She remembered that four years ago, when she was in school, there was a male classmate who had a good impression of her. When she wasn't paying attention, he forcefully hugged her. She took a vase and smashed the other party's head, causing the other party to bleed a lot. She was also sent in and forcibly detained for two days. After learning that she was pregnant, she was released.
Later, the boy kept a respectful distance from her.
And she simply dropped out of school and stayed in the small apartment she rented.
"Do you know what caused you to have this kind of instinctive resistance?"
"I know!" Tang Youyou's face suddenly turned red again.
Doctor Liu saw that she didn't seem to want to say it, so she immediately smiled and said, "Miss Tang, relax a little. In fact, about what happened between you and Ji Zong five years ago, Ji Zong also told me in detail. He felt that it was very likely that the night you two met five years ago caused these bad memories for you."
"Ah What did he say?" Tang Youyou is still wondering how to describe this matter, but now listening to the doctor's meaning, Ji Xiaohan has already described it once, my God!
Doctor Liu pushed the frame of his glasses and said gently, "don't be shy, we are all women. I can understand what you have experienced. Ji Zong said that you had an intimate contact five years ago by chance. At that time, he was given a very domineering and fierce medicine. He had no choice but to do that to you. He also said that he actually regretted hurting you like that."
Tang Youyou couldn't tell what she was feeling at the moment. It was complicated, and her face was a little pale because of the past.
"He didn't describe any details, did he?" Tang Youyou really felt that this kind of thing was still very taboo.
"Yes!" Doctor Liu nodded: "he said that he might have hurt you very badly and left a lot of blood. He actually went to the room the next day and saw the scene with his own eyes."
Tang Youyou suddenly pressed her head hard, inexplicably resisting to remember those things.
"Doctor Liu, I Can I have a rest first?"
"Miss Tang, you have to face it with an open heart. Don't run away anymore. Tell me how you felt at that time."
That night, I was forced onto the plane by my father, and I stayed on the plane with my eyes open for more than ten hours. I didn't dare to sleep, and I still had to endure the pain in my body. Under the doctor's gentle gaze, Tang You You began to touch the things of the past. "Tang You You, under the doctor's gentle gaze, began to touch the things of the past. Tang You You, under the doctor's gentle gaze, began to touch the things of the past.
"Then do you hate the person who hurt you?"
"I hate him. I wish I could kill him, but I feel that I actually hate myself more. I hate myself for being useless and unable to protect myself. Also, I hate those people who knocked me out and sent me to the room. No matter what, I probably couldn't have avoided them that night, no matter who that person was." When Tang Youyou said this, her whole body stiffened and trembled. Because it took a lot of courage to reopen old wounds.
In the past, she had chosen to forget everything and adjust her life to the moment the child was born.
All the joy was accumulated little by little after having children.
Doctor Liu looked at her pale face and cold sweat on her forehead. Maybe her nightmare was caused by being suppressed for a long time.
"Miss Tang, relax a little. Can you tell me what your nightmare is like?" Doctor Liu can only ask her in a gentle voice as much as possible.
Tang Youyou nodded. Her beautiful eyes were a little empty, confused, and scared.
"Sometimes, I feel like I'm torn apart by a wild beast. Sometimes, I feel like I'm trapped in a dark room."
"More specifically, have you ever dreamed of something between men and women?"
"Yes, there have been!"
"Can you see the face of the person in the dream?"
"It's very vague. I can't see it clearly!"
Doctor Liu recorded her symptoms. After thinking for a while, she suddenly said, "now you know that person is Ji Zong. Do you hate him in your heart?"
Tang Youyou was stiff all over, and her expression was dull for a long time.
"Do you hate him?" Doctor Liu asked her again.
Tang Youyou lowered her head, weak and at a loss.
"I hated it before, but now I don't!" Tang Youyou bit her lip and answered softly.
"Why don't you hate him?"
Tang You You really did not think about this question in detail. After that, she could only face this question head-on and answer: "Because he didn't mean to hurt me, and he couldn't help it. Furthermore, I had a child with him, and he was very good to the child, and has always been very good to me."
"Do you fall in love with him?" Doctor Liu smiled.
Only then did Tang You You's empty gaze slowly gain focus. She looked at Doctor Liu, then shook her head: "I don't know if that counts as love, but I'm still getting along with him easily and happily."
"Well, let's stop here today. Thank you for sharing your experience. You can go back first."
"That's it? Don't you need any more treatment? "Tang Youyou suddenly stood up. She felt that it shouldn't be any treatment.
Doctor Liu immediately smiled and said, "psychological treatment is to find the root of the problem and solve it. It's not the same as physical treatment. You can have an operation and some medicine to heal the wound. Let's take it slowly. Besides, I don't think your situation is too serious. The only thing you lack is that you can't face your heart. After you go back, communicate with Ji Zong more often, preferably have a heart communication. Of course, you can also try to make physical contact with him, for example, hug him every day, hold each other's hands more, feel each other's warmth, which is very helpful for your treatment."
"Hug every day?" Tang Youyou's beautiful eyes widen in surprise.
"It's best to do so. For example, further behavior can also be done step by step." Doctor Liu said with a chuckle.
Tang Youyou secretly breathed a sigh of relief: "then I'll try my best. Thank you, Doctor Liu. I suddenly found that after chatting with you, I was in a much better mood. Before, I never told others about these things, and I didn't dare to say it."
"It's because you've been suppressing the fear in your heart for a long time that your body has a repulsive instinct. Miss Tang, I see that your personality is quite cheerful, and you're not the kind of person who's very autistic. I believe that your condition should be better after some time," Dr. Liu told her with certainty.
"I hope so. Thank you, Doctor Liu. I'll go first!"
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