Chapter 254
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He stared at her for a long time, and a thought slowly floated into his mind: So, this is what it means to like someone …
When he was angry, he was extremely angry. When he was happy, he was extremely happy.
In the past twenty-six years, no one had ever made him feel the way she did. So when the feeling came, he never thought that it was love.
The tragedy of his parents' relationship and marriage made him decide from a very young age that he would never love any woman in his life, nor would he marry any woman.
When he was young, the only thing he wanted in this life was to dream of mountains and rivers.
After his dreams were broken, he thought that he might be like this for the rest of his life. Gu Enterprise, a lonely man, and a lonely old man.
He really didn't want another woman in his life.
It wasn't until he saw her eyes at the old mansion … that he began to be frequently disturbed by those eyes. He slept with her … He was frightened by his own loss of control. He forced himself to be cruel to her until she really went from clinging to avoiding him.
He began to feel unreconciled again.
It was probably from then on that he started to make exceptions for her again and again, right?
He went to pick her up in the heavy rain; he stood up for her when he saw her being bullied; he got angry when he found out that she went to Lu Bancheng for help; he blocked the knife when he saw Ruffian Wang hurt her; he found many people to play with her when he knew that she was unhappy; he rushed from England to France to give her a birthday present …
He always couldn't understand why he always did things that he shouldn't do.
It wasn't until Lu Bancheng analyzed everything to him that he had to face the truth that he had been hiding and avoiding: he liked her.
When did he start to like her?
He didn't know. He only knew that now that he realized that he really liked her, he already cared about her a lot.
Maybe it was on his grandfather's birthday when the car arrived and she pushed him away. Or maybe it was even earlier, as early as the day when she moved into his grandfather's house and he looked into her eyes for the first time.
In short, she was everywhere in his life now.
Many questions that he couldn't figure out in the past suddenly became clear.
To him, love had always been a very ethereal existence. It was only now that he realized that love was actually very simple. It was a person who, over and over again, uncontrollably made an exception for another person.
The cigarette burned to the end, giving off a scorching heat that pulled Gu Yusheng back from his thoughts.
He put out the cigarette in the ashtray beside him and said to Lu Bancheng, who had been silent for a long time, "You know, I've never thought of liking a woman or marrying a woman."
Because this thought was so deeply rooted in his blood, when he was distracted by her, he thought of countless possibilities, but he never thought that it was love.
But now that he understood, what should he do?
Continue to love? Or give up?
Give up?
Gu Yusheng's heart suddenly skipped a beat. Deep in his heart, he felt a heart-wrenching pain for no reason.
This kind of pain was very familiar, as if he had experienced it himself. He didn't know if it was his imagination, but along with this pain, the image of him constantly crying and saying "sorry" appeared in his mind.
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