She thought that her mother's insomnia and abnormal heart rate were all related to this matter.
So, in the end, the reason why her mother passed away was because of her?
It was she who gave her mother hope, but in the end, it led to her despair.
It caused damage to her body, and she had to use medicine to maintain her sleep. After taking it for a long time, her heart couldn't take it anymore, causing sudden death.
"Mom..." I'm sorry, I'm sorry … "Duan Shumin wanted to rush in, but Duan Siye accompanied her into the emergency room to see his mother.
Duan Siye looked at his mother, tears welling up in his eyes. He bit his lips, and at this moment, his heart tightened, and he was in extreme pain.
Duan Deliang also came in. In this matter, his wife's death seemed to have a reason to be found, but it also seemed to be an irresistible fate.
However, he was already gone, and all karma had been dispersed.
After hearing the news of Song Meilan's death, Old Man Duan ignored the inconvenience of his body and drove him to the hospital.
At this moment, Song Meilan had already entered the morgue. Old Man Duan came over to take one last look at her.
Duan Shu Xian also came in crying. Duan Shumin knelt on the ground, facing Song Meilan's direction. Her head was buried very low, and there was a pool of tears on the ground.
Duan Siye was supporting his father. Originally, there was a good dinner, but there was one less person.
Everyone stayed in the hospital until early in the morning. Duan Shumin's grief and self-blame caused her to faint, and she was sent to the nursing ward by Duan Siye. Li Yu and Duan Shu Xian came to take care of her.
No matter how sad Duan Deliang was, at this time, he could not let his wife stay there forever. Therefore, he needed to focus and arrange for the future.
Duan Deliang was definitely old, and in one night, half of his hair had turned white, and this matter still required the young Duan Siye to handle. Even if he was in pain, this was the last thing he could do for his mother.
In the ward, Li Yu had to go out to take care of Old Man Duan again. He was old, and after staying up all night, he was haggard and grieving, so he couldn't let anything happen to him.
In the ward, only Duan Shu Xian was looking after the unconscious Duan Shumin. At this moment, her heart was also filled with self-blame and guilt.
She thought of the unhappy parting at the Duan Residence last time. She wondered if that had also worsened Eldest Aunt's condition.
Duan Shumin slowly woke up. She opened her eyes, her eyes were swollen from crying, her hair was loose, and her face was pale. Her entire person had also become especially haggard.
When she saw Duan Shu Xian, who was by her side, her tears once again fell.
Duan Shu Xian took out a piece of paper from the side and handed it to her, "Brother Si Ye has already prepared for Aunt's funeral."
Duan Shu Xian was infected, and tears fell silently.
Duan Shumin covered her eyes, and after a long while, she suddenly muttered, "I killed my mother, I killed her.
Duan Shu Xian's tearful eyes looked at her in astonishment, not knowing why she had said that.
"If my desire wasn't so strong, if I didn't keep mentioning the future I wanted in front of my mother, she wouldn't be so nervous, wouldn't be unable to sleep at night, and wouldn't be so eager to help me achieve my dreams.
At this moment, Duan Shumin had no one to talk to, and Duan Shu Xian was the only person she could talk to.
"Sister Min, don't blame yourself."
Duan Shu Xian choked with sobs as she comforted her.
Duan Shumin shook her head, "I'm not blaming myself, but the truth is that I was the one who killed my mother. I know that it's impossible for me to marry Xi Jingchen, but I created a belief for my mother that I can definitely marry him, and made my mother proud of me. She went around asking around, looking for opportunities from the wives of the political world's officials to get me close to him, and she did too many things for me."
Duan Shu Xian was startled. Of course she did not know that in private, her aunt was so concerned about her cousin's matters, and that she was even heading towards Xi Jingchen.
"It was my overestimation of my abilities that harmed my mother. If I had recognized this earlier, I would have cut off my mother's hopes and not let her worry about this matter."
Now, Duan Shumin really regretted it. She never thought that this kind of anxiety would cause her mother to lose her life.
She also hated herself for leaving her mother's room just now. If she had accompanied her when her mother fell ill, she would definitely have been able to save her. She had learned how to save her, so at least she would have had a chance.
Duan Shu Xian sighed, raised her pair of red and swollen eyes and said, "I'm sorry, it was also my fault. I shouldn't have provoked Aunt that day."
Duan Shumin closed her eyes, "What's wrong with you?
It's a fact that you love each other, and it's also a fact that you're together. There's nothing to be afraid of. "
Duan Shu Xian looked at her, her heart startled. Sister Min seemed to have calmed down a lot.
Duan Shumin lifted the blanket and got off the bed. She wanted to send her off on her mother's last journey. What she owed her, she could only continue to be her daughter in her next life. At that time, she hoped that she could live like Duan Shu Xian.
She wouldn't kill her beloved mother because of her own ambition.
Duan Shu Xian accompanied her out. Coincidentally, Song Meilan was about to be transported to the cremation site. Duan Shu Xian drove the car and brought her along as they walked forward.
The people of the Duan Clan were still unable to accept the sudden departure of a living person.
Two hours later, Duan Siye came out with Song Meilan's ashes in his arms. His tall and straight figure seemed to have lost all of his strength, his footsteps were exceptionally heavy, and his face was filled with grief.
Duan Shumin stepped forward and said to her brother, "Let me hug you!"
Duan Shu Ye handed it over to her, and Duan Shumin held it in her arms. She once again sobbed uncontrollably.
They had to store it for three days first, and after taking care of the rest of the matters, they would come to welcome Song Meilan's ashes to rest in peace.
Old Man Duan also fell ill, and Li Yu took care of him at home. Old Man Duan really couldn't understand what his eldest daughter-in-law couldn't understand, and why such a thing would happen.
Duan Deliang suddenly lost his wife, causing him to almost lose confidence in life. His heart was empty.
At this moment, everyone was immersed in sorrow. She sat on a chair in the garden, imagining the figure of Song Meilan walking around in the garden. Suddenly, her sadness became stronger.
Duan Shumin stood on the top floor. Duan Siye was worried about her, so he accompanied her the entire time.
"Big brother, I won't jump. I want my mother to watch me live in peace."
Duan Shumin wrapped her arms around herself, feeling a chill.
Duan Siye stood beside her. He usually did not show his anger, but at this moment, his Jun Yan was shrouded in a thick aura of sorrow.
No one could accept the sudden loss of a loved one. Even if this was a normal occurrence of life and death, no matter who it was, they would not be able to accept it normally.
Duan Shumin took a deep breath, "I will never be able to forgive myself for the rest of my life."
"Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault."
"It's my fault."
Duan Shumin took over this remorse.
Duan Siye was taking care of Song Meilan's funeral, and when his friends and relatives suddenly found out about this news, they all sighed at the vicissitudes of the world. They never thought that the person they had contacted a few days ago would suddenly leave.
And the funeral would be held three days later.
Duan Shu Xian sat in the garden, immersed in some memories. Suddenly, she heard the sound of her phone ringing, she picked it up, her heart suffocating.
It was Xi Jingchen.
She bit her red lips as she gently answered the call. "Hello!"
Her voice was filled with unconcealable sobs.
"Shu Xian, what's wrong?"
Xi Jingchen's voice immediately asked with concern, because she could hear her crying.
"I …" Duan Shu Xian took a deep breath and said, "My aunt suddenly left."
Xi Jingchen, who was at the other end, immediately understood, "Is it your cousin's mother?"
"En!"
Duan Shu Xian took a deep breath.
"When did this happen?"
"The night before yesterday, he suddenly left."
"So suddenly."
Xi Jingchen's voice also became a little deeper.
"Are you back?"
"I'll go back tomorrow."
"Alright, then be careful on the road."
For a moment, Duan Shu Xian didn't know what to talk about with him.
At this moment, her mind was empty, as if she had lost part of her ability to think.
"I'll be back tomorrow. I want to accompany you to her funeral."
Xi Jingchen said.
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