Chapter 1074
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As the door to the study was closed, Lin Jiayi suddenly felt that the surroundings around her had fallen silent.
The assistant had told her a lot of things, and she had actually heard them all in her mind and remembered them in her heart, but she just couldn't understand what the assistant's words meant.
She had no idea how long she had been sitting at her desk, but she couldn't help but feel a little stuffy. She wanted to go out for some fresh air, but by the time she came back to her senses, she was already on the streets.
She didn't wear a coat, and she didn't change out of her shoes either. All she had on her was her phone.
The winter night was very cold outside, but at this moment, she inexplicably liked this kind of howling bone-chilling wind. It could make her more clear-headed, and it could also make her face the truth more rationally.
She thought that she might have walked aimlessly on the streets for too long after leaving home, so her feet were starting to hurt.
She didn't feel like walking anymore, so she found a random seat by the roadside and sat down.
She thought about it seriously for a while and remembered that when she left the house, she had changed the password because Qin Ting knew it. Then, when she was in the elevator, she had blocked Qin Ting's phone number. When she reached the first floor, she told the receptionist on duty to stop Qin Ting outside the building and not let him into the elevator if he ever came again.
She wasn't wrong; this was her style. She wasn't a person who liked to drag things out, and indecisiveness wasn't in her nature either. Qin Ting was already in such a state, so if she didn't make a swift decision, would she be able to live through the New Year?
In truth, she didn't feel that bad when he used her name to scam people in Beijing.
He was married for ten years, and he had a wife named Song Ying … She didn't feel that bad either.
When he reunited with her, he thought that she was a good person, so he wanted to hug her, so he abandoned his wife … She didn't feel that bad either.
But when he told his wife about their time in the United States, he treated it as a story of the past. He even said that he had never lost his memory, and that his accident was just a play that he directed … Yet, it still made her feel terrible.
He didn't know her background, and yet he still wanted to soar to the top? Sure, sure … He should have told her that she, Lin Jiayi, had never lacked a backbone. If he didn't love her, she would have let him go without any hesitation. Yet, he actually faked his death to escape from her, leaving her with a love that she thought to be a beautiful one, one that she guarded with all her heart for eleven years.
Eleven years … from the age of nineteen to thirty, a woman's best years and youth, had been spent on him … and the result? In the end, the outcome was that her sincerity had been fed to the dogs!
As for the question of whether it was worth it or not, she really didn't want to pursue it. Since things had already come to this, she had chosen the path, and she had no complaints.
The only thing that she couldn't accept was that the beautiful dream she had when she was young was really just a dream …
Some people, some people … What they feared the most was a sudden death, because once they died, the only thing they would remember was the good … Perhaps, Qin Ting really wasn't that good after all. It was his death and her sudden loss that made her endlessly beautify him in her mind … Eventually, he became the white moonlight in her heart, the white moonlight that no one could surpass.
Did she love him? Did she really love him?
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