At this time, Li Qianxue's expression was extremely cold, and there was uncontrollable anger in her eyes. However, she still tried her best to control the volume of her voice, not letting her emotions go out of control.
Su Yuxin entered the study and was working on a topic. He said that he would have time to walk around the capital with her after he was done.
She didn't want the child to hear her words. No child could accept their parents' neglect and favoritism.
She was the only daughter of the Li family. Old Master Li had given her all his love.
After she became a mother, she doted on Su Peizhen a little because she had spoiled her when she was young. She treated Su Yuxin the same way, but what about Su Chenghui?
"Su Chenghui, do you dare? Do you dare to touch your conscience and say that you did not mistreat the other two children? "
Some things were already in the past, and she didn't want to bring them up. She could just pretend that she was blind and had misjudged him for those twenty years.
But the children were innocent. He now appeared in front of her every day, treated her well, and wanted to redeem himself. She knew it all.
But how? What else was there to redeem?
Su Qingsang had been mistreated by him for so many years, and they hadn't even celebrated her birthday properly.
Li Qianxue's question made Su Chenghui speechless. He wanted to say no, he wanted to say that he had never treated Su Yuxin badly. But Su Qingsang —
"Qianxue …"
Li Qianxue didn't want to talk to him anymore. After glaring at him, she entered the room.
The door opened and closed. Standing in the living room, Su Chenghui suddenly realized that the situation in front of him was more difficult than he thought.
Su Yuxin had been in the study before. He was highly regarded by the professor and had asked him to participate in two projects.
He did not hear the argument outside. When he was done, he wanted to go to the guest room to see Li Qianxue, but the door was shut.
"Yuxin, I'm tired. I'm going to sleep first. Let's talk about it tomorrow. "
Su Yuxin stood at the door. He was quite smart and immediately understood the key point of the problem.
When he was in the study just now, half of his idea was to create some opportunities for Su Chenghui. Unlike Su Qingsang, he had a much deeper relationship with Su Chenghui.
If there was a chance, he couldn't help but want to help Su Chenghui. It didn't mean that he had to get back together with Li Qianxue.
He just couldn't bear to do it. After all, he had seen Su Chenghui's performance over the past year.
After washing up, the father and son slept on the bed. This was also very little experience.
The Li family had a large business, and they had housekeepers and servants. After the two children were born, there were people specially taking care of them. Su Chenghui had never slept in the same bed as his son.
He turned over and looked at the night sky outside the window. He noticed that his son was not asleep, but he did not turn around. He just turned over and lay flat, looking at the ceiling above his head.
"Yuxin, do you hate me too?"
Su Yuxin shook his head. "No, I don't."
"Why wouldn't you hate me? I thought you'd hate me. "
"You are my father."
That was the answer.
Su Chenghui smiled bitterly. There was a hint of disappointment in his voice. "You really don't hate me?"
"Dad." Su Yuxin didn't know how to comfort him. In fact, he wasn't very good at comforting people. "Mom is just angry. Just wait for her to calm down."
Was it just anger? It was hatred.
"I know I made mistakes in the past, and I've been trying to make up for it. But now I realize that what your mother wants is not me making up for it. "
He had always thought that what Li Qianxue hated was his lack of love and his deception.
It was not until today that he realized that what Li Qianxue hated the most was the harm he had done to the two children. The harm was on the son's body, and the pain was in the mother's heart.
For Li Qianxue, the two children were her weakness.
Su Yuxin didn't know what to say. It would be inappropriate for him to say anything at this time. Li Qianxue was such a proud woman. How could she care about Su Chenghui's compensation?
Not to mention Li Qianxue, even he and Su Qingsang had long passed the age of needing a father's love.
"Go to sleep." Su Chenghui realized that he had said too much. In his eyes, his son was still young. He didn't want to transfer such pressure to him.
He turned over again and went to sleep on the other side. Su Yuxin glanced at Su Chenghui's figure in the darkness.
"Dad, since Mom refuses to forgive you, she doesn't want your compensation. Why don't you try another way? "
Feeling that Su Chenghui suddenly turned around, his voice was very soft. "Why did you make Mom fall in love with you back then? Why don't you just let Mom fall in love with you again?"
Let Li Qianxue love him again? It was easier said than done.
That was simply an insurmountable Mount Everest for him.
Su Yuxin also realized that his suggestion was not very useful. He turned around, closed his eyes, and stopped talking.
Su Chenghui, however, couldn't sleep all night because of his words.
… …
Li Qianxue didn't sleep well. She was very picky, and she was very picky about her bed.
Most importantly, the bed she slept on had been slept on by Su Chenghui before. Even if she didn't want to, she still smelled Su Chenghui's scent left on the bed.
It was very faint, but she had been married to Su Chenghui for so many years. She knew everything about him that she couldn't know anymore.
That scent made Li Qianxue insomnia. She finally fell asleep, but she fell into a nightmare of the past.
Yes, that past was really a nightmare for Li Qianxue.
She dreamed of Su Qingsang's childhood. For her, she could remember very little about Su Qingsang before she grew up.
However, she still had a little impression of that incident. After she recognized Su Qingsang, she had been trying hard to suppress it and not let herself think about it.
But the dream was not under her control.
"Mom?" In the dream, Su Qingsang became four or five years old. From the perspective of a bystander, she saw her hiding in the corner of the living room, looking enviously at Su Peizhen, who was pouncing on her.
When Su Peizhen was four or five years old, it was the most adorable and fun time.
When she went to kindergarten, she would be exposed to many new things every day. She liked Li Qianxue. Every day after school, she would learn from Li Qianxue for a long time about what happened in school.
Today, their outdoor activity was playing in the mud. This was absolutely not allowed in the Li family.
Li Qianxue was a neat freak and didn't like the mess in the house. However, Su Peizhen had a lot of fun. She was still young at that time, just a child.
Li Qianxue had always been very patient with her daughter. Looking at her daughter who was like a mud monkey, she called the nanny and asked her to take Su Peizhen to wash up.
At that time, the smile on her face was too gentle. Su Qingsang, who was watching this scene from the corner, felt inexplicably envious.
She took small steps and carefully approached her. At that time, Li Qianxue sat back on the sofa. She was reading a financial magazine in her hand.
"Mom?" Su Qingsang's first call was very soft. Li Qianxue didn't hear it.
Because she didn't respond, Su Qingsang became a little bolder and took two steps forward.
"Mom?"
She swallowed her saliva. These two calls had used up all her courage.
Li Qianxue heard it. She quickly turned her face. When she saw that the person who came was not Su Peizhen but Su Qingsang, her expression suddenly changed.
"Who are you calling Mom?"
Su Qingsang bit her lip, frightened by Li Qianxue's appearance. She didn't know why. She was still so young. She just wanted to be close to Li Qianxue.
This was the nature of blood. Unfortunately, Su Qingsang didn't understand back then.
"I, you …" She couldn't speak clearly. When she looked at Li Qianxue's exquisite and beautiful face, she couldn't help but call out again, "Mom."
She was also a child of this family. Her surname was also Su. She could call Li Qianxue Mom, right?
Li Qianxue threw the magazine in her hand on the coffee table. She stood up and looked down at the small figure with a gloomy face.
"I'm not your mother. Don't call me Mom."
Her upbringing prevented her from doing anything to abuse or hurt Su Qingsang, but it was absolutely impossible for her to accept Su Qingsang. She wasn't that magnanimous.
Su Qingsang was frightened by the look in her eyes, especially the moment she raised her foot. She almost thought that she wanted to beat her up.
With a pale face, she turned around and ran away without looking back.
That was a memory from a long time ago. Tonight, it suddenly rushed into the dream.
Li Qianxue remembered that after that, Su Qingsang always walked around her when she saw her.
But at that time, she felt that it wasn't enough. She didn't want to see Su Qingsang. After all, every time she saw her, it was nothing more than a reminder that Su Chenghui didn't love her.
So she found Su Chenghui.
"It's fine if you want me to raise an illegitimate daughter for you. You know my temper. If you don't want me to kick her out, you should keep her away from me. "
What was Su Chenghui's reaction at that time? He didn't say anything. Not only did he not say anything, but he also chased Su Qingsang, who was already afraid of her and would almost always walk around her when she saw her, to the back of the main residence, where the servants lived.
If it weren't for the fact that Old Master Li felt that it was too harsh and finally asked Su Qingsang to move back to the room. Su Qingsang would probably be reduced to a maid in the future.
Su Chenghui, for such a long time, just watched his daughter become unfamiliar with him and alienated from him.
With so many opportunities, he could have completely turned things around. Set things right and let everything go back to square one. But what about him?
She hated him.
She hated Su Chenghui as much as she felt sorry for her daughter at that time.
Time will last forever, but this hatred will never end.
Li Qianxue woke up from her dream. The strong emotions made her eyes a little swollen and sore.
She blinked and couldn't sleep anymore. She got up and looked at the time. She didn't expect it to be only five in the morning.
Unable to sleep, she got up and went to the kitchen to get some water to drink.
However, as soon as she left the room, she was almost scared by the dark shadow on the sofa. At five in the morning, the sky was about to brighten. She couldn't see his facial features clearly, only a blurry shadow.
When she turned on the light and saw that it was Su Chenghui, Li Qianxue's face was frighteningly gloomy.
She had just woken up from a nightmare. Naturally, she didn't have a good expression when she saw the person who gave her nightmares.
Glancing at him coldly, Li Qianxue went into the kitchen to get some water.
She had just poured herself a glass of water to drink when Su Chenghui came over from the other end.
He always walked very lightly, and there was no sound of his footsteps. Li Qianxue was caught off guard when she saw him appear again. The cup in her hand almost fell to the ground.
It was him in the dream, and it was him in reality. Li Qianxue's expression was ugly. "Su Chenghui, you're not sleeping in the middle of the night. What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare? "
Su Chenghui didn't answer her question. He glanced at Li Qianxue and thought about his determination that night.
When he met Li Qianxue's gaze, he couldn't remember what he wanted to say, as if he had lost his memory. "Qianxue, did you have a nightmare?"
Li Qianxue sneered. "Aren't you my nightmare?"
Li Qianxue drank the water in one gulp. She didn't want to stay for a second longer. She put down the cup and left.
Su Chenghui held her arm and stared at her face.
"Let go of me." Li Qianxue's voice was extremely cold. "Su Chenghui, let go of me."
"Yuxin is still sleeping," Su Chenghui reminded her in a very low voice.
"Su Chenghui, don't act like a father and son in front of me. You look like you love Yuxin so much. It's disgusting. "
"Qianxue." Su Chenghui really didn't want to be at loggerheads with Li Qianxue every time. He had been working hard to improve the relationship between the two of them.
He didn't need to change much. As long as Li Qianxue didn't look at him with such a mocking gaze and didn't treat him with such a distant expression, it would be fine.
"Yuxin said that he doesn't hate me." He had asked Su Qingsang when he went to Rong City before. She didn't hate him either.
Su Chenghui didn't know why he said this, but Li Qianxue seemed to understand what he meant. She suddenly pulled her hand back.
"Yuxin said that he doesn't hate you?"
"Yes."
"What a coincidence. It's not just Yuxin who doesn't hate you. Qingsang also said that she doesn't hate you. "
Su Yuxin didn't quite understand what Li Qianxue was trying to say. She stood up straight and stared at Su Chenghui's face.
"My son and daughter don't hate you. It's because you're their father. No matter what you do, they will forgive you. "
She took a step forward and placed one hand on Su Chenghui's chest. She didn't use much strength, but her beautifully manicured nails almost pierced into his chest.
"But I'm different. They don't hate me, but I do. Su Chenghui, what you did to me all those years ago was my own blindness. But what you did to the children, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life. If they don't hate you, I will hate you for them. "
… …
When Su Yuxin got up, he found that the atmosphere between Li Qianxue and Su Chenghui was even worse.
Li Qianxue didn't sleep well last night, so she went back to sleep. This time, she didn't have a nightmare, but when she got up, she still didn't look good.
Seeing Su Yuxin standing there in a daze, she reached out and motioned for him to go out with her.
"I checked yesterday. There's a Cantonese and Hong Kong tea restaurant here that serves good morning tea. Let's go. "
Su Yuxin wasn't in a hurry to follow behind her. Instead, he looked in Su Chenghui's direction. Su Chenghui sat on the sofa and looked in this direction, but he didn't seem to have any intention of getting up.
"Yuxin, let's go and have breakfast with mom."
Li Qianxue called again. Su Yuxin's feet couldn't help but call out to Su Chenghui.
"Dad, let's go together?"
"No need, you guys go ahead."
Su Chenghui's expression was very calm. He knew that Li Qianxue didn't want to eat with him.
"You guys go ahead. I'll just cook some noodles later. "
"You heard that? Let's go. "
Li Qianxue pulled her son and left. She had no intention of paying attention to Su Chenghui at all. Su Yuxin was pulled to the door by her.
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