Chapter 580
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She first went to the bathroom, threw the pregnancy tests into the trash can, and then carried the garbage bag out of the door.
She took the elevator to the first floor. As soon as she stepped out of the elevator, Qin Zhi 'ai looked down at the high heels on her feet, touched her flat belly, and threw the garbage bag into the trash can. Then she took the elevator back home and changed into a pair of white flats.
On the way to find food, Qin Zhi 'ai carefully analyzed the current situation.
First of all, she was unmarried, and Gu Yusheng was married. The child in her belly was destined to be born without a father.
Second, she had no money, and raising a child was a long-term expense. If she had this child, he would not have a good life with her.
Finally, she was not ready to be a mother.
In conclusion, the most rational thing to do was to abort the child before it was fully formed.
Despite this thought, Qin Zhi 'ai couldn't help but avoid some foods that were not good for the fetus when she ordered food. While waiting for her meal, she even took out her cell phone to check what pregnant women should pay attention to.
With mixed feelings, Qin Zhi 'ai filled her stomach.
Walking out of the restaurant, she felt much more refreshed as the cold night wind blew.
She stood on the side of the road and stared at the bright street for a while. Finally, she walked to the side of the road, hailed a taxi, and went to the nearby hospital.
After registering in the emergency room, she did a blood test, and the results came out quickly. The pregnancy test, which had originally been inseparable, had now become an irrefutable fact.
Qin Zhi 'ai took the test results and left the hospital. She didn't rush home, but found a random coffee shop, ordered a cup of sour plum juice, and sat by the window, staring at the street.
As the night grew darker, there were fewer and fewer cars on the street. When the lights dimmed, Qin Zhi 'ai realized the truth. She knew all the principles, but she couldn't be rational in the face of a life.
Even if she couldn't be with Gu Yusheng, even if the child in her belly would be born into a single-parent family, even if the child would have a hard life with her, even if she might be implicated by the child, even if she might not have a complete marriage and family for the rest of her life, even if she might receive a lot of gossips and gossip because of her pregnancy out of wedlock, there was only one real desire in her heart, and that was to give birth to the child.
Back when she was Liang Doukou, she knew that taking birth control pills was bad for her body, but she still took them.
Because at that time, she already knew that if she was pregnant, she would definitely give birth to the child without hesitation.
However, if she wanted to have a child, she … she would have to leave this city.
Qin Zhi 'ai bit her lip and moved slightly. She looked out of the window with a touch of sadness in her eyes.
Gu Yusheng, I'm afraid that giving birth to our child will be the last thing I can do for you in my life, even if I try my best without asking for anything in return.
After a long time, Qin Zhi 'ai withdrew her gaze from the window. She took out her cell phone and searched for Professor Zhu's phone number. She wanted to call him, but when she looked at the time and realized it was already past 11 o' clock, she texted him instead. "Professor Zhu, do I still have a chance to go abroad as an exchange student you mentioned to me last time?"
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