Gong Dai lowered his gaze and stared at her without blinking.
"You're most afraid of killing people for no reason. You're most afraid of becoming an executioner in the eyes of the world. You're most afraid of … becoming a burden to me … I know all these!"
GongYimo choked and could not refute him.
Gong Dai continued, "When I was young, you taught me psychological tactics and even told me that a person's heart can be sick. You even gave me a few examples. One of them had a psychological illness that I felt was very similar to yours."
GongYimo blinked and looked at him. Suddenly, she felt uneasy.
She taught him psychological tactics so that when he grew up, he would be more at home when dealing with people. She did not expect him to use it all on her …
"I'm not sick!" She said without much confidence.
"You are!"
Gong Dai stared at her fiercely. Under his unreserved pressure, the murderous aura that was similar to that of the Grand Regent in her previous life made GongYimo want to escape.
"There's a condition called 'post-traumatic stress disorder'. It's exactly what you're experiencing! In your heart … there's a nightmare. If you don't touch that nightmare, you'll be fine. But once you touch it, you'll remember a lot of things that you shouldn't remember. You'll be depressed and lose your will to fight. You'll even commit suicide. "
Gong Dai tried hard to recall every word that she said back then. He drew inferences and speculated, but GongYimo did not have any changes that could hide from his wise eyes.
When his hand touched her hair again, GongYimo felt that she had nothing to hide in front of him! This kind of temptation really made her want to escape!
She heard him say, "Baby, after killing those innocent people and Chang Xi, you'll most likely become an executioner without any sense of reason. That's your biggest fear, right?"
His voice was dreamy and illusory.
"You're so eager for everyone to live well, as if you're compensating for something. Although I don't know the reason, I won't force you. But now, do you want to leave me? "
The faint danger under that gentleness made Gong Dai's calm face have a devilish beauty. It was impactful, and it made GongYimo's heart pound fiercely against her chest! Under his pressure, it was as if something was beginning to awaken!
Did she do something wrong? She was such a dangerous person, shouldn't she die? If she continued to live, what if she was used by someone who hid even deeper … and turned into a mindless butcher?
Rivers of blood and corpses … She was afraid that the nightmare would repeat itself … She was even more afraid that she would drag Gong Dai down with her. She was afraid that he, who was clean in this life, would also become a terrifying person …
She was so flustered. She was scared … so scared!
"Royal Sister! Answer me! Are you going to leave me?! "
When Gong Dai raised his voice, he did not expect to scare GongYimo to tears!
She was already on the verge of a nervous breakdown! In her previous life, the state of mind before her death once again enveloped her. She felt that she had done nothing wrong, but after being yelled at by Gong Dai, she felt guilty and broke down into tears! She was even trembling all over!
"…" Gong Dai was caught off guard.
"Bad guy! What right do you have to yell at me! I didn't do anything wrong! "
GongYimo wiped her tears as she stared at him with reddened eyes!
Gong Dai's heart softened when he saw her crying, but he was also angered to death by her words!
"So you really want to leave me?"
He held her waist tightly and stared back at her fiercely!
"Who gave you the guts!?"
GongYimo was afraid, but she did not want to be outdone and raised her head.
"Gong Dai, I'm your sister! Who gave you the guts to yell at me like that? "
Gong Dai narrowed his eyes. "But you're also my woman!"
After saying that, he kissed those little lips that he loved and hated at the same time!
GongYimo resisted with all her might! After being exposed to Gong Dai's naked analysis of her thoughts, she felt an inexplicable anger after being scared!
However, their martial arts skills were on par, and Gong Dai's physical strength was several times stronger than hers! She kept trying to break free, but Gong Dai pressed her against the iron bars of an empty cell. He bit her lips and refused to let go!
This was a matter of principle, and he had to teach her a lesson. He could not be soft-hearted!
GongYimo felt that she could not breathe. Gradually, her resistance became weaker and weaker. The pain from her lips made her cry and curse at the same time!
"Gong Dai, you're so annoying … You … Mmph!"
She finally managed to catch her breath, but her lips were sealed again. Gong Dai's gaze became deeper and deeper. That scorching body temperature and his unyielding dominance seemed to melt her!
GongYimo finally turned her head and broke free from him!
"Bird … Mmph!!"
Could he wait for her to finish cursing before kissing her?! GongYimo's eyes were spitting fire!
However, slowly … Gong Dai's kiss became gentler. That gentleness seemed to be able to soothe all of her fear, panic, and inexplicable anger …
GongYimo gradually calmed down and kissed him back. It was as if she was absorbing energy from him …
Gong Dai closed his eyes and kissed her so sweetly. However, in the end, that sweetness suddenly turned bitter, causing a trace of pain to appear on his cold and handsome face!
His hand grabbed GongYimo's waist tightly. His strength was so great that it was as if he wanted to embed her into his body!
He let go of her red and swollen lips and leaned against her forehead as he panted.
"… Don't leave me!"
His cold and unique voice had a trace of sourness that seemed to entangle into her bones … It turned into silk threads and permeated into her limbs and bones!
That sourness gradually deepened, causing her to suddenly feel unbearable heartache! Only by hugging him did she have the strength to stand.
She wanted to say, I don't want to leave you … But …
"Momo …"
Gong Dai opened his eyes and lowered his head to look at her. His brows were slightly furrowed, but he was firm as he said each word clearly.
"I know that the current situation is very difficult for you. I also know that you're just afraid of hurting me. You're afraid that you'll become a irrational lunatic in the end. But …"
His voice trembled as he grabbed her hand tightly and placed it on his chest.
"But you've wanted me to believe you since we were young. Can't you believe me? I promise that no matter what, I won't let you become like that. I'll definitely not be killed by you. I believe in you. Can you believe in me too? "
GongYimo blinked. She couldn't retract her hand that was grabbed by him. It was as if she was being held tightly by someone and had no way to escape.
Under Gong Dai's scorching gaze, GongYimo, who had nowhere to retreat, felt her psychological defenses crumbling inch by inch! After a while … she trembled as she spoke of the fear in her heart.
This was also the first time she had expressed her fear to an outsider.
"I'm afraid …"
She was afraid. This had nothing to do with whether she believed in him or not!
It was only because she loved him that she didn't want to hurt him at all …
As she thought of this, she almost pleaded, "Let me go … I don't want to hurt you … Please!"
Gong Dai held her hand tightly! He wouldn't budge an inch!
"Don't leave me!" He looked at her lovingly. "Even if it's for me, can you stay?"
GongYimo pouted. "… I'm really afraid."
Gong Dai hugged her gently. "Don't be afraid. No matter what happened in the past, you already have me. I'll protect you. But if you leave, I'll have nothing left … "
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