Su Peizhen felt a throbbing pain in her heart.
The pain was worse than when she found out that she wasn't Li Qianxue's daughter. It was worse than when she was forced to leave the Li Family.
She looked at Li Qianxue. In the suppressed emotions in her eyes, the most obvious was the pain in her eyes.
Li Qianxue saw it, but she didn't think she did anything wrong.
Everyone had their choices. She felt sorry for Su Qingsang. She chose Su Qingsang, so she wouldn't let Su Peizhen do anything to Su Qingsang.
She wouldn't let Su Peizhen hurt Su Qingsang. Although her words were cold-blooded, they were not unreasonable.
Su Peizhen could hate Su Chenghui, Xiang Caiping, and even her.
But Su Peizhen had no reason to hate Su Qingsang. To put it bluntly, Su Peizhen stole Su Qingsang's twenty years of life as the eldest daughter of the Su Family.
Su Qingsang had no obligation or responsibility to bear Su Peizhen's unreasonable hatred and anger.
Su Peizhen felt that her emotions were tumbling. She looked at Li Qianxue and tried hard not to lose control.
But it was difficult, really difficult.
"So. Auntie, do you think that I sent you that video to deal with Su Qingsang? "
Because she was too emotional, her voice was a little shaky.
"Isn't it?"
Li Qianxue sneered. Su Peizhen had been her daughter for so many years. Even if she didn't understand her 100%, she knew at least 70% to 80%.
What did Su Peizhen mean? She knew it very well.
When she saw the video for the first time, it wasn't difficult for her to guess that it was sent by Su Peizhen after thinking about it calmly.
After all, Xiang Caiping was Su Peizhen's biological mother now. It was said that the two of them had been living together for a long time.
It wasn't surprising that Su Peizhen had the opportunity to install a camera in her home. It wasn't surprising that she would take pictures of Su Qingsang and Xiang Caiping together.
But she had a very purpose for sending such a video to her.
Li Qianxue had been mother and daughter with Su Peizhen for many years. She could guess without guessing that her purpose was to drive a wedge between her and Su Qingsang.
"Do you think I'll be angry after seeing the video? Will I be unhappy? "
She was indeed angry, and she was indeed unhappy.
After being unhappy and angry, after calming down, there was also fear and dread. Fear that I might lose it.
However, in front of Su Peizhen, Li Qianxue would not reveal any of these emotions.
"Su Peizhen, do you think I'll be in a hurry to get even with Su Qingsang after watching the video?"
"Do you really think that I would do something irrational with my personality that I can't tolerate anything?"
"Didn't you spend so much effort just to drive a wedge between us mother and daughter? Do you think I'll do as you wish? "
Su Peizhen, who had been Li Qianxue's daughter for more than twenty years, really understood her. He had clearly guessed her character.
If it weren't for Li Qianxue's strong self-control and the competitive spirit in her heart, she probably wouldn't be so imposing right now.
Su Peizhen smiled. "You won't let me have my way. So? You specifically came to me and warned me not to hurt your precious daughter? "
"Yes."
Li Qianxue nodded. Her voice was resolute. "Do you think I don't know what you're doing behind my back? Do you think I don't know what you want to do? "
"Peizhen. Just as you understand me, I understand you. You lost everything that the Li family gave you and your identity as the eldest daughter of the Su family. For you, it's extremely difficult to bear. "
"And now, the person who got everything that used to be yours has become Su Qingsang, whom you used to despise the most. What do you think? Do I need to say more? "
Facing Li Qianxue's questioning expression, Su Peizhen nodded.
"So? You think I can't bear it, so you think that I'll deal with Su Qingsang? "
"Isn't that right?" Li Qianxue was not polite. "If you don't have that kind of intention, why did you send me that video? If you don't have that kind of intention, why did you try so hard to get close to Huo Yifan? "
"Don't tell me that you don't know the relationship between Huo Yifan and Huo Jinyao. You clearly know it. You know, and you're sure. That's why you're with Huo Yifan. You want to marry into the Huo family, right? "
Su Peizhen used to think that after so many things that she had been through, her heart was already cold.
But now she knew that her heart was not completely dead. She wasn't completely cold.
She still missed everything about the Su family, and she still couldn't let go of everything about the Li family.
When Li Qianxue faced Su Peizhen with such an attitude, she only had one feeling.
Thousands of arrows pierced through her heart.
"Auntie, in your heart, do you feel that? When I lost my identity as the eldest daughter of the Su family, when I lost my backing in the Li family. I, just because I'm a person, don't I have the right to live a good life? "
This was Su Peizhen's office. She was not afraid of being seen.
She stood up abruptly and stared fiercely at Li Qianxue's face.
"Tell me. When I lost my backing in the Li family and lost my identity as the eldest daughter of the Su family, did I not have the right to marry into a rich family? Did I not have the right to be happy? Is that right? "
"I didn't mean that."
No matter what, she was the daughter that she had raised for decades. Li Qianxue didn't want to say too much. "But you know why you're with Huo Yifan."
"I know what I'm doing?"
Su Peizhen smiled sarcastically. Her eyes were full of self-mockery.
"Mom." A few months later, Su Peizhen suddenly called out.
Li Qianxue's body trembled. She lowered her eyes and didn't look at Su Peizhen.
"Mom." Su Peizhen called again. She looked at Li Qianxue's slightly pale face.
"I've called you mom for more than twenty years. Now in your heart, I'm not even as important as one of Su Qingsang's fingers, am I? Am I? "
"So when you heard that I'm with Huo Yifan, you couldn't sit still, right? You're afraid that I'll go against your precious daughter, right? "
Li Qianxue forced herself not to be swayed by Su Peizhen's words. After all, she was a few years older than Su Peizhen. She reacted quickly.
"So, you want to tell me that you and Huo Yifan have feelings for each other?"
"Can't I?" Su Peizhen looked at Li Qianxue with a face full of accusation. "In your heart, is there no one who wants the daughter that you've raised so carefully? Can't she have her own love, her own feelings, and her own future? "
"Even if I'm with Huo Yifan and have the slightest intention of going against Su Qingsang. So what? That's a heinous crime? That's unforgivable? "
"Su Qingsang can marry into the Huo family, but I can't? That's what you mean. Is it? "
"I didn't say that. If you really want to be with Huo Yifan, of course, I have no right to say anything. I just want to tell you that my attitude is. "
"Your attitude is that you suspect the purpose of everything I do? Your attitude is that you think that I, the daughter that you've raised for more than twenty years, do everything with the greatest malice? "
"What else?" Li Qianxue looked up at Su Peizhen, her gaze indifferent. "How do you explain your motive for sending me the video?"
"Motive? That's because I want you to see Su Qingsang's true colors clearly. "
Su Peizhen propped her hands on the desk and looked down at Li Qianxue.
"What do you think she means? She reunites with you as mother and daughter while following me and being as close as mother and daughter to my mother? Why can't I expose her when she's trying to curry favor with both sides? "
Li Qianxue thought of the scene where Su Qingsang and Xiang Caiping were as close as mother and daughter. She thought of Su Qingsang's sweet smile in front of Xiang Caiping.
Her heart was indeed filled with waves of discomfort. But now, seeing Su Peizhen like this, she felt even more uncomfortable.
She sneered, stood up, and looked at Su Peizhen.
"Are you sure you want to expose her? Don't you want to see me hate her? And then distance myself from her? "
"Su Peizhen, you're thinking too much."
"Don't you know?" Su Peizhen thought that she knew Li Qianxue very well. She didn't believe that she could really remain indifferent after watching that video.
"I won't." Li Qianxue stood up straight, as if to testify for her. "Peizhen, you don't seem to understand that Su Qingsang is different from you."
"I was indeed a little unhappy when she went to see Xiang Caiping. But when I calmed down, I felt touched. "
"You can't not know that before Su Qingsang acknowledged me, she treated Xiang Caiping as her own mother. Once in Japan, Xiang Caiping even had a conflict with you because of Su Qingsang. Right? "
"Xiang Caiping had given her heart to Su Qingsang. If she had given her heart to Su Qingsang, Su Qingsang could have ignored it. In the future, she would have been estranged from her. Then, with such a daughter, should I also worry that one day, she would become estranged from me because of someone else? "
"You won't understand. It's because I saw the video you posted that my heart ached for Su Qingsang even more. Because after she acknowledged me, she still didn't forget Xiang Caiping, which shows that she values relationships. I only feel proud of such a daughter, but I won't feel the slightest distance or even disgust. I think that you, Peizhen, will never understand this kind of feeling. "
Su Peizhen's face turned pale. She stood there with a slightly gloomy expression.
"You actually think that way?"
Li Qianxue nodded and added, "Yes, I am. That's what I think. And you, my former daughter, I still want to warn you. No matter how high-sounding you are, you can't hide the darkness in your heart. "
"Peizhen. I'll say it again, and it will still be the same. In the future, I don't want to interfere with who you want to be with, what kind of life you want to live, or what kind of family you want to integrate into. There's only one thing, and that's Qingsang and Yuxin. They are my bottom line. I hope you understand. "
"They are your bottom line? What about me? What about me? "
Su Peizhen slammed the table hard. It was rare for her to lose control of her emotions. It was already extremely rare for her to be like this.
"Do we have to be like this between us? Mom. I call you Mom. In my heart, you are my mother. "
Su Peizhen couldn't bear the pain. She couldn't control her emotions anymore, and she didn't want to.
"Mom, if you protect Su Qingsang like this, then what am I? How long has it been since you acknowledged Su Qingsang? Five months? Six months? What about me? I called you Mom for twenty-five years. Mom, is this how you're treating me now? Is this how you're going to trample on me and hurt me for a daughter you've only acknowledged for a few days? Is that right? "
"Twenty-five years can't compare to Su Qingsang's five months, right? Whether it's you or my mom, do you all think she's better now? "
"I'm also your daughter."
Su Peizhen lost control, and her voice was almost roaring.
"I, Su Peizhen, am also your daughter, the daughter you raised for twenty-five years, and I called you Mom for twenty-five years. Why are you doing this to me? Why? "
Su Peizhen walked out from behind the desk and walked toward Li Qianxue step by step.
"Mom. You're my mother. I've always treated you as my mother, and I still can't accept Xiang Caiping. Do you know why? Because in my heart, only you are my mother. I only acknowledge you as my mother. "
With every step she took, she would ask a question. With every step she took, she would ask a question.
Finally, she stood in front of Li Qianxue. Her eyes were resentful, and her face was full of unwillingness.
"I respect you and love you, even though I know that you're no longer my mother. But I still have hope for you. I thought that one day you would understand that love is not based on blood, but on getting along. "
"I thought that you were just angry at that time. You just hated my dad for swapping my identity with Su Qingsang. When you think it through. You will accept me again. Acknowledge me as your daughter again? "
"But Mom, what are you doing to me now? Mom, what are you saying now? Huh? "
"If your daughter is Su Qingsang, then what am I? What am I? "
She repeated the question again and again.
"This is your choice." A complicated look flashed across Li Qianxue's eyes, but only for a moment. "I didn't chase you away at that time. I even agreed to let you stay in the Li family. You chose to give it up. Didn't you? "
"You left the Li family of your own accord, and you left with Xiang Caiping of your own accord. You cut off all ties with the Li family of your own accord. "
Li Qianxue was referring to the fact that ever since Su Peizhen left the Li family, she hadn't called the Li family or sent Li Qianxue any news.
She had separated herself from the Li family a long time ago, and now she was blaming her for giving up on her?
She had never given up on her. She had also given Su Peizhen some leeway, but she didn't want it.
"Then what do you want me to do? Huh? Do you want me to watch Su Qingsang surpass me? "
"She's kind and gentle. She wouldn't do something like surpassing you."
Li Qianxue subconsciously defended Su Qingsang. Su Peizhen felt so angry that she wanted to vomit blood.
"She wouldn't? Heh. Why wouldn't she? "
"Mom, in your heart, Su Qingsang is a good person. I am a bad person. But what are you doing now? All I did was send a video, and you rushed over to help her vent her anger. "
"How can this be called kindness?"
"She doesn't know that I came to you."
"She doesn't know? Yes. Even when she doesn't know, she can make you think for her like this. She can make you think for her so wholeheartedly. If she knew, do you think there would be a place for me, Su Peizhen, in the Li family, in the Su family? Would there be? "
Li Qianxue frowned because of Su Peizhen's attitude. "That's because I know that your mind has changed."
She would send that video to her, show such an expression in front of her, and reveal such thoughts.
This daughter was no longer the daughter she used to be.
"I've changed because you guys have changed. You guys changed first. "
Su Peizhen's eyes were red. She tried hard not to cry out.
She suddenly stepped forward and looked at Li Qianxue. "Mom, I still call you mom. I'll ask you this once. Me. Can I go back to the Su family now? Are you willing to let me go back to the Su family? "
"I never said that I won't let you stay in the Su family. You can still stay in the Su family."
"What about Su Qingsang? Is she going to stay too? "
"This question is meaningless. You know very well that she won't pose any threat to you."
"It's true that she won't pose any threat to me, but she will take everything away from me."
Su Peizhen put her hands on Li Qianxue's shoulders. "She took you away, Yuxin away, and Grandpa away. Even her father was snatched away by her. Mom, what I want is very simple. I just want everything to be the same as before. We are still mother and daughter. Yuxin is still my brother, and Grandpa is still my grandfather. Why can't we? Why? "
"Mom. I beg you, let us go back to the past, okay? Let us be happy mother and daughter like we used to be, won't you? "
"I promise, as long as you don't let Su Qingsang go back to the Su family, I won't do anything. I can even not marry Huo Yifan. Okay? "
There were tears in the corners of her eyes, but she stubbornly did not let them fall. For Su Peizhen, money and status had become secondary in her heart.
She couldn't stand it. She couldn't accept it. It was her family. She thought they were her family, but in the end, they abandoned her.
Her eyes were red, and her face was full of hope and desire.
She looked at her like this, just like when she was a child. Li Qianxue suddenly turned her face away, not daring to meet Su Peizhen's gaze.
"Impossible. I agree to let you stay at home, but Qingsang will always be a part of the Su family. She will always be your sister. "
The hope on Su Peizhen's face disappeared. She withdrew her hand and took a step back.
"So. Mom, in the end, you still decided to give up on me, right? "
"You can coexist, but you don't want it."
"Yes. I don't want it. But why should I want it? "Su Peizhen gritted her teeth and looked at Li Qianxue.
"You were the one who said it. You said I was the eldest daughter of the Su family. You said I was your little princess. You said I could want anything in this world that you could give me. Do you remember? Mom? On my seventeenth birthday, you gave me a custom-made sports car. You said that everything I own is unique. "
"If that's the case, why can't I want that unique motherly love? Why? "
Li Qianxue couldn't answer Su Peizhen's question. Times had changed.
At that time, she really doted on Su Peizhen and really treated her as her little princess.
"Don't blame me. If you want to blame someone, blame your father. "
Su Peizhen suddenly laughed, her face full of self-mockery. "Blame my father? I think I should blame myself. I'm too stupid. I took what you said to coax me seriously. You were just coaxing a child. You said it casually, but I took it seriously. "
"Mom. I just want to continue to be your daughter. Do you have to be so cruel to me? "
"I told you, the person who is cruel to you is not me, it's your father. It's your father who caused all of this pain. It's not me. "
Li Qianxue felt a little suffocated as she said this. She didn't want to stay any longer.
Although Su Peizhen's words were sharp, they did affect her.
After all, Su Peizhen was the daughter she had raised. Faced with such questioning, Li Qianxue really didn't feel good.
"Peizhen, we are mother and daughter. I don't want to mention what you did in the past, and I don't want to pursue it. But in the future, I will never give you a chance to hurt Qingsang again. I won't give you a chance at all. That's all I have to say. Behave yourself in the future. "
Su Peizhen stood there, her body a little stiff and a little stupefied.
She listened to Li Qianxue's warning and only felt that it was ironic. So, blood relations were so important?
Li Qianxue didn't look at her anymore, turned around, and walked out the door. However, the moment she opened the door, she was completely stunned.
This woman was Xiang Caiping?
Although she had seen Xiang Caiping on the video. But Li Qianxue didn't expect that one day, she would meet Xiang Caiping in this way.
Their eyes met. The two women, who were nearly a hundred years old together, didn't move.
Su Peizhen didn't notice Xiang Caiping at first. After all, Xiang Caiping was afraid that she would be unhappy, so she hadn't come to the office for a while.
She was still standing there, still sad. Thinking of Li Qianxue's love and concern for Su Qingsang, she felt more and more pain. Pain.
Look at Su Qingsang. She didn't need to do anything at all to let her easily taste frustration, disappointment, pain, and discomfort.
In such a situation, what reason did she have to reconcile with Su Qingsang?
How could she return to the Su family without a grudge in such a situation? Continue to be a family with Li Qianxue?
No, she didn't want to. She only wished that she had never had a sister like Su Qingsang.
She looked in the direction that Li Qianxue left and found that when she stood there without moving, she was a little secretly happy.
She thought that Li Qianxue regretted it. However, she soon saw Xiang Caiping standing face to face with Li Qianxue, motionless.
"Mom?"
This "mom" was very soft. Su Peizhen suddenly felt a little guilty.
Did Xiang Caiping hear what she said to Li Qianxue just now?
After hearing that "mom", Xiang Caiping looked over Li Qianxue's shoulder and swept in the direction of Su Peizhen.
"Who are you calling?"
Li Qianxue didn't turn around. She was still standing at the door, looking at Xiang Caiping.
After so many years, it was the first time that she directly faced Xiang Caiping like this. Compared to the Xiang Caiping in the video, the Xiang Caiping in front of her was completely like an ordinary middle-aged woman on the street.
However, it was this woman who had no special characteristics at all, who was ordinary and unremarkable. But she had captured Su Chenghui's heart for more than twenty years.
Li Qianxue closed her eyes. When she opened them again, she moved on the tips of her feet and wanted to leave.
Xiang Caiping, however, did not move. She stood in front of Li Qianxue and looked sharply in Su Peizhen's direction.
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