Chapter 885
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Lu Bancheng felt like his heart was being stabbed by a sharp object. It hurt so much that he found it difficult to breathe.
He knew that what had happened that night was his fault, and he also knew that he had hurt her deeply that night. However, he had never imagined that the hurt would be this deep.
The girl on the hospital bed was still crying. She probably didn't have any strength left. Her resistance gradually stopped, and her cries slowly became softer.
Just when Lu Bancheng thought she was going to calm down and fall asleep, her little hands suddenly gripped the bedding with extra force, as if she was trying her best to suppress some kind of emotion. But even so, the rise and fall of her chest became more and more obvious.
Then she muttered in a low voice, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry …"
Sorry? Who is she apologizing to?
Lu Bancheng furrowed his brows. Before he could fully compose himself, he heard her say again, "… Don't blame me. I know I'm sorry, but I had no choice … I couldn't give birth to you …"
When he heard this, Lu Bancheng's entire body tensed up.
So her apology was for him and the poor child who never had the chance to come into this world.
"… I know you're innocent, but I can't face you … I'm afraid I can't treat you well. I'm afraid you won't be happy in this world at all …
"I can't convince myself to accept you either. Every time I think of you, I think of that night. It's so scary …
"I'm sorry, baby. Don't blame me. I really can't be with him. I'm afraid …"
It turned out that when she raised the knife and ruthlessly ended the child that was linked to their lives, she did have a sense of existence in her heart.
So when he was sad, angry, and heartbroken for that child, she also felt guilty, apologetic, and blamed herself for that child.
She had never forgotten. She had always remembered it.
So even though she didn't love him, she hated him, blamed him, and blamed him, deep down, she still had feelings for that child who was related to her.
But because she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart, she really didn't want to have too much to do with him. She was afraid she would transfer her hatred to that innocent child, so she chose to give up.
"… I'm sorry …" Lying on the hospital bed, she began to repeat the words "I'm sorry" over and over again.
The sound was clear and ear-piercing, and it made Lu Bancheng's chest throb with pain.
He didn't know how to describe what he was feeling at the moment. His heart felt heavy and blocked, making it hard for him to breathe.
He suddenly felt that he couldn't stay in the ward anymore. He stood up straight and took a step back. His steps were a little messy as he turned around and walked out.
Back in the car, Lu Bancheng sat in a daze, as if he had lost his soul.
The sky brightened and the sun rose. The world was in chaos, but he didn't react. It wasn't until he saw her walk out of the hospital building with a pale face that he came back to his senses.
He didn't call out to her, but silently watched her walk to the roadside and hail a taxi.
Instinctively, he stepped on the accelerator and followed behind her car while maintaining a distance.
After walking for about half an hour, the taxi finally stopped by the roadside. She paid the driver, got out of the car, and entered the building opposite the taxi.
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