Yu Zi wondered if he was going to jump up now.
Yue Jingchen tasted bitterness in his mouth. Some of his tears slipped into his mouth, and he tasted a bitter and salty taste.
"I know," Yue Jingchen said miserably. "I won't pester you anymore. I … I hope you can be happy. I'm sorry. I … I've been making you unhappy and in pain. I want you to be happy. I want to be good to you. I want to give you all the good things I can get. But all I've given you is pain. I'm sorry … I … "
Yu Zi felt terrible seeing Yue Jingchen like this. Her eyes turned red.
The pale and sickly man in front of her, who was lying on the sickbed, was also sunny and cheerful when he was with her.
But when … did he become like this?
"I won't pester you anymore. Don't … don't blame me. Don't hate me. Don't pester me, okay? I don't want … I don't want you to hate me after we break up. I can't stand it. I can't stand being hated by you, "Yue Jingchen cried.
He loved her so much. He did so many stupid things because he loved her so much.
He misunderstood Yu Zi and Yan Huaian when they were still fine. He pushed Yu Zi to Yan Huaian's side.
He kept pestering Yu Zi because he didn't want to let her go. Yu Zi wanted to break up with him, which was really killing him.
That was why he was seeking death like this. Thinking of the days without Yu Zi, thinking of Yu Zi marrying someone else, forming a family, and giving all the good things about her to someone else, he couldn't take it anymore.
His parents forced him to lose Yu Zi. His cowardice caused him to lose Yu Zi.
It wasn't like he didn't know all of this.
Because he knew, the more he thought about it, the more unwilling he was. He couldn't extricate himself from the pain. In the end, he chose the extreme way.
He thought that Yu Zi would understand how much he loved her when she saw that he was willing to die for her.
He didn't expect that in her eyes, this was restraint and coercion.
It wasn't that Yue Jingchen didn't understand. Because he understood, he felt powerless.
It was as if everything he did was wrong and he couldn't save Yu Zi.
This deep sense of helplessness made him close his eyes.
"You guys can leave," Yue Jingchen said, choking with sobs. He closed his eyes, not wanting to see the interaction between the two.
He didn't want to see Yan Huaian look at Yu Zi affectionately, nor did he want to see Yu Zi shy under Yan Huaian's gaze.
Clearly, all of this belonged to him in the past!
Yu Zi dropped the fruit knife. In fact, the knife only cut the skin on her wrist a little. It looked like it was bleeding, but the injury was not serious. They were just worried about her.
Yu Zi covered the wound on her left wrist with her right hand and was about to leave when Pan Yunfeng suddenly stopped her.
Ignoring the injury on her wrist, he grabbed her right arm and said, "You can't leave! If you want to stay with Jingchen, then stay with him! He was injured because of you. How can you leave him alone! "
Yu Zi's right arm was pulled away from the wound on her left wrist. Blood immediately dripped down the back of her hand.
"Please let me go." Yu Zi said coldly.
"I won't let go!" Pan Yunfeng said shrewdly, "I know you're angry with me. You said that you broke up because of me. Okay, I'll apologize to you, okay? I'll be polite to you in the future and won't say anything. After you get married, you can move out if you want. As for the wedding, you can do whatever you want. I won't say anything, and I won't make things difficult for you. You should just live happily with Jingchen, okay? "
"Let go of me," Yu Zi said impatiently.
"Yu Zi, what do I have to do to make you agree? I already told you that his father and I won't interfere in your affairs anymore. We'll treat you well. Why won't you agree? Why is Jingchen injured like this now? Aren't you afraid that he'll die again after you leave? "
Yu Zi looked down coldly at Pan Yunfeng's hand that was holding her right arm. "Is this what you mean by treating me well? I'm injured now, but you're stopping me from getting treatment. You don't care if I live or die, but you're still so selfish. You only think about you and your son, and you don't care about me at all. Don't you think what you said just now is ridiculous? "
"You —" Pan Yunfeng wanted to say something.
Yue Jingchen opened his eyes and interrupted, "Mom, enough! We've already broken up. Let her go! She's injured, so don't stop her. "
"Jingchen!" Pan Yunfeng didn't agree and wanted to say something.
Yue Jingchen's eyes were red. "Mom, when will you listen to me? It was you and Dad who forced Yu Zi to leave. No matter what I said, you refused to discuss it with Yu Zi's parents. You insisted on destroying my marriage with that face. Now, no matter what I say, you must force Yu Zi to come back. If it weren't for you, Yu Zi and I wouldn't have broken up! We're already engaged now. How could we let Yan Huaian take advantage of us? How could we let Yu Zi be with another man? "
In the end, Yue Jingchen roared at the top of his lungs.
He was really furious. He was angry at his parents. He was angry at them for always dragging him down in the name of doing what was best for him. He was angry at himself for never being able to stop them.
"I beg you, I beg you, can't you listen to me for once?" Yue Jingchen cried.
Pan Yunfeng was stunned. She slowly let go of Yu Zi's arm and opened her mouth to question Yue Jingchen, "Are you blaming us?"
"Yes, I'm blaming you. I've always been blaming you! In the past six years, you've never treated Yu Zi well. You've never let her feel at ease. Every time she sees you, she'll be sad for a long time. If it weren't for you, I would have married her. I wouldn't have given her to another man. I wouldn't! "
Yue Jingchen poked at his heart with all his might. "Every time I think about how she'll marry someone else and have children, how she'll no longer be my Yu Zi. I don't have the right to be by her side, love her, protect her, or hold hands with her for the rest of my life. I felt a sharp pain in my heart, as if someone was stabbing me in the pit of my stomach. But who's the cause of this? I'm in so much pain now. I lost the girl I love. Who's the cause of this? Why … Why do you still make things difficult for her? Even though she broke up with me, you still want to make things difficult for her? Do you want me to lose my last bit of ability to protect her? "
Yue Jingchen wailed, not caring about his image at all.
Because he had lost his girl. He had lost her forever.
So many beautiful moments in the past were all in the past.
He had lost Yu Zi forever. It was impossible for him to be with her again.
He had been so sure that they would be together for the rest of their lives, and that there would never be anyone else. Now, his heart ached even more.
He didn't even dare to imagine Yu Zi and Yan Huaian holding hands. Just thinking about it made his heart ache even more.
Yu Zi couldn't bear to hear Yue Jingchen cry like this. His cries were so painful, like a heart-wrenching pain.
She turned her face away, and tears fell from her eyes.
Suddenly, someone held her wrist.
The well-defined bones of the hand were familiar and good-looking.
Yu Zi looked up in shock. She saw Yan Huaian walking up to her, his firm palm wrapping the wound on her left wrist.
The stuffy pain in her chest seemed to be taken away by him. Gradually, she couldn't feel it anymore.
"I'll take care of your wound first," he said. She didn't know why, but his face was frighteningly dark and angry.
Was it because of Pan Yunfeng, Yue Jingchen, or … her?
Yu Zi held back her tears, but her eyes were still red. She obediently let him pull her away.
He didn't walk fast, afraid that she wouldn't be able to keep up. But he held her wound tightly, wrapping it anxiously.
When the two of them left the ward, they heard Pan Yunfeng shouting behind them, "Yu Zi, if Jingchen seeks death again because of you, I won't let you off if anything happens to him! I'll make you pay with your life! "
Yu Zi trembled. Yan Huaian suddenly stopped.
Yu Zi looked at him in shock. Before she could react, he carried her horizontally, locked her in his arms, and walked away quickly.
His steps were big and fast. His speed was much faster than when he pulled her away. She only felt that both sides of her were moving backward rapidly.
In the ward, Yue Jingchen called Pan Yunfeng back.
Pan Yunfeng's face was also covered in tears, but her expression was fierce.
Yue Jingchen closed his eyes weakly. Now that things had come to this, who was to blame? It was all to blame. They were all responsible.
His parents, him, they were all responsible.
He took a deep breath, exhaled, and said weakly, "Mom, promise me one thing. Don't go to Yu Zi's office to look for her again. Don't disturb her. "
Pan Yunfeng opened her mouth to say something, but Yue Jingchen didn't want to talk to her anymore. He turned his head and closed his eyes.
Pan Yunfeng couldn't take it anymore. She sighed heavily and ran into the bathroom to cry.
Yan Huaian carried Yu Zi all the way to the surgery department. But this was a public hospital, not Chutian Hospital. Yan Huaian couldn't cut the queue just because he wanted to.
But the wound on Yu Zi's wrist looked really scary, so the nurse told the doctor to let Yu Zi see it first. At the same time, she asked Yan Huaian to make up for the registration.
Luckily, there weren't many patients today, and none of them were emergencies. Otherwise, they would have caused a scene.
When Yan Huaian came back, Yu Zi had just finished dressing her wound.
The nurse explained, "Luckily, it's just a skin injury. The blood vessels inside weren't hurt. I'll prescribe some medicine later. Just go back and apply the gauze on time, or you can come here directly to change the dressing."
"I'll prescribe medicine," Yan Huaian said.
"But how did you get hurt? How did you get hurt here? If it was any deeper, it would be troublesome, "the nurse added.
Yu Zi lowered her head awkwardly and didn't explain anything.
The nurse thought that the two of them were a couple and might have quarreled.
The nurse was in her thirties and had a child of her own. She couldn't help but say earnestly, "Don't use a knife when you two are quarreling. It's a joke."
Yu Zi's face turned red. This had nothing to do with Yan Huaian. It wasn't his fault that she didn't want him to take responsibility.
So she quickly shook her head. "No."
Unexpectedly, Yan Huaian also spoke at the same time. "We know. This was really an accident."
Perhaps it was because Yan Huaian looked steady and reliable, and when he spoke, he spoke in a warm and gentle voice, which made it easy for people to trust him.
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