"However, I advise you to retract your other thoughts as soon as possible. Otherwise …"
She didn't finish her sentence, but Lou Qingrou understood. Otherwise, they wouldn't even be able to be friends.
She clenched her fists but didn't say anything. She just looked at her and laughed weakly.
Shen Yueji couldn't bear to look at her. She knew that Lou Qingrou treated her very well, especially well. For her, Lou Qingrou was willing to give up everything. However, she couldn't do it. Just because of her love, she couldn't be so heartless to not have any contact with her. That would be letting her down.
However, especially after knowing her feelings for her …
It was an inexplicable and inexplicable feeling. Both of them were women, so why did she have such feelings …
She was supposed to like men …
She owed her too much, so she couldn't be heartless enough to break up with her.
However, just like …
She couldn't accept such a strong and undeniable love, which made her feel a lot more distant from her.
However, at the same time, Shen Yueji also knew that Lou Qingrou couldn't watch her put herself in danger. When she was in danger, Lou Qingrou would still help her.
This was what she owed her, and it was also because of their friendship for so many years. Other than that, there was nothing else.
Lou Qingrou's pale face suddenly smiled. "Qin 'er, actually, you should know that you don't owe me anything."
"The things that you owe me have already been paid off by others. I secretly plotted and plotted to force your mother to death, so that Murong Yun would know the truth of that year too early. Even the Shen family, because I was jealous of how much you cared for them, because of my selfishness, I wanted to destroy them. I wanted you to completely cut off contact with them. I wanted them to know your identity. This way, they would know that the one they loved was not their own daughter, but someone else. "
"This way, you would see their true colors. You would know that in this world, the person who truly treats you well, the person who truly loves you, is me, not them."
"Other than that, I've also done many things behind your back. Many things that you can't accept, be it Gu Yueyin's death, Gu Mujue knowing about it, or Gu Muqing …"
"Gu Muyin is my enemy, Murong Yun is also my enemy. You know that I hate them and have taken revenge for me. I can understand that, but Gu Muqing is different. From the beginning to the end, he was just a fool. Moreover, he helped me a lot when I was young. Have you forgotten? You once praised him, saying that fortune favors fools, and you once sincerely thanked him for the help he gave me. "
"But Qin 'er, I'm afraid you care about him. I'm afraid you care about him. Do you understand?"
"I'm afraid that after you see him, your heart will soften, and you will remember the help he gave you in the past. I'm afraid that there will be another person in your heart. Once there's someone in your heart, no matter if it's a man or a woman, even if it's a stranger, I'll feel extremely uncomfortable if you look at him. I won't be able to breathe. Do you understand?
"Qingrou, how did you become like this?"
"Maybe this is the feeling of loving someone. Qin 'er, do you think that I'm different? Even I think that I'm different. I'm supposed to like men. I've had affairs with so many men, but why … why did I like you? Why do I like you so much that I can't extricate myself? For you, I'm willing to let go of everything. As long as you're happy, even if it's just one word, even if you want me to die, I'm willing. "
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