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After Shi Xiaoya finished speaking, she felt that something wasn't right.
Xie Jieling was only 19 this year.
Unless she was in puppy love, how could she have been hurt like this?
Only someone who had experienced such pain would say it so unforgettable.
But … if it was puppy love, it wouldn't be too unforgettable, right?
Hearing Shi Xiaoya say this, Han Zhuofeng's heart also rose.
He didn't care if Xie Jieling had any relationship experience in the past.
He just needed to look forward.
However, if Xie Jieling had really been hurt in the past, his heart would ache and he would be angry at that man.
That man didn't know how to cherish her. Because of his own cowardice, he hurt Xie Jieling.
"No," Xie Jieling quickly said.
Han Zhuofeng was stunned for a moment. His heart, which had been raised, was put back down.
"I've seen it before. My cousin has been hurt like this before, "Xie Jieling said in a low voice." She's ten years older than me. She's also very cautious when it comes to relationships. Just like I said just now, if the other party is afraid of her because of this, she might as well not look for him.
"But later, she met a man. That man told her that he wasn't afraid. He accepted everything about her. He believed everything she said.
"My sister was really happy at that time. She was completely immersed in love. She smiled every day and couldn't hide the happiness on her face. Later, they got married.
"My sister also said that it was lucky that she met him. It was lucky that she bravely chose him at that time so that she didn't miss out on someone who loved her.
"But how happy she was at that time was how sad she was later. In the third year of their marriage, that man said that he couldn't take it anymore. When he couldn't take living with her, he didn't know when something scary would appear.
"He might meet her when he was eating. He might meet her when he was sleeping. Even when he was on his honeymoon or traveling, he would meet her.
"That man said that he wanted to live a normal life. He couldn't keep his promises back then. He even cheated and fell in love with someone who could give him a peaceful life.
"My sister was very sad, but she didn't pester him. If he wanted a divorce, so be it. She misjudged him. The happiness of the past has become a joke. "
"But that man, even after the divorce, still wanted to tell her that he regretted being with her. He had suffered so many years of fear for nothing."
"He said he regretted not breaking up with her earlier. He even said that since she knew about his situation, why did she have to harm others? Isn't it better to spend the rest of your life alone? "
"That man cheated on me and broke his promise. He even blamed my sister. But my sister has never said anything bad about him. She just wants to part on good terms with him. "
"When he wanted a divorce, my sister didn't pester him and didn't cause trouble for him. My sister didn't even look for the person he cheated on."
"My sister has never done anything wrong to him, nor has she ever deceived him. As a spirit exorcist, it wasn't her fault. If no one does it, then who will do it? "
"However, after divorcing him, my sister has been single all this time. It wasn't that no one had ever chased after her. But she didn't dare to. She didn't dare to believe his promise. "
"She was also afraid that he would regret it sooner or later. She had already been injured once and seen such an ugly face. She didn't dare to face it again."
"Perhaps you will say that you can find a colleague. But in our line of work, there are too few serious people. Han Zhuofeng has seen them before. Most of the real spirit exorcists are quite old. There are very, very few people like our Xie family. "
"Otherwise, it wouldn't be so difficult. My sister wouldn't be unable to give up this job either. Because this is our mission and also a responsibility that we have to shoulder, "Xie Ji said.
"I don't have much confidence in myself. I'm also afraid that I'll become like my sister, afraid of seeing such an ugly side."
"So, I want to find a real one who's not afraid of my spirit exorcism. I'm not afraid that when we're together, accidents will suddenly happen. I won't feel that my job is unlucky and abnormal. I won't blame him for ruining his life by being with me. "
Xie Ji Ling's words were truly very honest.
Unlike many people, who were general and didn't have a specific request.
Old Madam Han took the opportunity to say, "We'll find him, we can find him. There will always be such a man. If a man can't even keep his promise, what kind of man is he? "
Yan Zhiqing chimed in, "That's right. Although our situations are different, we do have something in common. Perhaps when you're with me, the things you experience aren't as scary as yours. However, it has also affected our lives. "
"Even if I wear a mask when I go out and cover myself tightly, I might still be recognized. When Little Cai is with me, I have to cover myself very tightly. We can't go to places with a lot of people. "
"When we go shopping, we'll be recognized from time to time. I'll be surrounded by people, and Little Cai will be squeezed out of the crowd. We try to avoid going to public places. It's very difficult for us to go to the cinema to watch movies, and it's very difficult for us to go to popular and delicious restaurants to eat. "
"Our lives are being watched by many people at any time and place. Unless we're always at home, as long as we go out, we'll be photographed. We almost don't have our own lives and privacy. "
"Before I got together with Little Cai, I was also worried that my job meant that the two of us were always under the gaze of others. Not only that, no matter what we do, people will magnify it. "
"If we go out separately, people will mistakenly think that there's a problem with our relationship. If we don't chat, they'll think that we're fighting. If we show off our love, they'll think that we're putting on a show. If we don't show off our love, they'll suspect that we've broken up. When I eat with the production crew, they'll take photos and say that I'm having an affair. "
"Anyway, no matter what, there will be countless pairs of eyes watching us. When things that originally didn't happen are talked about too much, it will cause misunderstandings. I'm also worried that if our private lives are affected, Little Cai will be unhappy. Will she be able to tolerate it once or twice, but after a long time, she won't be able to take it anymore? "
"Some false and very bad news, will it make her misunderstand me? Will there be a crack in our relationship because of this, and then the crack will get bigger and bigger? "
"But Little Cai told me that he thought it through before he got together with me. Before he got together with me, he also thought about all these things that I'm worried about. If he can't do it, he won't be with me. Since he chose to be with me, he has to do it. "
"And those people who made good promises at the beginning but later realized that they couldn't do it are nothing more than incompetent and irresponsible."
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