Yang Chuchu has asked for five days' leave. The director personally called to do ideological work for her and asked her to hurry back to the crew to participate in the shooting. She is the heroine and has a lot of scenes. If she continues to be absent like this, the play really can't go on any more.
Yang Chuchu also knew that she had to cheer up to work, so she promised the director to return to the group to shoot the next day.
It was dark, and Yang Chuchu pretended to have just returned home from the crew.
Cheng Ying saw her enter the door, looked up and asked with concern, "Chuchu, are you very tired recently? I think you don't look very good every time you come back.
If you are tired, have a proper rest. "
"Mom, I'm fine!" Yang Chuchu immediately hid the sadness on his face, smiled and shook his head.
Cheng Ying is looking at her mobile phone. Yang Chuchu looks at her. After hesitating for a moment, she can't help but ask, "Mom, can I ask you something?"
Cheng Ying looked up at her and nodded, "ask what you want to do!"
"That … where is my father?" "Yang Chuchu asked hard. In fact, she asked when she was a child. Her mother was always impatient. Later, her mother simply said that her father was dead and was not in the world. Let her not ask again in the future.
Yang Chuchu is afraid that her mother will be angry, so the older she grows up, the more sensible she is, the more afraid she is to ask about it, for fear that she will expose her mother's scar.
Sure enough, Cheng Ying's expression froze. She looked at her daughter in astonishment. After a long time, her face turned ugly: "why did you ask again?"
"Nothing, just When I was shooting today, I happened to shoot a bridge about my father. I I I don't know how to get along with my father more naturally. The director also said that my acting skills were stiff, so I asked you about it." Yang Chuchu looked at his mother's expression nervously and tried to explain.
Cheng Ying sighed and said lightly, "I remember telling you before that you should think he is dead. Don't have too much hope for a dead man."
"Mom, do you know where he is?" Yang Chuchu always felt that her mother seemed to be hiding something from her.
Cheng Ying sneered, "even if I know, I won't say it. I hope you won't ask about him again."
"Mom, I'm not a kid anymore. If you know where he is, can you tell me? I want to see him. "Yang Chuchu did not know where the courage came from, but she suddenly made this request.
As soon as she finished speaking, she closed her eyes and waited for her mother to roar at her.
However, after waiting for a long time, she didn't hear her mother's angry voice. She couldn't help opening half of her eyes and seeing Cheng Ying leaning on the sofa sluggishly. The whole person seemed to have lost his soul and his face was sad.
"Mom!" Yang Chuchu was shocked and tried to walk step by step. Finally, she squatted beside her mother and shook her arm with her hand: "Mom, did I make you angry again? Don't be angry. I won't ask again. If you say he's dead, I'll think he's dead. I don't want to know where he is or who he is. "
Cheng Ying looks at her daughter's nervous face with red eyes and laughs at herself: "if you don't say it, I really don't know that you have grown up. I have always thought you were a naive child."
"Mom, I'm sorry. I know it's your scar. I shouldn't have uncovered it." Yang Chuchu puts her face on her mother's knee. Her legs are completely kneeling on the ground. She is afraid that her mother is sad.
Cheng Ying's fingers gently stroked her long hair. At last, she sighed, "Chuchu, do you really want to know where your father is?"
"I really want to know, Mom, you never mention him. Why? Is he an unforgivable sinner? "Yang Chu Chu asked with a sorrowful expression.
"No He's not heinous. He just married another woman, formed a family, and had children. Chuchu, I'm sorry. No matter how hard my mother tries, she can't give you a complete family. I can't take him from other women. I'm the one who's not right." Cheng Ying said that, tears were streaming down his face, and he was very sad.
Yang Chuchu's heart hurts. She can't help but reach out and hug her mother. She finally knows why her mother never mentions her father. It turns out that the man has become someone else's father. She is not even qualified to call him.
"Mom, don't cry. I'm sorry. I'll never mention him again. Never again!" Yang Chuchu also cried in a low voice.
The mother and daughter held each other and cried for a long time. At last, they stopped crying. Their eyes were red and swollen.
"Chuchu, do you blame me for keeping it from you? I can't let you really become an illegitimate daughter in the eyes of others, but you're not. When I was with him, he was not married. He said he would marry me, but I didn't expect that he would marry someone else as soon as he turned around. Moreover, he knelt in front of me that day and said that he was sorry for me and asked me to let him go. What can I do? I'm pregnant, but I have to accept such unfair treatment. I'm desperate, too! "Cheng Ying mentioned to Yang Chuchu what happened to her before for the first time. She felt that her daughter had grown up. She had the right to know who her father was and understand the decision she made.
"Mom, I used to blame you, but I don't blame you now. I know it's not your fault!" Yang Chuchu lowered his head and did not dare to look at his mother's sad eyes.
"In fact, in the first few years after I gave birth to you, I started a business with you alone. It was tiring and annoying. I even wanted to find him and make trouble. I didn't want to live happily, so I wanted to break up his family and let him pay for the taste of being ridiculed. However, later, I felt that it was meaningless to do so." Cheng Ying laughs at himself, closes his eyes, and recalls the painful days. He has no courage to continue that life in his life.
"Mom, why did he marry someone else? Didn't he love you? "Yang Chuchu asked angrily.
"Under the flower and the moon, he said a lot to me. Unfortunately, no matter how sweet love is, it's no match for poverty. He is very handsome. After being taken a fancy by his current wife, he pursued him enthusiastically. The other party is a rich woman. Her family has power. Your father wants to go on an official career and wants to rise step by step. So he chose his official career and gave up me!" Cheng Ying now recalls that he only felt that he was stupid.
"Mom, is he promoted now?" Yang Chuchu sneers. Suddenly, he doesn't want to see the scum father. He doesn't deserve to be her father.
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