No emotion could be heard from his low voice, but his heart was being torn apart!
He tried his best to control himself, telling himself to calm down!
What she meant was that he had to let go of this relationship. Not only that, he would never be able to hug her or kiss her openly for the rest of his life. What she meant was that he was the most important person to her in this life. She would never leave him, but that was where she was for the rest of her life!
He would never be her lover!!
Gong Dai's hands relaxed and tightened. Even GongYimo could feel his forbearance, but she did not dare to say anything. She was waiting for his answer.
His rationality told him to say yes! Wasn't it just holding back his feelings? Wasn't it just pretending that he did not love her? So many years had passed. He could do it! She would never marry and accompany him for the rest of her life. Wasn't that enough?!
But his feelings were screaming! They were screaming! They were rolling and wanting to tear everything apart!
He was unwilling. He did not want to be the person closest to her. He wanted more! He wanted her to love him! He wanted her to kiss him. He wanted to be her real man!
He longed for it so much that his heart was breaking! He had already endured so many nights of tossing and turning. Was he going to continue enduring? How long was he going to endure?
Gong Jue's eyes alternated between forbearance and fear. She couldn't imagine how terrible Gong Jue's thoughts were at this moment. If she knew, she would've fled immediately!
After a long time, just when GongYimo thought that he would not answer, Gong Dai laughed.
It was a bitter laugh. His voice was heavy, as if he could not breathe.
"Okay … I promise you."
GongYimo blinked.
"Including letting go of this relationship?"
Her words were like a steel knife, stabbing him so hard that his heart was bleeding! However, he still wanted to smile. He smiled as he spoke slowly, one word at a time.
"Yes … including … letting go of this relationship …"
Letting go? No, he would never let go! Even if the world was destroyed, even if the world could not tolerate him, he would die! He would never let go!
Gong Dai felt that his smiling face was almost stiff, but his heart was numb from the pain. Otherwise, how could he say these words so calmly?
However, GongYimo was still worried. She hesitated and asked, "Then we'll still be siblings in the future?"
A fishy and sweet taste filled his mouth, but Gong Dai resisted it with all his might! He laughed again.
"Yeah, we'll still be siblings in the future."
These few words were like death by a thousand cuts, but he still said it so casually.
He never lied to her, so GongYimo was satisfied. Originally, she wanted to give him a hug to reach a consensus, but when she thought that it was a sensitive time, she gave up.
In addition, she began a deep self-reflection. In the past, she always felt that she was young and others were young, so there were many things that she did not care about. Now that she was fourteen, although in her opinion, this was still the age to act coquettishly, she forgot that in another year, she would be considered an adult in the ancient times. She would be a big girl. It would be better to have less physical contact in the future.
Therefore, she retracted her outstretched hand and pretended to stretch. She forced herself to be normal and asked in a lazy manner.
"Then … Do you feel better now?"
Psychological problems needed to be treated. As long as she could talk it through and slowly recuperate, she should be fine.
Gong Dai smiled palely. His black hair set off his devilish facial features. Under the dim and flickering candlelight, there was a dangerous kind of beauty.
"I'm much better …"
Hearing him say this, GongYimo nodded worriedly. "Have a good rest … In the future, I won't be so rash anymore. I'll tell you wherever I go. I'm sorry."
Gong Dai suddenly reached out and touched GongYimo's hair when she was unprepared.
"It's okay." It was just that … He would never let her have the chance to leave his side again … Never again.
"Oh right, why aren't Lo Qi and the rest with you?"
GongYimo had wanted to ask this question for a long time. If they weren't around, what would happen if someone came at night?
Gong Dai said, "I asked them to look for you. They'll be back tomorrow." If I didn't send them away, why would you come back so obediently?
GongYimo showed a disapproving look. "Then how can you guarantee your safety tonight?"
Gong Jue smiled, then suddenly leaned over and snuggled up to her legs, sighing faintly.
He sighed and said, "My safety can only depend on Royal Sister …"
His action shocked GongYimo! She quickly backed away and almost tripped Gong Dai.
Gong Dai slowly straightened his body and sat on the bed. He said in a self-deprecating tone.
"Why … As your younger brother, I can't even touch you?"
His gaze was too scary. The feeling that sent chills down one's spine appeared again. GongYimo's heart was pounding. She forced herself to calm down and then forced a smile.
"No … I just, just suddenly remembered that if I have to watch over you tonight, I have to bring my blanket over. I can recognize the bed …"
Recognize the bed, but you didn't seem to be in low spirits after leaving for a few days.
Gong Dai didn't expose her. GongYimo secretly heaved a sigh of relief and ran out of the room.
After she left, a stream of blood slowly flowed out from the corner of Gong Dai's mouth. He reached out to wipe it, but the more he wiped, the more blood there was! Looking at the blood-stained bedsheet, he smiled. However, his heart felt like it was being cut by a blunt instrument. Every inch it went in, it was doubly painful!
He didn't want to experience this kind of pain anymore … A thought formed in his mind. He secretly circulated his Qi. Since he was already injured internally, the moment he circulated his Qi, he spat out a mouthful of blood!
His face was as white as a sheet!
When GongYimo came in with the blanket and saw the blood-stained bed, she couldn't care about anything else!
"Gong Dai!!"
She flew forward and held his hand that was hanging down. Their fingers interlocked, and her inner energy was freely transferred into his body!
After a long time, Gong Dai's face looked a little better. It wasn't like before, when it was full of death.
GongYimo finally smiled.
At this time, she saw that Gong Dai had finally recovered. Her heart that was pounding because of fear also gradually calmed down. Tomorrow … she would invite the best doctor to treat Gong Dai's body!
With this thought, she was extremely tired. She didn't care about the blood-stained bed and the unconscious Gong Dai. She directly lay down beside him and fell asleep.
In her sleep, she felt Gong Dai's body temperature was cold. She even subconsciously hugged him so that he could feel the warmth. Just like that, the night passed.
The next day, when GongYimo woke up, the sky was already bright!
She opened her eyes in a daze. She thought of something and hurriedly looked at Gong Dai's condition. Who knew that when she turned around, she would bump into Gong Dai's arms, which made her slightly stunned.
But while she was still in a daze, Gong Jue lowered his head and gently kissed her on the lips, gently whispering to her.
"Good morning, Momo."
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