty. The Crown Prince used this method to let his parents live and die in the same room. He only hoped that they could be legitimate husband and wife in their next life. Perhaps this was the only thing he could do as a son.
Li Hongyuan was reborn. His goal was Jingwan, Jingwan, Jingwan. Everything else was secondary. His goal was to lay the foundation for Jingwan, or to hold up the sky for her.
But this time, he could do whatever he wanted. He could stand by her side in a dignified manner. The one who did not have the right to do so would be someone else. Therefore, his heart could not be any darker. Anyone who obstructed him from achieving his goal, regardless of whether they were innocent or not, would be eradicated without mercy. There was no reason to be merciless.
It was just that at the beginning of his rebirth, his body was young and he could not do anything. When he did not have power, he exposed himself too early. As for losing everything before he even started, he was definitely not that kind of stupid person. During those few years, everything forced him to endure. As the saying goes, a hundred years of endurance turned into steel.
And Jingwan felt that the King of Hell was a perverted lunatic. In fact, she did not wrongly accuse him. He did have some mental problems occasionally. It was a side effect that was carried over from his previous life. Because he made Jingwan his rightful wife, to a certain extent, it was very good to appease him. At least on the surface, he seemed to be fine. However, it was true that a hundred years of endurance turned into steel. Hidden in the depths of his heart, it was actually more serious. After a few years of endurance and silence, he could not erupt. Naturally, it was even more perverted.
Paranoid possessiveness, perverted control … He was only afraid of scaring Jingwan, so he still controlled himself.
If he did not have those few years in the palace, if Li Hongyuan had the opportunity to show off his skills when he came back, if he could keep Jingwan by his side from the beginning, then even if he was reborn, the relationship between him and Jingwan might be even more tragic.
No one dared to disobey a king who was used to doing as he pleased. Even if there were times when he knew that he should not do so, he might not be able to control himself. Jingwan, on the other hand, was a strong person in her bones. She was amenable to coaxing but not coercion. If Li Hongyuan really used a forceful attitude to possess her and did not use gentle methods to conquer her heart first, Jingwan was bound to resist. And her resistance would naturally stimulate his tyranny, causing his methods and attitude to become even more severe. Therefore, that was a vicious cycle. At that time, it would not only be a tragedy, it would definitely be a tragedy of tragedies.
From the development of the current situation, his obsession did not disappear just because he got what he wanted. Instead, it became deeper and deeper. It could be said that there was no deepest, only deeper and deeper. His illness was probably something that even the best psychiatrist could not cure.
Let's ask, for such a man, what were the chances of him having a change of heart?
Jingwan did not know what he was thinking of, but the look in his eyes was a little strange. She did not know what made him have such a big reaction, making someone as strong as him be trapped and bitterly struggling. However, Jingwan would not forget the reason for this step. In the end, it was still the sterilization powder. At this moment, Jingwan also hated Imperial Concubine Su Shi. She wished she could tear her body into pieces. Jingwan leaned over and kissed him on the corner of his mouth. She softly called "Ah Yuan" without stopping.
Li Hongyuan's eyes became clear again. He followed Jingwan's action and kissed her back. There was no lust, only the joy of regaining what he had lost. As long as she was still alive, as long as she was by his side, that was enough.
At the very least, at this very moment, everything that Li Hongyuan wanted was so insignificant.
"Wan Wan will always be by my side. You won't go anywhere, right?"
Jingwan hugged him. "Yes, I will always be by your side. In life and death, I will never leave you."
"Then let's not have children, okay? It's always just the two of us. "Li Hongyuan leaned on Jingwan's shoulder and tilted his head.
Jingwan suddenly became anxious. "Ah Yuan, what do you mean? Are you under the sterilization powder? You just don't want me to worry, so you lied? It doesn't matter. Didn't the old gentleman say it was still possible? And when Gong Jiu's medical skills improve, maybe he can cure the sterilization powder. Ah Yuan, maybe … "
"Wan Wan …" Li Hongyuan was a little amused. His wife obviously misunderstood.
In fact, Jingwan couldn't be blamed. Her husband was a real man in a feudal society. Male power was paramount. He was also a prince and might be the emperor in the future. How much importance did he attach to children? Therefore, it never occurred to her that he really didn't want children. "Don't be nervous.
Listen to me. It has nothing to do with the sterilization powder. Old Mr. You has checked my pulse. My body is very good. I don't want children because I'm worried that your body will suffer. When Zhou something Shuang gave birth, I had similar thoughts. Also, I don't want anyone to distract your attention. I hope that you will always pay attention to me. Do you understand? "
It had been a long time, but because he thought of his son in his previous life, the blurry face gradually became clear. The boy didn't look like him. Although he was a young boy in his teens, he was also tall and handsome. His face didn't reach his level, but it was better than many people. However, in terms of details, he was more like Jingwan. Especially when he smiled, it gave people a very warm feeling. However, Li Hongyuan didn't have the hobby of finding the shadow of his beloved from his son. Therefore, it was pure nonsense to love the house and its crow like his father. He didn't like this son. He still didn't like it.
However, Li Hongyuan felt that if he saw the boy, Wan Wan might like him very much. After all, from Wan Wan's attitude towards the younger brothers and sisters, nephews and nieces of the Luo family, he knew that she actually liked children, let alone her own flesh and blood.
It was said that this woman didn't have much of her mind on her husband after giving birth to a child. He couldn't bear it when he thought about it.
Jingwan didn't know whether to laugh or cry. This man really didn't know what to say about him. The child hadn't even been born yet, and he was already jealous? Perhaps she really shouldn't treat him like the current men, at least no one treated him like this.
"You can't have no children, especially when you're preparing to sit in that position." Jingwan said matter-of-factly, "Without children, everything you do now will be taken advantage of by others, perhaps your enemies."
In her previous life, creating a rich family business, regardless of whether there were descendants or not, could be done for charity and help those in need. However, it was different now. It was about the family and the clan. No matter how rich the family business was, if there was no heir, it would be divided by the so-called clan members. It was a matter of course. And the more power one had, the more they would own. Those who really needed it wouldn't even get a copper, let alone unrelated people with a different surname.
Everything that one had worked so hard for would fall into the hands of the enemy in the end. That was the most tragic.
"Ah Yuan, children are the continuation of our lives and the best proof of our love for each other. If you don't like children in front of you, why don't we send them away? " Thinking about it this way, this was simply a typical case of giving birth to a child but not raising one. The child hadn't even been born yet, and he was already thinking about being a scumbag father and a scumbag mother? This was clearly the kind of person she didn't like. However, someone was too possessive. What should she do? Could it be that he really didn't want children? If nothing else, her grandmother would scold her to death. "It doesn't seem very good. The child will definitely be sad."
"Wan Wan, you are now thinking about this. How can I look forward to the arrival of a child?"
Although these words were said very softly, Jingwan didn't feel relaxed at all. She really wondered what would happen if the child in the future stuck to her. That was not his child, but his enemy.
"Ah Yuan, let's not talk about this first. Anyway, the current situation is really not suitable for children. When everything is settled, let nature take its course, okay?" She hurriedly stopped this increasingly dangerous topic. Jingwan was really afraid that she would agitate him, who was obviously not in the right mood now, and then he would make the final decision and refuse the arrival of children.
Li Hongyuan was silent for a moment and nodded his head indifferently.
Jingwan turned her body and knelt behind Li Hongyuan. She reached out and gently rubbed his temples.
Li Hongyuan closed his eyes and tried to suppress the negative emotions in the bottom of his heart.
Jingwan vaguely felt it. While rubbing his temples, she whispered to him to attract his attention.
In fact, Jingwan's method did play a big role. Although Li Hongyuan rarely answered, he had been listening carefully. After all, the living her covered up the "dead" her.
When he opened his eyes again, Jingwan smiled softly. He had recovered.
Li Hongyuan held Jingwan's hand and pulled her in front of him. He didn't do anything else but just held her in his arms. It gave people a kind of illusion of peace.
During the time when the two were together, no one came to disturb them. Even the maids didn't change the tea.
"Ah Yuan, let's go horse racing at the horse farm?" Jingwan was suspicious of him and smiled.
"Horse racing? Do you want to race with me or ride with me? "
"Didn't you say that the horse farm has been built long ago? But you have to check it yourself."
"Check it yourself? Wan Wan wants to go personally? "Li Hongyuan raised his eyebrows.
"Ah Yuan's equestrian skills are there. Of course, you should go and I'll just watch. As long as Ah Yuan feels that it's not bad, then it's qualified, right? When it's confirmed that it's qualified, let's hold a horse riding competition. En, let's hold it after your birthday. What do you think, Ah Yuan? "
"Okay." There was nothing wrong with what his wife said.
However, if he really wanted to hold a horse riding competition, then he had to make preparations. It couldn't be delayed for too long. After mid-April, the Northwest border would be in a state of emergency. Compared to the war in the Northeast, it was the difference between a main course and an appetizer.
In his previous life, the destruction of Wu Anhou and the tragedy of Jingwan all began at this time.
However, when they talked about this, Li Hongyuan became gloomy again. After Jingwan's sixteenth birthday, it seemed that she should have married Fu Yunting. However, Fu Yunting's uncle, the current Wu Anhou, died at this time. Jingwan married Wu Anhou during the mourning period. They could have used this as an excuse to delay the marriage. Why didn't the Luo Family do so?
Li Hongyuan never thought that the old fox Luo Family was doing this out of righteousness. Moreover, Madame Luo loved Jingwan so much. How could she bear to do this? Although Luo Peishan wasn't the Minister of Personnel, he was still the Minister of Rites. It wasn't impossible for him to stop the marriage.
However, even though Wu Anhou was still paralyzed, he was living well. He was even better than a few years ago. Fu Yunting, who had married two years ago, had a son who was almost one year old. He had people pay attention to Wu Anhou, but they didn't find anything wrong. Li Hongyuan suspected that because things were different, some things might not happen again. If that was the case, then he probably wouldn't be able to find the reason why Jingwan was forced to marry.
However, the reason why his old man was so determined to destroy Wu Anhou and didn't hesitate to sacrifice the lives of more than two hundred thousand soldiers was definitely something that could be found. If it wasn't for these two hundred thousand soldiers and the tens of thousands of soldiers in the Northeast, he wouldn't have been in such a sorry state when he first started the war with the other countries in his previous life.
Some people always had to pay the price for the things they did.
"What are you thinking about now?" Jingwan was helpless. "You're a man. Can't you be a little more open-minded? Why are you always dwelling on the past? If you continue like this, I'm going to get jealous and angry."
However, Jingwan knew that something that he couldn't forget was definitely not a small matter. It should be something that no one could easily let go of. However, Jingwan didn't know the full story and didn't know how to comfort him. She could only say this.
"We agreed to ride horses. If you continue to be absent-minded, I really won't let you go. Do you hear me?" Jingwan reached out and gently tugged on his ear.
"En, I hear you. I won't be absent-minded again."
Jingwan wanted to let Li Hongyuan vent his emotions. Although he suppressed it, it would definitely do more harm than good if he kept it bottled up in his heart. Li Hongyuan obviously understood Jingwan's intentions and naturally accepted it.
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