Shi Mengwan was struggling with life and death. No matter what, she had to fight for a chance for herself.
Even if he couldn't escape in the end, Zhan Haoze had completely lost his mind. He still wanted to do something to her. She also wanted an experience that was relatively more respectful to her.
It wasn't that he didn't feel conflicted. But now, he could only accept his fate. She was the one who brought him back. She was the one who gave him this chance.
If she was destined to be unable to escape tonight, then she hoped that her first time would be in bed, not here, in a situation like this.
Zhan Haoze was still kissing her neck, but when he heard her words, he paused.
In the next second, she was easily picked up by him. He walked very quickly, as if he was in a hurry.
She was tightly held in his arms, her body pressed against his chest. She looked up at him.
His gaze was slightly different from before. There were a few more flickering flames inside.
Her back touched the bed, followed by his rather heavy weight for her.
She didn't close her eyes. Instead, she looked at Zhan Haoze's eagerness and domineering actions. Her heart trembled.
"Big Brother …" Zhan Haoze became even more eager to plunder the girl's body. The corner of her lips started to feel numb and painful from his kiss.
She reached out her hand to support his face and looked at him attentively. This face overlapped with that of Big Brother when he was a teenager.
They had the same eyebrows and the same eyes, but the person in front of him had lost the youthfulness of his youth, and was now more stable and mature.
However, there was one thing that didn't change. His eyes were always sharp, like a lone wolf on the grassland.
This face, these eyebrows, these eyes … She had thought about it countless times in her dreams.
This was her big brother. He was the Big Brother who had been with her for more than a year. Shi Mengwan's eyes were burning.
"Big Brother, please be gentle."
At this moment, she didn't want to care about Zhan Haoze's identity. She didn't want to care about the woman beside him. She didn't want to care about the humiliation he had suffered.
The face in front of her overlapped with that of her Big Brother from back then.
Zhan Haoze was Big Brother, and Big Brother was Zhan Haoze. From the first time she saw him, she was sure of this.
"Big brother, Wanwan, please be gentler."
She spoke very softly. She couldn't even guarantee that the other party would listen. But she had to say it.
This was her first time, and the man on top of her was the Big Brother that she had been longing for for so long.
She had never wanted to be with another man in her life. If she was destined to have a man, she wanted her first time to be with her big brother.
His lips were sealed once more, but this time, it was less urgent than before. There was a hint of gentleness in his tone.
The man was trying his best to control himself. Ling Xue's move was extremely ruthless. There was no way he could resist the effects of alcohol and drugs.
Perhaps there was a trace of clarity, but that trace of clarity disappeared when Shi Mengwan called him 'Dear Brother'.
The woman's eyes were like silk, and her body was soft. Her eyes were filled with gentleness. The flames that he had been restraining and suppressing just now were now completely ignited.
Everything that happened after that was out of their control.
Shi Mengwan's reality and memories were mixed together. Zhan Haoze and her Dear Brother had become one person. It was as if she had returned to the time when she was twelve years old. That arrogant and cold youth, but he treated her differently.
Their skin was close, and their breaths were in harmony.
She was like a cloud, floating up, down, and up with the wind. She floated beyond the clouds of the Ninth Heaven, unable to find a place to return to.
However, she was also like a ship that had been floating on the sea. Now, she had found a place to return to.
"Dear Brother. Dear Brother – "
The moment she experienced the pain, she almost wanted to cry. She hugged him tightly and felt what he gave her.
The man's breathing became even heavier. She was broken into pieces and was no longer complete.
However, he filled her up and finally returned to being complete.
Back and forth, it kept repeating. This night was exceptionally long.
..
Shi Mengwan didn't sleep for long. She was a person who couldn't sleep easily when she had something on her mind.
At dawn, she opened her eyes. Looking at the sky that was about to brighten, she turned over.
Her body was extremely uncomfortable and uncomfortable. It was as if her entire body had been disassembled. She followed the hand that was tightly wrapped around her waist and raised her eyes to look at the owner of the hand.
Zhan Haoze had fallen asleep. His eyes were tightly closed. It seemed to be because of the intense exercise, but it also seemed to be because of the alcohol last night.
His breathing was steady and long, and his chest rose and fell slightly. His face was no longer as red as it was yesterday.
When he fell asleep, he didn't have the sinister aura that he had when he was awake. He looked completely harmless. She wanted to raise her hand and touch his face. Just such a simple action made her feel difficult.
She wanted to sleep, but she couldn't. She felt tired when she got up. Seeing that the sky outside was getting brighter, Shi Mengwan finally decided to continue sleeping for a while.
She turned around. Zhan Haoze's hand was still wrapped around her waist. Because of her movements, the blanket slid to her waist. Because of this, Shi Mengwan also saw a scar on his left arm.
That scar looked like it had been a long time ago, and the color was already very faint. His skin color was slightly pale. Therefore, this scar looked especially obvious.
Yesterday, Shi Mengwan didn't have time to think, nor did she have time to seriously look at Zhan Haoze's body.
The sky was getting brighter, and the scar was getting clearer and clearer. It was about five centimeters long. Shi Mengwan raised her hand and gently caressed the spot. Her eyes suddenly felt a little sore.
She had always believed that Zhan Haoze was her Dear Brother. Now, this injury had completely confirmed her guess.
"Dear Brother …"
… …
When Shi Mengwan woke up in the morning, the young man was still sleeping. He had fought yesterday and suffered some injuries. Although they were all superficial wounds, his age also consumed a lot of vitality.
Looking at the young man lying motionless on the bed, Shi Mengwan thought about the dozens of yuan she had given him yesterday.
That money wasn't much, but it was better than nothing. She regretted coming out for a day. She just wanted to go back to her home now.
But there was a problem now. Without money, how was she going to go home?
Shi Mengwan was already twelve years old. She thought about it and decided to go straight to the police station and find a police officer to send her home.
Before she left, she was a little hesitant. Should she tell Zhan Haoze? However, she wasn't familiar with him. It was just that she stayed here for a day yesterday.
She said that she was borrowing him, but she even gave him money.
Shi Mengwan didn't feel guilty at all when she thought about it. She took a look at the small house and finally left.
Shi Mengwan had a good idea. She just needed to find the nearest police station. However, after she came out of the young man's house, she found that she was lost.
The bungalows in this area were almost the same, and the alleys were connected in all directions. Every door looked almost the same to her.
Shi Mengwan went around for a long time, but not only did she not get out, she even got lost.
Just as Shi Mengwan was about to find a public phone to stop and call the police, a voice suddenly rang out. She actually met the two people who had been following her yesterday.
Two hooligans stood in front of Shi Mengwan. One was wearing a flowery shirt, and the other was wearing a black shirt. The man in the black shirt took a step forward and glanced at Shi Mengwan's face.
"Yo. Isn't this the little beauty from yesterday? "
The two of them had their eyes on Shi Mengwan yesterday. Such a young girl with good looks looked like she was alone and didn't have any family by her side. If they sold her, they would make a lot of money.
"Little beauty, since we met, it's fate. Come with your brothers. "
Shi Mengwan panicked when she saw these two people. She was lucky to escape yesterday, but it didn't mean that she would be so lucky today.
Looking left and right, she ran back like she was flying. The two hooligans looked at each other and quickly followed behind her.
Shi Mengwan wasn't familiar with this area, and she was being chased in a hurry. In her panic, she actually ran into a dead end.
"Little beauty, you can't run anymore, right?" The man in the black shirt looked at Shi Mengwan, and the smile on his face became more and more vulgar. "Don't run anymore. Follow your brother."
"Get lost." Shi Mengwan was anxious. She looked at the two people, then looked at the dead end in front of her, and fell into great despair.
Seeing that the two hooligans were about to approach, she looked around in panic. Finally, she picked up a stone on the ground and held it in her hand, looking like she wanted to fight the two hooligans to the death.
"Little girl, you have character. Your brother likes you."
The man in the flowery shirt glanced at the man in the black shirt, and the two of them moved forward together. Shi Mengwan waved the stone in her hand randomly.
However, before she could hit the two of them, her hand was already grabbed by the two hooligans.
"Little beauty, let's go."
"Help. Help! "Shi Mengwan cried out. Seeing this, the man in the flowery shirt covered Shi Mengwan's mouth.
"Wu wu …" Shi Mengwan was anxious. Regret once again occupied her heart. She shouldn't have run away from home.
The two hooligans dragged her out and were about to run out when the figure of a youth suddenly appeared in front of them.
When Shi Mengwan saw the person, her eyes widened. It was him? That Dear Brother?
The youth stood at the entrance of the alley. His gaze swept across the two hooligans, then he looked at Shi Mengwan. His eyes seemed to be filled with displeasure.
"Brat, don't be a busybody."
The man in the flowery shirt glared at the youth and was quite rude.
The youth stood there without moving or speaking. The two hooligans didn't take him seriously either. Especially when they saw the injuries on the youth's face, not only on his face, but also on his arms.
They didn't take the youth seriously even more.
When they passed by the youth with Shi Mengwan in tow, the youth didn't move.
Shi Mengwan's mouth was blocked. She could only watch as the youth kept making whimpering sounds. The two hooligans didn't take the youth seriously and passed by him just like that.
Unexpectedly, when they walked behind the youth, the youth suddenly turned around. He flew up and kicked the back of the man in the flowery shirt.
The man in the flowery shirt was originally covering Shi Mengwan's mouth, but this sudden kick caught him off guard. The man in the flowery shirt was caught off guard. He let go of Shi Mengwan and his body fell forward.
Without waiting for the man in the flowery shirt to get up, the youth kicked the man in the black shirt again. The man in the black shirt was on guard after the man in the flowery shirt fell. The youth didn't succeed.
He wasn't annoyed. He waved his hand at the man in the black shirt and punched him.
His fists were hurried, quick, and ruthless. The man in the black shirt wasn't prepared for this and was hit head-on.
"Brat. You're courting death. "
The man in the black shirt rushed towards the youth. At the same time, the youth pulled Shi Mengwan away and faced the two hooligans.
Shi Mengwan didn't know the youth's name. She watched the youth fight one against two and thought of the scene where he was surrounded and beaten up by a group of people yesterday.
"Be careful." After she shouted, she remembered that she didn't seem to know the youth's name. Seeing that the man in the flowery shirt also stood up and rushed towards the youth, she panicked.
"Dear Brother, be careful."
The word 'Dear Brother' made the youth look at her. Before the man in the flowery shirt's fist swept over, he quickly threw a punch at the other party.
The young man's martial arts were all developed through punches and kicks in actual combat. The two hooligans couldn't take advantage of him for a moment.
The man in the black shirt was anxious. When the man in the flowery shirt was holding the youth back, he took out a knife from his pocket. However, he didn't point it at the youth, but at Shi Mengwan.
Shi Mengwan was stunned. She didn't expect such a sudden turn of events. Before she could react, the youth saw the man in the black shirt's actions and pounced in Shi Mengwan's direction.
He hugged her tightly and tried to dodge the knife from the man in the black shirt. However, his arm was still stabbed by the man in the black shirt. Blood gushed out.
The bright red blood stimulated the youth. There was still a knife in his arm, but it was as if he didn't care about his life. He pulled out the knife and rushed towards the two hooligans.
Such a reckless move scared the two hooligans. The two of them actually fled in panic and didn't continue to tangle with him.
"Dear Brother, are you okay?" Shi Mengwan went forward and looked at the youth's bleeding arm. "What should we do? You're bleeding a lot. "
"Shut up." The youth glared at her and casually tore off his shirt and wrapped it around his arm.
"You, you have to go to the doctor like this. Dear Brother, I'll send you to the doctor. "
"Go to the doctor?" The youth turned around and looked at Shi Mengwan. There seemed to be a hint of mockery on his face. "Do you have money on you?"
Shi Mengwan bit her lip and was speechless for a moment. However, the youth just covered his bleeding arm and walked forward. Shi Mengwan didn't want to go home anymore. The other party had saved her, so she followed behind him worriedly.
The young man turned into another alley, and there was an extremely small clinic there.
The youth entered the door. There was a middle-aged man wearing a white coat inside. When he saw the youth enter and looked at the injuries on the youth's body, his expression immediately turned ugly.
"Why did you fight again? Do you want to die? "
The youth didn't say anything. He just pulled open the wound and showed it to the middle-aged man.
The middle-aged man stood up and looked at the youth's injury. "It's a little serious. Although it didn't hurt the bones, it still needs stitches. But I don't have any anesthesia here. "
"If you don't have it, then you don't have it. Cut the crap. "
"Okay, okay, okay. You're quite capable." The middle-aged man was angry. After the youth sat down, he didn't give him any anesthesia and directly treated the youth's wound.
When he was cleaning the wound, the youth's expression began to turn rather ugly. When the needle that was about to be stitched into the youth's flesh, the youth's entire body began to tremble.
"Dear Brother?"
Shi Mengwan wasn't an idiot. She had read the Romance of the Three Kingdoms and heard that Guan Gong scraped bones to treat wounds. However, the person in front of her wasn't Guan Gong. He was just a youth who looked fifteen or sixteen years old.
"Dear Brother? Are you okay? "She couldn't help but glare at the doctor." You, you gave him anesthesia. "
"Little girl, don't disturb me. Otherwise, I can't guarantee that the stitches will go smoothly."
The middle-aged man didn't even raise his head. He just focused on stitching the wound. "Don't worry, a few stitches will be enough. He won't die."
"But …" Shi Mengwan looked at the youth worriedly. His fists were clenched tightly, and large drops of sweat fell from his face.
Shi Mengwan couldn't help but hold his wrist. He was injured because of her, and it was also because of her that he became like this.
"Dear Brother …"
The doctor stitched the wound and was still in the mood to joke. "Kid, when did you get to know a girl? She doesn't look like you. "
"Shut up." The youth's voice was really unpleasant to hear at this moment. He glared coldly at the middle-aged man, then looked at Shi Mengwan.
She held his wrist, looking as if it was more painful than him. Inexplicably, he felt that the wound on his arm didn't seem to hurt so much anymore.
The wound was finally stitched up and treated. The middle-aged man retracted his hand and looked at the youth's face. "Alright, I won't say much. You've always had your own ideas. But I still have to remind you that your wound hasn't come into contact with water these few days, and you haven't carried heavy objects. Most importantly, for the sake of your life, you'd better not fight with others anymore. "
"Got it. You're so long-winded. "The youth stood up and moved his arm. Indeed, his bones weren't injured. It was just a flesh wound. He didn't care, nor did he thank him. He directly left the small clinic.
"Dear Brother?" Shi Mengwan quickly followed behind the youth.
The youth's footsteps weren't fast, so she easily caught up to him. "Thank you for today, thank you."
"You're welcome. We're just even. "The youth glanced at Shi Mengwan. Although Shi Mengwan was young, she understood what he meant at this moment.
She helped the youth yesterday, and he helped her today. However, Shi Mengwan felt that this was different. If it weren't for the youth today, she would have been taken away by those two hooligans. She really didn't dare to think about what kind of fate she would have had.
"We're not even. Dear Brother, you saved me. Thank you."
She said it very sincerely, but the youth completely ignored her. He walked straight to his home.
Shi Mengwan followed behind him. At this moment, she wasn't in the mood to think about going home. Instead, she was thinking about the doctor's words.
The wound couldn't touch water, nor could it carry heavy objects. Dear Brother was only one person, and he saved her. She couldn't be ungrateful. Even if she wanted to go home, she would think about it in a few days.
With this thought in mind, Shi Mengwan followed behind the youth.
"Dear Brother, what's your name?"
"Dear Brother, you were really amazing just now."
"Dear Brother, that doctor is too bad. He actually didn't give you anesthesia."
"Dear Brother, does your wound still hurt?"
"Dear Brother, what's your surname?"
"Dear Brother, my name is Shi Mengwan. You can call me Wanwan. That's what my mother calls me. "
"Dear Brother …"
"Shut up." The youth, who had been followed and questioned all the way, stopped and glared at Shi Mengwan. "If you keep making noise, I'll beat you up."
As he spoke, he raised his hand, as if he really wanted to hit her.
Shi Mengwan stood still. Her eyes were clear and pure. She believed him without a trace of fear.
The youth felt defeated. He glanced at Shi Mengwan, turned around, and continued walking forward.
"Dear Brother?" After entering the door, Shi Mengwan wanted to speak, but the youth suddenly stopped and stood in front of her.
He was much taller than her. He stared at her face with a fierce gaze. "Listen, you can stay, but you have to follow my rules."
"What rules?" It wasn't like she wanted to stay. She just wanted to take care of him for a few days until his wound healed.
"The rule is to shut up. When I don't let you speak, you're not allowed to speak."
"Big –"
"Also, you're not allowed to call me Dear Brother."
"But –"
"My name is Qiao Ze. You can call me Ah Ze. "
Qiao Ze's voice sounded very fierce. Shi Mengwan bit her lip and looked at his eyes. She said timidly, "But, I think Dear Brother sounds better."
Qiao Ze glared at Shi Mengwan. His uninjured right hand clenched into a fist again.
Shi Mengwan's gaze was too calm. He raised his hand and put it down again.
"Okay, since you call me Dear Brother, then go wash my clothes."
Shi Mengwan didn't expect Qiao Ze to really let her stay. She nodded. "Okay. I'll help you wash your clothes. "
Anyway, when she was at home, she helped her family wash their clothes. She didn't think that this was a difficult situation. Instead, she felt that this was an opportunity, an opportunity to repay Qiao Ze for saving her life.
Qiao Ze watched as Shi Mengwan walked into the bathroom in a few steps. When she really went to wash his clothes, his gaze became a little complicated.
Just like that, Shi Mengwan stayed at Qiao Ze's house.
… …
Shi Mengwan caressed the scar on Zhan Haoze's arm. This scar was left behind to save her. Seeing this, she no longer had to doubt, nor did she have to look for it.
Zhan Haoze was Dear Brother, and Dear Brother was Zhan Haoze. But why didn't Zhan Haoze remember her at all?
Could it be that she was the only one who held onto that memory of the past, but Dear Brother had completely forgotten about it?
The hand that was originally pressing on Zhan Haoze's scar was grabbed by someone. The person who was originally asleep had woken up at some point in time. At this moment, he was staring at her with his eyes open.
Because he had just woken up, Zhan Haoze's gaze was calm at this moment. His eyes were deep, but there was no trace of hostility.
Shi Mengwan could even see a faint sense of peace in his gaze.
Their eyes met, and there was silence. Shi Mengwan looked at him and was the first to look away.
"You're awake?"
After asking a useless question, Shi Mengwan lowered her eyes uncomfortably. It was one thing to be prepared yesterday, but it was another to have sex.
In the end, she was still a little shy. She didn't even dare to look into his eyes.
Zhan Haoze didn't say anything, but she couldn't help but say, "Dear Brother."
When these three words came out, Zhan Haoze's expression changed slightly. Shi Mengwan lowered her head, but she didn't notice the change in his expression at all.
"Dear Brother. Are you alright now? "His appearance yesterday made her a little worried.
She cared about him so much that she even forgot the discomfort on her body.
"Dear Brother, how are you now?"
More than ten years of concern, more than ten years of searching. Shi Mengwan, who had never given up and never gave up. Not getting a response from Zhan Haoze, she couldn't help but look up at him.
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