Chapter 436
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Hearing this, Lu Bancheng completely understood. "So, if you hadn't saved the two boys that day, you would have met her, right?"
At that moment, Gu Yusheng's reaction was much slower than usual. After a while, he softly replied, "Yes."
As a friend, Lu Bancheng knew that he should comfort Gu Yusheng, but he didn't know what to say at that moment. After a long silence, he said, "You must be very regretful."
"I'm not regretting it …" Gu Yusheng's words were intermittent. "I'm just very sad … In fact, I could have gone ashore, but I couldn't just watch that little boy die. I knew very well that if I had gone to save him, I wouldn't have been able to come ashore in my condition …"
"But, you know, I couldn't just watch him die … In fact, I thought I would really die in that river, but I thought that she was waiting for me, so I survived …
"Bancheng, do you know? When I was in the army, I was injured many times, but I never had such a strong desire to survive as I did this time. "
Lu Bancheng knew that Gu Yusheng hadn't finished speaking, and he also knew that Gu Yusheng was absolutely depressed at that moment. He didn't want Lu Bancheng to say anything to him, but he just wanted to find an outlet for himself to vent.
Therefore, he didn't speak, but just sat quietly and listened to him.
"I want to live … because she's waiting for me …" Gu Yusheng's voice became a little muffled, but Lu Bancheng still heard the rest of his words clearly. "I can give up my life for anyone in this country, but I will only live for her …"
"But, after I survived, she was gone …"
"I survived because of her …" Gu Yusheng's voice trembled slightly. "… Until now, I still don't know why I'm still alive. I don't know why I'm still alive. It's so boring. Do you know that?"
If Lu Bancheng hadn't spoken before because he was listening carefully to Gu Yusheng, then he didn't speak now because he really didn't know what to say.
In the darkness of the room, he couldn't see Gu Yusheng's expression, but he could feel the deep pain radiating from Gu Yusheng's body.
Gu Yusheng didn't speak again.
The darkness in the room amplified the silence by several times. Lu Bancheng could even hear the sound of his breathing.
After some time, Gu Yusheng moved his body slightly and said in a hoarse voice, "I haven't felt my heartbeat for many years."
He had given up on his dreams, and his parents had passed away. At that time, he had gone from being filled with passion to being as calm as still water.
He thought that this was all he could do in this life, muddle along.
Until she appeared, his blood became fresh again, and his beating heart gained strength.
His heart, which had been like dead water, began to come back to life. It was only when he heard what she said on the day he saved her that he clearly realized that, quietly, he had a new dream.
And that dream was her.
However, his new dream was far more tragic than the dream he had given up on.
At the very least, he had pursued and enjoyed the Mountain River Dream, but what about her? It was over before it even started.
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