Ji Shangqing is like a sculpture. He falls on the floor. The notebook in his hand has been pinched in his palm. It has been pinched out of shape. He really didn't expect that his father would be so cold-blooded and kill the daughter he raised by himself. If he was not his own son, would he end up like his sister? Even he didn't know how to die?
On the day of Ji Yunning's burial, his father stood in front of her grave and cried for a long time. At the moment, Ji Shangqing only felt that his life was fake. Even his life seemed to be distorted. He couldn't tell what feelings were true. If even his family could be erased, who else could he believe?
Blue slightly opened the door, carrying two large bags of things bought from the supermarket, two slender hands, all red, it can be seen how heavy the things she carried.
She shook her hand and wanted to restore a little sense of numb fingers. He felt that Ji Shangqing was not in a good mood these days, but when she asked him, he didn't say a word. Blue Wei was still worried about him.
So, as soon as she finished class, she came back directly and wanted to cook dinner for him.
Seeing that there was a light in the bedroom, he walked over and saw the man sitting on the ground analysis. Blue slightly looked stunned and immediately asked softly, "Ji Shangqing, how can you sit on the ground? It's so cold! "
Moreover, she found that Ji Shangqing was not only sitting on the floor, but also wearing a thin gray turtleneck sweater. In this winter night with close to zero temperature, he could not stand it.
"Get out, leave me alone!" Ji Shangqing began to doubt his life at the moment. His heart seemed to be distorted by people's abstraction. He could not tell the truth from the false. He felt that there was no feeling in the world, which was worth his effort.
Blue slightly stunned for a moment, hearing the indifference in Ji Shangqing's voice, she stayed in place for a while, not knowing what to do. “
What's the matter with you? You can tell me... "
"Tell you? Who are you to me? Blue Wei, I'll let you out! "Ji Shangqing roared angrily.
Blue slightly trembled, a pair of beautiful eyes suddenly opened, unbelievably looked at the man who was holding her a few days ago and said that he wanted to be her boyfriend. At the moment, it's like a different person, and his character has changed. These days, he is silent and slovenly, as if he has experienced a great blow in his life.
Blue Wei can't get in touch with the upper class, so she doesn't know that Ji Laozi died, nor does she know that all this was caused by his father Ji Lin. She seems to live in two different worlds from him. What she lives is the most daily and simple life. The only thing she can calculate now is three meals a day, plus her academic performance, she doesn't care about anything else. “
Good! Blue Weiwei is a very knowledgeable and sensible girl. She will listen carefully to what Ji Shangqing says and will not cause him any pressure.
Ji Shangqing originally just had a bad breath in her heart and had nowhere to vent it. Seeing her come in, she disturbed her sadness. Moreover, she was so embarrassed that she didn't want anyone to see it. That was why she was so fierce and let her go out. Unexpectedly, she really went out. "Dang"
When the door was closed, the last thing in Ji Shangqing's heart seemed to disappear, empty.
Turned his head incredulously and looked at the door closed by the girl. He suddenly got up from the ground. Next second, he opened the door and saw that Lan Weiwei didn't leave with the bag, but opened the shopping bag with a cabbage and a fish in his hand. It seemed that he was going to cook dinner for him.
Lan Weiwei heard that the door behind her was opened forcefully, which scared her. She looked at him so stupidly that she forgot to hold a half-dead fish in her hand.
Individuals, looking at each other across the distance of a living room, some can't read the emotions in each other's eyes. “
Can I have fish tonight? " Until the fish caught in Lan Weiwei's hand swayed its tail to prove its existence, Lan Weiwei was shocked. His voice sounded carefully and asked him.
Shangqing's eyes were red, and his eyes were still rolling with tears that he couldn't suppress. Hearing her most simple inquiry, he nodded subconsciously: "OK!"
Lan Weiwei breathed a sigh of relief and went straight to the kitchen with the dishes.
Ji Shangqing leaned against the door wall weakly, propped up his face with both hands, dragged his heavy body, and entered the bathroom. In the mirror, the man who came out of the beard stubble, is it really himself? In order to
In the past, he paid the most attention to his image. He had to change out of the clothes, shoes, and socks that he had worn for a day. But now, he had worn this set of clothes for three days. The short hair that he used to take care of was also messy like a chicken coop. He almost couldn't find his high-spirited and confident self. “
Doesn't she dislike me like this? " Ji Shangqing can't help murmuring. Lan Weiwei looks at his eyes. He is still gentle and light. He is not scared away by his sloppy appearance. He is like a mental patient these days. From time to time, he will lose his temper. Even he hates himself like this. Lan Weiwei didn't leave. Instead, she would come back at noon to cook for him. Even if he didn't eat, she would come back to call him.
Shangqing reached out and touched the beard stubble of the prickly hand. Finally, he decided to change his face.
When he took a bath, looked at his face and hair and came out again, blue Wei was shocked and asked him worriedly, "are you going out?"
"No, I just want to know one thing!" Ji Shangqing shakes his head and laughs at himself.
Slightly stunned: "what do you want to know?"
"My father is a complete bastard. He deserves to die. It's not enough to die a thousand times or ten thousand times!" Ji Shangqing suddenly gnashed his teeth and scolded the blue slightly confused.
Ji Shangqing covered his face in pain, as if he had no face to see people again: "do you know? Just a few days ago, my father forced my grandfather to commit suicide. "
"ah?" Lan Weiwei's whole body trembled. He couldn't believe that such a serious thing had happened to him.
"I really don't want to accept such a fact, but it's all true. Just now, I saw my father's diary. He disguised my sister as an accident and killed her." Ji Shangqing thoroughly shared the inner pain, and his eyes were red again. Ji Shangqing completely shared his inner pain, and his eyes were red again.
It's hard to believe that there are people in the world who are worse than themselves. “
After that, I'm really alone. I have no face to see my grandma again. I can only live alone! "Ji Shangqing endured the sadness in his heart, but still shed tears and couldn't cry for himself.
Weiwei is the first time to see a man cry, and it's the kind of cry. Just like a child, he has been wronged and wants to vent.
Weiwei is still cutting vegetables with a kitchen knife in her hand. At the moment, she is a wood carving. She quickly puts down the kitchen knife, for fear of hearing more amazing things, and shakes off the kitchen knife. “
Ji Shangqing, I'm sorry for you! "Blue Wei knows that it doesn't make sense to say anything. He must bear the pain alone until he is calm and indifferent.
"Weiwei, is my family terrible? Are you afraid of me? "Ji Shangqing deliberately gloomy face to scare her, to see her real reflection.
"I'm not afraid of you!" Blue said, shaking his head slightly.
Ji Shangqing didn't believe it and sneered on purpose: "have you thought about how to stay away from me?"
Blue slightly turned around and came to him. She was only as tall as the man's shoulder. She raised her head and looked straight at him with clear eyes: "you are the first man to make me pay for the warmth. I will not leave you, unless you want to drive me away."
"What you said Is it true?" Ji Shangqing stared at her beautiful big eyes with some suffocation, some dare not believe her words.
"I swear, everything I say to you is true!" Blue slightly raised his hand and made a simple oath. “
Why? Why aren't you afraid that my family is in such a mess? "Ji Shangqing feels ridiculous.
Weiwei raised the corner of his mouth and smiled: "that's because I didn't take you to my house to have a look. My house is much messier than yours."
"I don't mean the mess at home, I mean my family relationship." Ji Shangqing frowned. “
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