Chapter 988
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She had never thought of liking Lu Bancheng, or rather, she had always been very determined that she would never fall in love with Lu Bancheng.
However, at this very moment, she had no choice but to admit that her heart had already been lost in his world without her even realizing it.
In the beginning, he had indeed given her many nightmares. Actually, it was not entirely because of him that her psychological problems had occurred. It was also related to Wu Hao. After all, they had loved each other for ten years. It was impossible for her not to feel pain when a person she loved had been forcefully separated from her life. Later, Jiang Qianqian's child had been lost. Although she had not caused it herself, it was related to her. After that, he forced himself on her, and she aborted his child … A series of heavy events happened to her in just a few short months, and it was beyond what she could bear. That was how she ended up like that.
During that time, she had been really tormented. It was him, as Zero Degrees, who had brought her out of the nightmare.
There were some things that she did not understand at the time, but now that she looked back, she finally understood. Zero Degrees's patient companionship for more than a year had moved her heart.
Therefore, when she found out that it was Zero Degrees who had sent her to the hospital when she had fainted from the stomachache, she had felt the urge to meet him in real life.
That was because she wanted to have more contact with Zero Degrees.
She had called the radio station in Lijiang to pour her heart out. She had always thought that it was because of that conversation that she had completely let go of Wu Hao. Now, she understood that it was not because of that conversation that she had walked out of Wu Hao's world, but because Zero Degrees had walked into her world and squeezed Wu Hao out.
When she had eavesdropped on Lu Bancheng and Wu Hao's conversation and found out that Lu Bancheng was Zero Degrees, she had started to hesitate and struggle. She had ignored his serious illness and fled from Lijiang to Beijing because she was afraid to face her own heart.
Actually, she had already been moved at that time.
However, she hated Lu Bancheng too much, so much so that she thought she should hate him. She couldn't accept this change in attitude for a while.
Therefore, when she had returned to Beijing, she had not dared to contact Zero Degrees, but she had wanted to see Lu Bancheng. She had used the excuse of returning his money to see him. When she had seen his disappointment, her heart had ached and she could not help but invite him to dinner.
Her actions were all signs that she liked him.
It was precisely because she liked him that she became discontented with chatting with Zero and wanted to interact with him as well.
Because she liked him so much, when she heard Xiao 'ai say that he was going to the United States, she became a completely different person. She even went to his company without knowing it.
It was precisely because she liked him that she attended his farewell banquet on the fourth day of the first lunar month.
It was precisely because she liked him that her heart felt empty and she missed him every day after they lost contact with each other as Lu Bancheng or Zero.
Perhaps she already knew the answer in her heart, but she was too cowardly to face it. That was why she kept deceiving herself and others.
Until today, when she saw how intimate he was with other women, the heartache and jealousy made her unable to deceive herself anymore.
She liked him.
He really liked it.
This love, quietly, took root, sprouted, and grew into a towering tree.
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