Even though Cousin repeatedly assured Li Xiuwan that he didn't like sleeping with a concubine and that he just wanted to vent his desires, Li Xiuwan still felt wronged in her heart. He clearly said that he would only have her for the rest of his life. Why was he so eager to add another person to the room when she was just pregnant?
However, if she said such jealous words, it would make her look like a jealous woman. Li Xiuwan's previous education didn't allow her to do this. Not only could she not be jealous, she had to be like the main wife and accept the concubine with a smile.
God knew that when she found out that Cousin had a concubine, she wanted to use a knife to cut that woman's face into pieces.
Li Xiuwan endured for nine months.
When the melon was ripe, it fell. After the confinement, she prepared to snatch Cousin back.
However, not only did childbirth cause Li Xiuwan to miss nine months with her cousin, it also caused her to have many ugly stretch marks on her belly. The supplements that she ate when she was breastfeeding the child had turned into fat that followed her like a shadow. Many ugly spots appeared on her white and tender cheeks. Because of childbirth, the once most beautiful woman in the capital lost her halo and became no different from an ordinary woman.
Her cousin liked the beautiful and unique Li Xiuwan.
Not this woman in front of him with a face full of spots and fat all over her body.
Using one's beauty to serve others, one's beauty wanes.
Cousin liked Li Xiuwan's beautiful appearance.
Without her beautiful face and exquisite figure, her cousin's heart changed very quickly.
Cousin didn't even have any intention of avoiding Li Xiuwan and quickly stuffed several women into the room.
Every single one of them had a beautiful face and an exquisite figure.
Li Xiuwan quarreled with Cousin before. In the beginning, Cousin would explain that he was just venting his desires.
In the end, he couldn't stand Li Xiuwan's pestering and directly said it out loud.
This was the first time that the kind and gentle Cousin in Li Xiuwan's memory was so sharp and mean. His eyes were filled with disdain and coldness. His mouth opened and closed slowly, it was filled with words that poked at her lungs. 'Why do you want me to love you for the rest of my life? Why don't you take a look at your current appearance, an ugly woman covered in fat and spots. What part of you is worthy of my liking?'
Talent?
Don't joke around.
Others might not know about Li Xiuwan's talent, but his cousin was clear about it.
Li Xiuwan's famous poems were all written by her cousin.
At the end of the day, the only thing that Li Xiucheng could be proud of was his good looking face. But now, without his face, Li Xiuwan naturally became ordinary.
Li Xiuwan thought that marrying her cousin was marrying her true love.
But in reality, she only lived a happy life for the first few months after marrying her cousin. After that, she was like a lemon soaked in bitter water, sour and bitter.
Moreover, after telling Li Xiuwan everything, her cousin's attitude towards Li Xiuwan became worse.
She had nothing but the status of the first wife.
Li Xiuwan spent the rest of her life arguing with her cousin.
While she was struggling, Xiao Rong returned from the border with glory.
After he came back, he was directly married to Commandery Princess Chang 'an by the Emperor.
After Xiao Rong got married, he directly asked the Emperor for an imperial edict, saying that he wanted to follow his father's example and only have Commandery Princess Chang 'an in his life.
Countless women envied his promise of only having Commandery Princess Chang 'an in his life. What was more, Xiao Rong felt sorry for Commandery Princess Chang' an because she suffered too much during childbirth. After giving birth to the little Commandery Princess Chang 'an, he didn't have any children. Even if he had no children, he was willing to only have Commandery Princess Chang' an.
Before Li Xiuwan died, she accidentally saw Xiao Rong.
The playboy who chased after her back then was still handsome, but he was more resolute and calm. His eyes were gentle when he held Commandery Princess Chang 'an's hand, as if he was holding a rare treasure.
Even when she and her cousin were intimate, he didn't treat her like this.
Li Xiuwan regretted it.
If she didn't have prejudice against Xiao Rong because of some shortcomings, she might be the one enjoying Xiao Rong's gentleness now.
Thinking of her cousin who had changed a lot and looking at the gentle Xiao Rong, Li Xiuwan thought before she died that if she could do it all over again, she would not continue to refuse Xiao Rong. She would be Xiao Rong's wife and accompany him to stand at the top of the world.
But Li Xiuwan didn't know that.
You can do it all over again, and others can do it all over again.
Moreover, no one has the obligation to wait for you all the time. What's more, you don't really like her. She just chose a more relaxed way of life because she had suffered a lot.
If she really married Xiao Rong, maybe she would cherish Xiao Rong's affection at the beginning. But over time, she would dislike Xiao Rong who only knew how to dance and play with guns and knew nothing about life.
After all, Li Xiuwan didn't love Xiao Rong or her cousin. She loved herself most.
Moreover, after being reborn, Li Xiuwan still didn't understand that it was better to rely on oneself than to ask for help.
Only when you were strong, others wouldn't dare to bully you.
If you wanted to rely on others to live a free life, you had to bear the risk of being betrayed by others.
She suffered such a loss in her last life. After being reborn, she still wanted to live a good life through men. It was really a waste of the opportunity of being reborn.
What's more, her cousin was just an insignificant scholar, but he dared to treat her like this, let alone Xiao Rong who had a noble status.
If he didn't really like her, Xiao Rong would probably go even further when she was old and withered according to his temperament.
Li Xiuwan had died once, but she still didn't understand. She still wanted to entrust her future to men. Sure enough, a pitiful person must have something hateful.
However, she didn't know that Xiao Rong was no longer the one in her memory.
What's more.
Why did she think that Xiao Rong would treat her the same as before if she wanted?
However, Li Xiuwan had been fascinated by her cousin's betrayal in her last life and Xiao Rong's glory and bright future. She believed that Xiao Rong would be willing to marry her as long as she gave him some benefits in this life since he had pursued her for two years despite her cold words in her last life.
At that time, the glory and gentleness of Commandery Princess Pingan in her last life would all belong to her.
Thinking of this, Li Xiuwan's eyes became bright.
Thinking of her bright future, Li Xiuwan's face shone with happiness. She lay on the bed happily and planned to go out to find Xiao Rong tomorrow.
In the past, Xiao Rong had been looking for her everywhere. If she took the initiative to find Xiao Rong tomorrow, Xiao Rong would like her more. At the end of the year, they would be engaged.
Thinking of the glory of Commandery Princess Pingan in her last life, Li Xiuwan couldn't help but smile.
While Li Xiuwan was thinking about her bright future, the capital city was in chaos.
Xiao Rong had been pursuing Li Xiuwan for more than half a year. People in the capital city thought that Xiao Rong would only marry Li Xiuwan. Unexpectedly, a beautiful girl appeared.
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